hiaz

well back from polluted suzhou and other polluted china areas......it was okay there though....boring sometimes....lack of something......well sometimes i think y bother updating this blog........no one reads it....i am only satisfied with the gif and jpeg files i uploaded and the things i "played" with HTML......maybe i juz want the attention others get for their blog? or maybe i juz wanna type out wad i feel.......not sure....so unsure of myself.....dunno y feeling odd....qwerty....no one can understand.....only jay's music and express it i guess.....hahaha.....thinking of so many useless things but some are important....to me studies are the 1st priority i guesss.....the rest are...useless? not sure.....doubts fill within me......mei guan xi zai ju xu nu li......=)