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There's more to Dreams than it seems...

2008-09-12T01:41:00.002+08:00

Woah i thought i lost my blog?!??! logged onto wrong email and then they promted me to start a new blog....i was like WTH?!?!

hmmm anyway, just wanted to note down some stuff i observed today and i feel it's kinda important to constantly remind myself of what i intend to do from the start, to continuously align myself to my goals....or maybe just to prep for ORD mail! =)))

i'm going to 20 this year. 20 years of living life and seeing how others live. And i realised i changed in some way, perhaps more matured thinking and more observant. matured in the way of how i construct my thoughts and ideas. Observant in how others mature and what i can do about it. which brings me to my point about....dreams. doing what u want.

sure, everyone wants to do what they want, do what they like, whenever, whatever. But something keeps binding them to the ground. Reality. People talk about setting goals and going all out to achieve what u really dreamt for. Then skeptics talk about realism and those who only can achieve their "dreams" are rich pple who doesnt have to worry about their everyday meals and accomodation. If they would talk about dreams they would go for something else. Perhaps more of....setting "realistic" goals. Something that u would love doing, but yet not too deviant from the safety net so that there's always a patch on grass to fall on from the clouds.

Let's talk about the 1st group - the idealists.
They believe strongly in values and achieving the impossible. They want to venture out of the safety of their nests to reach for the heavens. It's do or die, all or nothing. Aim for the heavens and enjoy eternal happiness, or fall hard on the ground and suffer mortality. In fact, even if they really do fall hard, they go out again. they're crazy; people with no rhyme or reason to their actions, or so it seems. they just do it because they like it. Because they want it. It's the..."Let's GO!" from Zohan. They're deviant from the rest. But when they finally achieve success, everyone envies them. What makes them so successful despite the constant fallbacks, i guess, would be the values and ideals they hold onto so dearly. Something that they constantly remind themselves of what they are doing for; Something that consistantly light up the dying flames of passion.
They are Rigid and stiff to their beliefs. They do not sway because of words from the ground (or inner self). Because once they do, they become mortal again. They are very extreme people who deviates from the majority yet stays rigid to their core values. They are the minority who really suceeded in doing the impossible.

Impossible is nothing. This phrase is all too commonly used. but ever wondered what's the difference between that and "nothing is impossible"? i gave it some thought and realised that the previous was more...motivating. Impossible, the futile, the improbable, is simply nothing. It can be ignored. whereas nothing is impossible feels more....pessimistic. The word at the back is being emphasised.

This is where the 2nd group comes. They want to be like the first group. They want to taste the fruits of success. But something is missing. The determination to go out from the nest, continuously for long periods of time. The will to go against currents, for the whole strech of the Nile River.(is that even a long river....hmmm). After being brought down to earth after several attempts to make it to heaven, they decided to go for something that's in the middle. Something that ain't too hard to achieve, yet something safe. U don't need to worry about 3 meals and a roof, yet u can do what u like (Take note it's not passion but liking...something that pple say "looks good", "i don't mind", "sounds okay"). They get what they like, they feel they are still near the safety net. They are also successful in their own ways. At times, even if things do not end up the way it is, they will strive on to survive(but not necessarily excel) like all mortals do.

"It's like that one. Nvm, suck thumb"

They will make do with what they have and make the best use of it. They are "flexible" people who get things done. They will find left way to the "by right". They have "changing" values to suit the climate. "as long as it's done, it's done. Doesnt matter if it's a black cat or white cat; as long as it catches mice, it's a good cat"

there's always the time when teens would start picking their Uni courses and parents keep nagging that taking this course would ultimately decide ur fate in life. They don't want to waste ur precious youth away,saying that money isnt a factor. Sure, i buy that. Then u go about job prospects. If it doesnt have a good paying job available, then u wasted the degree, u wasted ur youth. This is a real pain in the butt.
Idealists/rich pple will go with: I'll just do what i want. Whatever happens thereafter, i know i will be happy with what i would become; rich or poor. I'm successful because i'm satisfied with what i have become.
Realists/poor pple will go with : Sometimes passions cant be ur wooden rice bowl, so i'll go with something i can do and doesnt sound too dull. Income's good, i got a good life planned ahead, some spare cash to do what i like. There. I'm happy, therefore successful.

It's the case for S'pore. People are bound to the earth with thoughts of realism. When u said u want to be an astronaut, a scientist, an inventor when u were in primary skool, ur parents go about saying words of motivation and encouragement. Dream-building.
Then when u reach secondary/JC, u have to start choosing subjects. 3ple sci, humanities. Whatever that leads u to ur astronaut/dancer dream, go with it. Just keep ur options open. Do well, and ur future is still bright. Day-dreaming.
Then comes the painful process of choosing a uni course after ur A-level results. Sure, u can like what u study Astro-science/cultural dance/pokemon master. But when u go out, u probably be on the streets begging, or really be an astronaut, doing what u really wanted, enjoying all the things that u learn in the course; regardless of it's toughness or difficulty.
Fearing of the prospect u would be given, u go for something safer, something that u think u would like. Mech. Engine, or Mass Media. Whatever it is, u go out, mug like an idiot for years then slowly get use to the pain coz it's like that one, then u start to enjoy the pain, then get the holy alphabets of A/B/C that decide ur future, get a good job, get paid, get spare cash to have a dance class, or go get a nintendo DS play pokemon Diamond to get all badges. Nothing wrong with that. Both the astronaut and the pokemon master are equally happy, equally successful. (Living the dream, dreaming the life. the latter sounds bad, but in fact it's accepted already. it's like that one?)

So where's all this crap going to stop!??!?! hmmmm what i'm trying to mean is that....actually 2nd grp pple are just more adaptable, 1st grp pple are firm with their thoughts.
Whatever group u are in, or u choose to be in, it doesnt matter. Because u are already in that group, u will stay in that group. These are very separate groups that co-exists in everyone. But ultimately, keep ur dreams true to yourself. U can lose ur faith, lose ur heart, but never lose your values. The values will keep ur flame burining. At the end, both groups are able to do what they want to do. And that;s what matters most in Life.

"unattainable dreams are the best"
"whatever happens, protect ur soldier honour"
-FFVII, CC

qwerty

2008-03-24T23:00:00.002+08:00

man wth am i thinking...argh this is bad i'm reverting back to my old self....stupid. intentions are pure....intentions are pure....lalala...crap.

guess i need something to focus on so that i don't get so distracted....argh. crap. hiaz all the arrows i already got shot upon....well at least i didnt feel too pessimistic. i felt it was mroe of a challenge than a problem though....that's good i guess. hiaz but something still bothers me...damm. what am i thinking...?zzz

Duty, Honour, Country!

2008-03-23T20:50:00.002+08:00

woah finally i manage to log in....guess it's not the time spent on signing up a new google acc, but rather the willingness to go thru all the trouble to do so....

anyways, hmmm why am i even here...guess i'm having withdrawal symptoms of not having with me my PSP...yea. Day 1 without PSP was pretty bad. esp since i watched finish tengen toppa gurren laggan, and the new bamboo blade ep. hmm what to do? i thought, and i wanted my life to be more enriching - to be like what life was before i got my psp(and all the anime-watching). it's pretty bad for health....socially.

i use to hang out with friends and my family more often. then came the anime-marathon....rushing thru episodes and episodes of senseless anime(some were good though...) finding more and more animes to watch after completing the series one after another. then came the psp....at 1st i was like "nah it's okay dun spend money unnecessarily...plus i didnt really needed it" and the 1st thing i did when i got the psp on my hands - non-stop playing.
My life became Sleep, play, eat,play,eat,sleep.....a vicious cycle. my accomplishments for the day comes from completing a village quest from MHF2, or killing boss zombies in silent hill. when i fail to do so, it gets irritating. wasting hours and hours of my precious bookout time doing....nothing. accomplishing nothing. if i were to go out with my family without a purpose of getting anything for camp or for my needs, i feel i could accomplish more at home with a psp. after training, back to bunk, take out psp, play. my friends were complaining about my addiction. things werent going very well....yet i enjoyed this life. It's sinful, but addictive. when i realise i wasted far too much time, i would go out to roller skate ecp....alone i guess. it helps alot in airing my thoughts, relaxing my mind. up to now my resolution has not changed - to skate the whole stretch from ecp to Changi beach. if the park connector project would continue to stretch the whole of s'pore's width, i'll skate to the ends of singapore!

anyway, that's besides the point. my piano aged, my life stagnated, i feel....separated from reality. finally came the day when my psp went to my bro who's going to europe. i guess it's for the better too. i should start my advance theory, start reading more stuff about the real world rather than Laharl's Kingdom, more imptly take more respoinsibility and deal with my work with professionalism. After commissioning and getting my black choc bar, i learnt alot thru the 9 months of gruelling training.

when i was still a CLM cadet, i asked myself - if s'pore were to go to war, and my families already migrated, waiting for me there. Would i stay behind and fight? my answer was no. People say u fight for ur country, because ur loved ones are there. but now the scenario has changed. ur loved ones are elsewhere waiting for u. Nothing else holds precious to u in this warring nation. Would u still fight? Would u still hold onto the ground?

Now, ask me the same question with the same scenario. My answer, is yes. Why? Why fight for the forsaken land?
Because being a leader of the SAF, the men i lead have their loved ones waiting for them too. waiting at the land they call home, Singapore. not everyone can, or would migrate to other countries. I cant see myself running away when everyone is doing their best to protect what they deem precious and dear to them. They yearn for the future, for the Skies above. I use to say The closer u are to the Light, the Darker the shadow.. But no longer. If that's the case, i'll become the Light unto myself. the vaules i learnt thru the course were many, but 2 had alot of impact on me - Selflessness, and Integrity. Respect - earn it, don't demand it.

anyway i think i kinda got off topic....listing my thoughts down brought me deeper into thoughts. uhhhh....stone. anyway....went for a run to prep myself physically for biang...AGAIN. but i feel weak....i ran 2 rounds, then wanted to carry on with the commandos training but cant....a few push ups and my arms are aching. a few sit ups and my abs screamed. something is wrong....i feel....qwerty. i tried for another set. damm....i cant carry one. 50 of each in the end. i went for chin ups. 11....pathethic. i coulnt even hang on the bar.....i could easily hit 15 in the past, and my record was 18. damm....i feel weird. was it yesterday? no....nothing wrong. even if i had diarrhea, i could still maintain a certain level of standards. even after marching training, i could still hit a certain level. but not today....weird. i feel weak...urgh hated that. i cant understand y....was it something on my mind....hiaz. or maybe it's the psp-withdrawal symptom. ahhaha....okay that's all i guess.

Deluded by the glaring Light, Misled by the beckoning Darkness...

2007-04-04T23:30:00.000+08:00

Rejected by Light, Neglected by Darkness; what's left is all but Nothing.
I desire for Nothing, because Nothing can fufil my deepest wish...
It seems i made a grave wrong move. Going deeper into the darkness only misled me to
the smallest shimmer of Hope; Climbing higher towards the Light only to find myself delusioned by Deciet. The darkness was too painful to bare; the light was too glaring for me to thrive. Lost in the Twilight; Confused by the false Hope and true Lies. I'm left without any choice but to teeter on the edge of Nothing. Nobody can lead me to Nowhere...I'm Nothing but an island unto myself.

<背叛>
雨不停落下来
花怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人欣赏悲哀
爱只剩下无奈
我一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块就不精采

紧紧相依的心如何 say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句 say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快

心有一句感慨
我还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段还在不在

振翅吧, 黑色的翅膀

2007-03-09T20:39:00.000+08:00

In the Brilliance lies your Darkest Shadow; only in the depths of Darkness can the Star Shine it's Brightest shimmer.

i find myself climbing the same mountain years ago, a mountain not too tall, yet the journey is long and tedious. The mountain i fell from a few times and landed hard and deep. Now i'm in the depths of void, numb of all around me. All the effort i put in ended up in vain. Futile attempts to escape from the Depths of Despair. Perhaps climbing up isnt the way out for me. Maybe it isnt my forte nor the path i should choose.

So what now? Climbing downwards, deeper, darker, emptier.....trying to embrace the void space prove to be a much more difficult path than up towards the warm brilliance. No matter. I await for the tiniest shimmer of light from the star to bring me back to salvation, away from despondence. But not now...for now i will need to persevere, to endure, to forget the Light. When the time is right, i will climb this mountain again, even if it would take me several falls back to the depths...

It does not matter what others do, nor does it matter whether it's right or wrong; what matters is what you do.

黑色翅膀

我的肩膀没有力量
撑起你建筑的美丽假象
真实在前方不是转身就能忘
你梦幻的国度我不会是国王
就让自己再成长
爱的感觉都随风释放
我们的旅行都还没到达
提起名叫现实的行囊

你有你的黑色翅膀无法飞翔在我的天堂
精灵们冷冷目光让我们坠落在彼此的脚下
收不起你的黑色翅膀只能在黑暗的馀光游汤
聚集再多光芒也只是批著天使外衣的狼

炫耀你黑色的翅膀卸下你深白色的武装
振翅吧黑色的翅膀寻找可以依靠的恶魔啊

The closer you are to the Light, the Darker your Shadow becomes...

2007-01-20T22:35:00.000+08:00

well long time no blogging since a levels....busy accomplishing tasks in the to-do list after a-levels...Some things to share with everyone.

Sunskink

Something i found slithering in the toilet. caught it and realised how colorful it was...returned to the garden after taking a few pathethic low quality shots.

Male Koel

Remember the weird eerie noise heard in the wee hours in the trees that has ever-increasing notes? not owl, and i found out it was a black bird perched high up on the branches when i traced the source of the sound sometime ago. then recently, i came across a site that identified the bird. didnt realise it has red eyes too....really nice.

Pool

A game me and my buddy JD played sometime ago b4 he went army. He was playing solid and it's his turn. he managed to get away without hitting the striped balls, but still it's free ball regardless. =)

Dessert

A meal during prom nite @ Fullerton. compare the size of plate to food ratio. =)

Work of Art

What is this? An artpiece definitely. Le Toilet Gallery of Art. Going to the toilet these days seems more enjoyable than before.

People fear the unknown. Fear change. Why would someone venture out from their safety net and into the open air filled with doubt and despair? Those who do so are deemed idiots, yet it's only a fine line that differentiates an idiot from a genius.

They say be satisfied with what u have, be content with ur life. only then will u truely live and enjoy life. Does that seem to be another way of looking at conformity and unwillingness to change? Does changing always mean that u are dissatisfied with what u have currently? If not why change? Perhaps Reality and Dreams just lie side by side, complementing one another...

Life is not about the amount of breathes you take, but the moments that take ur breath away...Ur eyes are ur lens, ur mind is ur film; Capture those moments and bring them with you through dreams and reality.

ah....talk crap. zzz...time to play game!!!wheeee

behind the stoic carapace lies a perturbed soul in despondence

2006-10-30T23:52:00.000+08:00

hmmm just some stuff i thought about recently...

It's hard to get to the Top, but even harder to help others to join you at the Top.
It's impossible to help others to go above you, but impossible is nothing.

The view at the top is much brighter and broader, yet not necessarily clearer. It takes someone at the Bottom to enlighten another at the Top.

The pinnacle has only places for a few, while the bottom provides space for many to roam.

Height is relative. It varies according to different facets of life and unique to perspectives of every individual.

It's not the matter of conquering others to reach their "Top view"; what really matters is overcoming your personal limits and achieve your personal goals. To become stronger, faster, higher. To me, that is success; my definition of success.

The 7 sins of Man -
Pride
Greed
Lust
Anger
Gluttony
Envy
Sloth

Peace is a lie; there is only passion.
Through passion, I gain strength.
Through strength, I gain power.
Through power, I gain victory.
Through victory, my chains are broken.
The Force shall set me free.

- Sith Code

Donate to the children's fund? What did the children ever done for me?

- Mr. Krabs from SBSP

In the Shadows we found Light; In the Brilliance we sought for Darkness....

These lead Man to the Top, to development, but not necessarily sustainable development.

There is no try; there is do.
There is no emotion; there is peace.
There is no ignorance; there is knowledge.
There is no passion; there is serenity.
There is no death; there is existence

- Jedi Code edited

Within the Lion's hide lies a Doe; the Caterpillar sheds it's Grotesque exterior and metamorphoses into an Alluring Butterfly, yet the Magnificence is short-lived. Embrace the ugly Duckling, and find the Swan ever more Elegant.

Be satisfied with what you have, you may end up having more....

Disciples of Materialism know the Price of Everything, but the Value of None.

2006-07-27T17:50:00.000+08:00

woah today is a MUST-blog-day. i MUST share this experience of everyone, or just to myself. hmm long time no blog i kinda lost touch with HTML.... N.B. Readers pls DUN hesistate to post ur comments or tag at the freezing tagboard. thanks.=)WARNING: ENDLESSNESS OF SERIOUS FUN CONTENT BELOW! PROCEED AT OWN RISK

well for the past 2 days i was suffering in pain. unbearable agony. i deduce it should be mild food poisoning, but i have no idea what caused my suffering. i don't want to doubt auntie's Noodles, coz i have been eating them since EVERYDAY of last year. It happened when i was feeling quite queasy after break. chinese would say stomach got "qi" (gas). during lunch i ate porridge and barely had the appetite. i went home with my hands holding onto my stomach. worse part is, i have to go top up my -0.30 cents EZ link card. and the bus terminal is a 5+ mins walk from skool. i struggled my way there, frowning in qwerty-ness, and got onto my bus. before i could enter was an old man who was really having difficulties going up the bus.
"uncle ke yi mah?"
"ke yi ke yi"
"orh, buey yao gin man man lai hor"
so what the above means is kinda like i offered my help, but he said it's okay. when he got a sit he said xie xie and i greeted him with my smile. then when i got onto a seat, an old lady sat next to me, and i noticed the old man pointing to sit further away. knowing they looked like nice couples i gave them the sit. somehow, oddly, i was greeted by shocking stares by other passengers. cynics would say i just want to go home so badly that i "rushed" the old man up the stairs, and i wouldnt want to sit beside old pple. or maybe karma. whatever it is, i only did what i feel like it, as i closed my eyes pondering how can Singapore be graded so terribly for being Courteous. the warmth of simple thanks subsided my pain inside.

then as the bus ride continued, i was awoken by the long halt of the bus coz there's a lady with the child who requested for the air-con to be turned off or something like that. passengers started "quarelling" with the bus uncle that he should just move on and not waste other pple time, but he insisted that it would be his responsibility if anything happens to the baby. he requested everyone to get down and take another bus. although i'm not sure what the scenario was really, i decide to shut off my connection with the outside and listen to my mp3. I never liked dealing with human relations. they are too versatile and unpredictable. dead things are better off to deal with.

so i dragged my dying body home. somehow what my dad said came to my mind.
"this wine is v good for ur digestion. sometimes its good to take abit to help ur stomach"
this wine is an ancient pear wine. 70% alcohol. maybe my mind was sick too, so i took one large ice cube, and poured 3 drops of it. no feeling. tastes too diluted. i went to take a bath and went for a bigger sip. this time i can feel the slight burn and "meltdown" of the qweasy feeling. with the ointment i rubbed on my stomach and the cooling sensation inside, i went to bed. woke up without much appetite and i could barely touch my work. had bad diarrhea. i took charcoal tablets and went back to dreamland again. however i got kicked out of it continuously throughout the nite.

26/7
well, i felt so weak that i decide to take a shorter route to the bus stop. the bus stop that never fails to make me late for skool. so turns out i really am late. it was pets day that day too. struggled up the stairs in agony coz of stupid lessons at 4th and 5th storey. perfect way to start off my day. didnt ate much in the end, and went back early (ie pon after lessons) to take my delicious snack - paracetamol aka panadol. this time i felt better. no more dizziness, no more diarrhea, thanks to charcoal and paractemol cocktail mix.

27/7 - the Skies Anwered to my Deeds
today is....amazing. i start of with an explanation without parents letter nor MC to not attend PE, but i changed into full PE attire. show my sincerity i guess. besides, i have my PERFECT pe attendence to back me up. but that was not needed, coz it's the nice mr Fun. even his name says so. so i was told to do some stretching and chin-ups then report to him after the others complete their 2.4km, coz next week's NAPHA....zzz. well stretching wasnt a problem, but what used to be easy was now difficult. 12 was my max chin-up count, now i reach 5 only. i feel my muscles dying on me as i went up each count. sick i guess. i went down in disbelief, then did 2 sets of 2 before realising lots of the runners have completed their 2.4.

WARNING: CONTENTS BELOW NOT FOR THE WEAK HEARTED!

then i went off to break with my friends. this time i bought auntie's yu pian mian without mian. ahha different from chiken rice without chicken. auntie added wine for me, which makes the soup and fish taste even better. but when i was about to finish the soup i saw white things... i sieved them and realised, not to my surprise, worm carapace. i dunno i guess i'm nullified, either by my sian-ness that i'm sick, or i see them as proteins. yum yum? nah i decided to leave it aside and treat it as nothing. my friend offered me his water chestnut and sugarcane drink. thereafter when we were about to leave he nearly forgot his drinks so i gave it to him. then thirst came to my mind so i said something.

"i drink finish ar?"
"okay"

at 1st it was okay; diluted coz it's less sweet. then when i wanted to throw i realise it's not empty. "still more water inside? impossible i emptied everything into my mouth!" in complete disbelief, i realise there's a tissue inside. then some flashback that he used that tissue to wipe water on the table before we sat down. woah....amazing....

1. my diarrhea have yet to subside
2. the juicy tender protein-filled insect
3. the bottle that is neither half full, nor half empty.
4. what next to repay my deeds few days ago? perhaps it's true good guys always die 1st. i'll learn to be a bad guy sometime. dun even talk about repaying, coz i dun want anything in return. somehow i got something back. wheee...

well my day still continues as so, with 3 amazing episodes in one 24 hr day. too much action kills the protagonist.
- end of undesirable content -

luckily after skool the looming LT2 welcomed me with the dark corner that lies the piano. hmmm after playing awhile, i went back home. on my way home i gazed at the skies wondering when i'll see another miracle. and wah-la. presto. abra-kadabra-alakazam! *note the pokemon* -__-"

the same phenomenon that happened during last year's cosfest! check my last year's july post. and guess what? same thing happened! darkness falls after the circular clouds move away and ominous low lying clouds covered the light like a blanket of shadow.

notice the end of the dark blanket lies another new patch of illumination, like the one i saw last time! the weather outside turned cold all of a sudden. it's like....complete 180 change. unbelievable. beyond explanation and imagination! impossible! i stood in awe-struck, shocked, dumbfounded, stupefied, astounded, astonished, flabbergasted, startled.....okay out of vocab.
i guess that's my answer to the end of my food-poisoning-saga.... an unforgettable 10 hrs of my life. *hmmm the way i end sounds like writing an essay about ur most unforgettable experience*

so many excuses to give to not do something, only one reason to go ahead.

2006-06-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

hmm long time since i last blogged. just want to share one of my greatest experience with....myself.

mantis shrimp caught in m'sia...claw variation....colour looks pretty dull..perhaps due to stress...

this was what i cooked during my stay in china....pretty nice to relax in such a way. i call this Hidden Cooking Skill No. 73. coz it tastes okay, but the cabbage and mushrooms are abit raw.

same thing here....but this is called Forbidden Cooking Style no. 34! why? coz it's a mess. it tastes ....too salty and weird. bittergourd is too raw, too little eggs, too much carrots and other veg. chicken was cooked, tastes the best among the rest(most edible) the mee sua was okay but the soup made things worse.

ahhhh what can i see. the wonders of nature and natrual selection. this arachnid is a whiptail scorpion. not a scorpion, neither is it a spider.

"A uropygid, commonly known as a whip scorpion, is an invertebrate animal belonging to the order Uropygi in the class Arachnida, in the subphylum Chelicerata of the phylum Arthropoda. They are also known as the vinegarone or vinegaroon because when annoyed they can spray a vinegar-like mist." - Wikipedia

this kid appeared in my house 4+ years ago, and was recognised as some weird mutated cockroach by my mum so it's killed. the exoskeleton was thrown, thereafter i took from the bin to examine and wanted to "preserve" but due to athropy, i guess its' pretty difficult. then a juvinile appeared 2 years later. this was a moment to joy to me, as it gave me the idea that they are still alive and thriving well. i wanted to keep it initially, but knowing that being selfish wouldnt help, plus i have no idea about thier diet and conditions. despite checking the internet and getting necessary resources, i decided that i should let it go. what's yours will always be yours, what isnt will never be. thereafter, 1 year ago, i saw a real small one. about...3cm in length....it was "drowned" in the pool of water in my toilet where we soak the clothes. i took it up carefully, and realised it's still alive. so i set it free in my garden. today, it's jut great. at 1st my maid was calling me for no reason when i was concentrating on my work, then when i went to check out what was happening, i was delighted. i manage to pick it up and took a close look at it. amazing creature. i played with it on my hand before letting it go again at the garden.

Profile:
Whip scorpion

Behaviour:
Whip scorpions are carnivorous, nocturnal hunters feeding mostly on insects but sometimes on worms and slugs. The prey is crushed between special teeth on the inside of the trochanters (the second segment of the leg) of the front legs. They are valuable in controlling the population of roaches and crickets.

Males secrete a sperm sac, which is transferred to the female. Up to 35 eggs are laid in a burrow, within a mucous membrane that preserves moisture. Mothers stay with the eggs and do not eat. The white young that hatch from the eggs climb onto their mother's back and attach themselves there with special suckers. After the first molt they look like miniature whip scorpions, and leave the burrow; the mother dies soon after. The young grow slowly, going through three molts in about three years before reaching adulthood.

Habitat:
Uropygids are found in tropical and subtropical areas worldwide, usually in underground burrows which they dig with their pedipalps. They may also burrow under logs, rotting wood, rocks, and other natural debris. They enjoy humid, dark places and avoid the light.

You are your own God....

2006-05-19T18:39:00.000+08:00

well something i find v interesting and hope to share.

well i couldnt find a purpose to publish anymore posts until now....guess what my GP teacher said was pretty true.
" Dont u think bloggers are v narcissistic?..."
well come to think of it, i kinda agree with her, despite being a blogger myself. maybe pple desire attention, hoping that viewers could share their comments together on the same topic( or maybe juz to seek attention or voice out opinions behind the safety of an anonymous name... ). i guess i accidentally did that on purpose. the other thing about blogging is to voice out one's anguish, sorrow, qwerty-ness, anything, anytime, anyhow. sometimes after blogging i feel much better, like releasing the trapped feelings within. different pple has their personal perspectives of things and hopes that others can put themselves into another's shoes and see things differently. Perhaps in the attempt to make the world a "fairer" place to live in? hmmm....

Savage Chickens!!!!

2006-03-18T00:37:00.000+08:00

lol lately i've been doing nothing during the holidays....well surfing the same sites over and over again like a broken record, tlaking online, playing games i loathe but well to kill time....i feel...."guilty" for not studying and all...
well went out with sec skool friend zhi han to talk since we have yet to see and interact often. met this nice auntie who spoke about her life and her perspectives. She's a strong lady whom single-handedly raised her 2 children....well her stories are very nice and unique....the moral of the stories - be responsible; dun harm the pple dearest to u. When life give u lemons, make lemonade! ahhaha

i always like talking to these extrovert pple. enriching, but some say weird. ahhaha the chinese proverb goes "fang ren zhi xing bu ke wu"....sometimes its safer to keep things "locked", but i think pple tend to be over-introvert.....the comic says it all.

well next experience was rather egg-citing....ahha all related to chickens....anyway i went to tampines to buy an aquarium stand, but went to check out thier library. as usual i went to get lost around the area, which was rather "fun" coz u feel sian of walking in circles in the hot sun, then when u find the place u're like " @#$%^&!!! it's juz directly ahead and i walked so much!?!?" well the reward....hmm i think it's rather nice to get lost once in a while to familiarise urself to the new environment and test ur sense of direction...or i guess i got time to kill. tehn did abit of work, tried finding cook books and aquarium book, but to no avail. picked up a Charles Darwin biblography and sat down to do my work till its time to collect the stand. went there, made a deal for $12 for both the stand and the light! wheee but well it's rahter thiring i got "lost" again and i'm late by 45 mins fomr the supposed meeting time of 6pm. then when i th0ught my bro could fetch me back, the stand was too big...3ft WI stand.....so what to do? tahnkfully the bus stop was nearby, the bus uncles were vvv nice pple who willingly( or maybe not but prob out of pity) allowed me to carry it. well EVERYONE was looking at me, from the bus, to the interchange, to the next bus and back home...thankfully there are a few kind souls who lend a helping hand to help me bring it up/down.....a BIG TAHNK YOU to them! i bid the bus uncle farewell and brought it home...well mum isnt very happy, but aiya....hiaz....anyway the past few days i embraked on a aquascaing "adventure" to find out more about it and hopefully make a decent planted tank! well but all my passion "died" coz i had to wait for the construction works to start next next week and it'll only end 2-3 months later....well but the passion fire will keep burining i believe....

well fri was a retarded one too. went to skool for make up lectures at 1030, but i reached there at 730 thinking it starts at 8....well well wad to do? the piano playing has failed, the doing homework failed, so i went to find my friend and talk rubbish wiht him. did some readup on the lecture later and fnished it on my own. so i can juz skip actually ahhaha. took a nap then fianlly, it started...zzz. then went to eat with the group of spiders at bedok central, then went to bugis. well did some "shopping" without buying things....1st time i shopped for "human things" ahhaha. weird eh, pple buy things for themselves, i buy things for my fishes. i dun understand materialistic people, pple dun understand me. then went to lib to do hw with my 1st 3 months friends yvette and sharlyn. hmmm the last time i saw them was when i invited them to the anime marathon. guess i wont be seeing them anytime after NS....hmmmm

anyways boring life after taht...juz playing, sleeping, eating, barely touching my work. so retarded. life as a J2 is much more slack than J1...couldnt believe myself. my "other" passions about getting a scholarship, cherishing the time i have is rahter....on impluse....i guess we need to suffer a loss of something before we know how to cherish something. the comic says it all. pics worth a thousand words.

MORE CHICKENS......wheeeeeeeee. SO much time to kill, so little time!

Outside the Box

Freaky Fry-Day

Learn the mistakes from others; u can't make them all by yourself

2006-02-11T22:50:00.000+08:00

the title is a quote by usher, which i find it vvv true.....well juz feel like blogging after so long. i've been brooding over some stuff....hw, life, anything....dun forget my fish too...

i wondered if should give a go for my dream....[=Ichthyology=]....i had an idea in mind already...take a course of Marine biology in James Cook Uni, then graduate, prob get a job elsewhere, since s'pore dun really offer something like taht other than AVA....job scope really low ...plus who cares about the environment nowadays? sure we may get more aware everyday from the rate of destruction we have brought upon ourselves, but stop? impossible, i think we can only slow down the process. Doom is inveitable. Pessimistic? no, realistic i guess. or maybe runnig away from the end of the tunnel. Is this similar to me trying to achieve my..."goal"? i understand i can still keep fishes as a hobby, but what about my job? would i want to do taht as a job, or juz earn money for the sake of survival and keep this passion of mine? i dreamt of the 1st, but going back to reality, i think the 2nd is good enough.

Be satisfied with what u have, u may end up having more.

all the "Purpose" and "Passion" tlaks in my skool really make me ponder....

anyway that's one part of the "life"....the other is...this year is dog year, and according to my family it's a bad year for me need to bai tai sui ye...well i guess i already faced alot of probs end of last year....i spoilt the specs dad brought me, so i got a new one, spoilt it again, changed the frame, lost during cosplay event, bought another new one, spoilt it recently last month, so now changed the new frame....hahah....
a few days ago, my bro called and told me to go collect the fishes be brought back, and then bring the spare phone over to give my small aunt. i guess i was in a hurry so i packed everything properly - the charger, extra batt, all documents, but forgotten the HP. i was about to leave when it rained, plus i couldnt find the key for the lock of my bike, so i ran out when i juz bathed finish. i reached paya lebar mrt rather drenched, then passed everything to my bro and chiong back.

then he called my hp" chuan where's the HP?"
" eh? not there hor! omg..."
" okay okay nvm u go back later i talk to u...."

i strolled home till the rain stopped gradually. i kept asking myself...eh wth am i doing ar? how come like taht? so retarded? i couldnt belive my own stupidity...AGAIN and AGAIN?!?!? i cannot stop repeating stupid things like this. why? why cant i learn? how to? what is wrong with me? i reached home stunned, loss of words, stupefied....time and time again i have disspointed myself....perhaps i lack something in life that could support me.........

well so bro had to bring back small aunt to get her hp and yar...not getting scolded coz i know, he know, everyone knows that i'm no longer a kid.....juz need some...refelction to do.....anyway suppose to meet small aunt the next day to mkae my specs at 6, turns out i thought it was at 7. late again....wth....somemore i changed to 33 and took to chinatown point...where's that? i have no idea. i wore some specs i found at home and kept looking around and even asked the bus driver for reassurance. turns out i missed the stop coz i wasnt observant enough, and the uncle thought it's chinatown....zzz...i backtracked and when i saw xiao gu, aka small aunt, she was like....rahter angry but dunno what to do with me...hiaz....retarded....anyway made my cheap $50 specs for army, then tried to talk rubbbish with her to decrease the tension in the air....i went back on 33 and some ah mah sat beside me....she thought i wanted to get down when i put my hp in my pocket, but then i shook my head and smiled. the ah mah smiled and nodded. then she saw me putting on my mp3 player and started tlaking to me in ENG about it...since i came from a hokkien family my grandparents rarely know any eng words....i had a casual conversation with her and then suddenly after talking about it she said u go listen lar i dun disturb u then i said nvm...then i tried to tlak to her by finding some topic.....i saw the raindrops on the windows and well, initiated another conversation to remove the silent barrier that separates strangers apart. dunno how we talk until what skool and job and all....she asked me to join engineering....haha same as my family....zzz.....well she dropped off at kallang airport, somewhere near my pri skool...

hmmm i find it v nice and comfortable to talk to old pple.....it's like a very....enriching experience for me. i forgotten all about the bad incidents and realise it's true taht pple then to remember bad things that happen rahter than the good ones, despite the fact that good things tend to happen mroe often than bad ones. how to know if something is a "good thing"? as long as it's a smooth flight, it's a good flight.
黑猫或白猫, 只要能捉老鼠, 是好猫

Last but not Least

2005-11-25T22:33:00.000+08:00

Ah, 25th, the final day of my attachment...today i woke up earlier than usual. after some thoughts, i decided to go get them some lipton tea bags and biscuits as token of appretiation. another thing about waking up early is that i think a good day starts when u wake up early...i think....

My 1st doubt was if any supermarkets like NTUC/Shop N Save were open at this hour....but i still tried my luck and hey, Sheng Shiong is open! The place is still kinda in a mess , all the unpacking...( it's always quite messy but now worse) plus it's flooded wiht water...i bought what i wanted, checking the expiry dates and whether if it's Halal before heading to get lunch at my market..this time i bought Nasi Lemak...ahah as some form to commemorade my last day? hahahah

Looking at the watch's face, i knew i had more than enough time, which means i can do things at my pace....ahhh great day to start with, including an mrt that ain't too crammed....it was drizzling slightly by then. and when i reached there i had a conversation with this china researcher in the AVA labs based at St John's ...ahha i found out i am having probs converting some eng terms to chi....

anyway the tables ad chairs of the boat were mostly wet, and neither do i have a choice. I started by browsing thru Today, and b4 i can finish i already reached there....hmm saw the usual half beaks...today's water transparency is 3.5m...good day it is....

well the usual again, but before i finish sweeping the hauling boat came...ms wee tagged along to look at the operations...this time they changing the net for C1...cobias net. Last week that hauler broke so...yar...at C1 they were untying everything and all...i was juz looking ahhah....the scuba divers removed the weights and secured the new net to teh old one, and prepares to change. ahha that uncle damm lol coz i asked him how u all change, then he say "shirt dirty must change" in chinese...lol

some cobiad trapped at the old net but after awhile they managed to shift it back....he was telling me the old net sometimes u can find sea horse and starfish , and this made me astonished....wow really cool. i only see captivated seahorses and all...ahhaha cool! today rocks man...as the haul up that heavy net, flower crabs, whatever crabs big and small, fish(kelong aka the perch) and all came pouring out....shiok the net was brimming wiht life...i took a pail and collecte anything i could; small groupers/goby, kelong, crabs, but still no sea horse...even loads of shrimps wiht eggs! nice...well the net was rather long, so i classified it into 3 layers; top whihc was mostly long hair mosses, middle wiht some algae growht and corals and all, bottom where life is thriving so well the net's holes were covered. wafter arranging the net into the boat i found a seahorse at the mid portion while they were loading it on the boat. but i think it;'s too late....it's true that we were the ones that gave them life, but that doesn't give us the right to take away thier lives....hmm but oh well still got the new net and C2....

after all the complications and shifting the old net up step by step, everything was cleared. then we headed back wiht a pail full of dead perch, living crabs got one v chio...orange and black crab...lol they were saying all nice to eat. when loading the net back to the kelong, i tried to find more fishes but to no avail...when everything setelled down i found a dead leatherjacket...sad case probably kena stepped on...i oso found some brittlestars....brittled too, but still can identify ahhaha

then we had lunch and they went off while i continue to find more stuff, hoping to find more survivors...i threw back to the sea a few crabs, took photo of a spider crab and they went off in the hauler boat...actually wanted to go back together but aiya forget it...i want to stay here abit longer....well i finished reading Today and felt too tired to complete Sudoku nor my HW, so i took a nap, and i was woken up by them. that means time to go....i packed up everything and went back to bathe

okay i realised the toilet doors couldnt be locked, so i stuffed my bottle at the corner to prevent anyone to enter, but i tried and i still can open the door....
"aiya dun care lar faster bathe can liao. dun think. plus this time i think the mother and her kids prob went back liao" i thought about it and quickly got things over and done wiht.

then i decide to take a hike to the Hatchery just up the hill....since i had more than an hour before the boat arrives...ahhh it's like hking thru bukit timah...termites, ants, the cicada buzzing and brids chiping....i went quite deep in and found the aquaculture centre, but i dun think i'm su[pose to walk around there so i went off to anotehr route...this route was weird. the top on was overed wiht overgrowth, the bottom one was filled wiht termites, ants and i doubt i can pass...it's like i'm not suppose to got there...eerie feeling...well curiosity kills the cat, so i took a few steps forward, looked around, then went back...dun want to walk into the haunted bungalows...

well today's water was great, i can see the sargassum erected high from the bottom to the top of the sea....like a forest in water....
i saw this really beautiful halfbeak about 7-8"...then after that a shoal of wrasses swimming among the forest of sargassum....its waht i like so much about nature. it's someting that human can never replace, nor replicate an exact copy of it....(dun count some pro aquarium shops and underwater world....)the water is neither dirty not clear, and it;s this flaws that make it looks perfect. ( lol contradictory statement...)

i slept thru the whole journey and on my way to the MRT station i met this NYJC PE teacher! his facil expression tells me "eh i seem to know this guy" and i knew who he was after some thoughts....ahha nice person....small world....we chatted abit and then i went to eunos instead to find that medication for my BGK, but i realise i dun have $$$...it's like...$12 plus...zzz...well after consulting with the assistant in the LFS i went off back home...walking...i thought eunos was rather near, but....zzz....at least i had the free brochures/booklets about fish keeping to entertain me. by then i reach home it was 7...the skies was filled wiht streaks of REDclouds....wah with the blend of the blue sky....perfect way to end my day....

then i went back sweaty, tired and noticed my water for medication was used to change the watre of my community tank...i was damm angry and exploded. i was trying to save my fish and u had to do this to me? SO what if it's infected wiht a virus? cant u give it a chance to survive? i'm already finding ways to cure it, but u all gave up hopes on it? preposterous! i spent $8 on it, it's my money, my fish, why do u have to bother about it?!
i sotrmed off to soak my clothes and immediately after that i realise there's no need to do taht...my maid juz merely tried to help plus she doesnt know what's the water specially for....well it's not worhty for something this small to ruin my great day...rahter it's this problem that i have to overcome to make my day even better! after watching tv and all i cooled down alot and well i smiled and i think everyone got things over....Hahhaha

Life is never perfect. It's the ups and downs that makes it interesting. The challenge is to overcome the "downs" and u'll be able to see the beauty of Life itself. That, is the perfection of life.

okay whatever

BLANK

2005-11-24T21:51:00.000+08:00

THU
i have no title so i beautified it....

today was okay...woke up sleepy coz waited for my parents to return from their freind's wedding dinner...lol my mum brought back 6 keychains...zzz

anyway i bought vegetarian food today coz i v sian of other food. today was rahter sunny...and i expected i would need to apply more sun tan lotion. well the usual again dun want to reiterate. but this time, i brought my tutorial and calculator!!! muahahah really nothing to do there, plus no sweeping =( so i do till lunch, and lef the last qn hanging. after eating i finally went ou to sea to help with some solar panel( photovolvic plate) ahah that chinese diver damm lol one. he keep asking me touch exposed wire and try if i tio shock. nothing! then he say okay u leg go inside water? i try and nothing! lol...then the other larger panel he still ask me remove my rubber shoes and touch and still? lol ahhhaah LAME

anyway this time i went back on the other boat to keppel habour( that means i went back early! wheeeee) and i was sooo sleepy i slept on the boat....after awhile i was woken up by the chao dah smell of my skin...basket the SUN!!!! ARGHHHH i'm already chao dah and still want to peng me....zzzz

anyway at the habour that uncle asked me " u know what fish is this?" as he pointed towards this 3 spotted fish, about 5-6"...quite big...then i say dunno. he replied archer fish...i was like really? oh yar hor...after taking a closer look...i even rememebered thier scientific name. Toxotes Jaculatrix
anyway went to bathe, at the GENTS....then went off.

this time i almost went the wrong way...at the 2 way junction i stopped and wondered if i was going the correct way....uphill? or down? i went up initally, after seeing the 1st car moving that way, but then i saw someone cycling down...i have no idea where i'm going. then i decide to follow the cyclist, but then after awhile i wanted to change my mind.
" What the heck lar..i already walked so far if i turn back abit....nvm juz walk to somewhere...i'll juz ask that worker in front then...."
well after hearing that i'm on the rite track i felt relieved. phew....went back the usual way and went to some LFS to get some fish med for my BGK but...to no avail...zzz. hope it recovers soon.

well that's all...tmr is my last day....great experience, though i have nothing to write for my report...i'll have to talk crap....zzzz

oh and another thing...need to post the names of the fishes b4 i cannot make my blog more fanciful....that 3 ft fish taht they rear...is cobia...

then the croaking fish that can beep morse code...is called grunters/perch...

and the juvenile batfish

and some others..
Wrasse (eihter this or it's rainow parrotfish)

Kuning( i caught one)

golden trevally( i saw small one...not sure if it';s this one...top view...)

tamban ( the damm easy catch one)

the "leatherjacket" filefish

crabs....

dunno if i find more i'll post....sargassm is spelt wrongly...is sargassum...

qwerty

2005-11-23T23:23:00.000+08:00

WED

wah another lobster day....at least this time i know i'm never really late...so i wasnt in such a hurry, but my bloody MP3 player is making me agitated....no music, plus it keeps jamming.....ARGHHHH

well at there, after the nite's rain one boat sank....completely submerged in the waters....spoilt...when i was waiting for them to remove water in the other boat, i saw this wolf spider caryying an egcase....really nice...i dun see them in s'pore ahahah...anyway i was doing the usual; sweeping, Today, sleeping. but worse, i realise i brought my math notes, but no calculator and tutorial! like...crap...lol. then slept twice coz i was really sleepy, thanks to my sis...really nothing much today either....juz helped to move this heavy net...

after taht went back st john island to abthe and well, that guy was around so i went to the female's instead. On our way to the toilet we met some pple ( a mother with 2 daughters of age probably 5-10) who are fishing and my friend greeted her. anyway just after i bathed i was wondering if those kids playing wiht the sand just now would pay a visit to this toilet...i was like...well at least i closed the door. and what do you know, i shouldnt have said too much....

luckily i hid myself in the toilet and they were asking whether anyone inside, and i said yes reluctantly, hoping they would leave, but no. the kid went to wash her legs, prbably at the shower next door while i hid in the next cubicle...waiting..waiting for them to go. after that i closed the door, grabbed my towel, changed and went off...i got a feeling that kid would know it;s me inside.
1stly, my bag, sandles and hat was outside. there's no coincidence for another person to have all these on the same day, same island. 2ndly, i replied them. well i'm guy wiht a deep voice, so...excellent...they still said okay....lol...

then when i left i saw that kid and her sister wiht her mum fishing...immediately recognising my belongings, that kid went to tell her sis.
"Jie Jie, come i tell u something..." then she wispered into her sis's ears...i was damm embarassed and tried to keep my cool and went to quickly to the habour....my mind was driving me crazy...

what if she tells her mum and i get lectured? if this comes out into the media complaining privacy in restrooms and all, i'm doomed for LIFE.....like what can i say to defend myself against thier charges? well true enough it's my friend who asked me go there bathe, but i could hvae said no. it's like we both wanted our own privacy and space during bathing, but i oso know it doesnt give me the excuse to use the female toilet...like oh no how!??!?! i'm balck listed for life!!!!

i tried resorting to music to calm myself down but the mp3 player is....@#$%^....after sometime i cooled down, take a nap and okay i'm feeling better....anyway i was told that my attendance was not required at the magic meeting for cosplay stuff...coz by the time i reach s'pore it's probably 6:45-7 plus....wasted my effort to bring my sleeveless shirt, red belt and all...zzz

okay anyway went back home, bought the mesh i wanted for my planted tank but realised i will have some rpobs...aiya i'll take more pics....plus i'm finding the pics of the fishes i caught/know....tamban, kobia, siakap(sea bass) and all....zzz...for some reason my blog's arrangement is cock-ed up...must edit more things again

blah blah balck wolf have u any sheep...

2005-11-22T22:27:00.000+08:00

from my tiitle u can alrady guess it. either i have no idea what titile to give, or i'm sian. well if u guessed either, u're wrong. it's both. hahahah LAME....

[=MONDAY=]

okay the fancy monday was to show it's not monday blues, but rather an okay one.
i was...kinda late coz i slept late. had ot eat the Da Zha Xie( hairy crab) my dad's friend brought from him from china. these crabs are irritating....they are small and expensive...so that emans i'll ahve to try to eat every single part of it...it;s not the hairs that are the problem...anyway eat till 1130 and went to sleep, so woke up kinda late

this time i rememebred to bring everything as i posted a reminder on my hp, but i forgotten all about lunch as i was rushing to the train station. well looks like i ahve to buy there..i was really worried that i miss the train, but turns out i reached there juz in time to slack awhile...but i travelle in silence all the while...my mp3 player keep jamming...

well 1st thing there was to remove the nets...okay skip the sweeping floor part. it's the 1st thing i really do there after the rain, since the skies are rahter cloudy.... hahaha. wore the golves and long sleeved shirt to prevent getting chao dah and injured by FIRE PLANT...all the oil stained the yellow long sleeved shirt, and i cant remove it...oh well nvm. while they dismanteled the cage and transported wood to and fro the kelong, i was walking along the cage looking at the "drain" that was brimmig with life. all the moss, algae attracted a beautiful juvinile batfish and loads of crabs, whihc i had a great time ka jiaoing them and trying to examine them. i picked up a small fish that probably fell off from the net and landed on the platform....it's not the ones i usually catch but well i released it after that...i was busy playing wiht the crabs...they ran and i tried to catch them. lol i spotted a total of 3-4 different species of crabs...very well camoflaged into their environment....took some pics will upload sometime...

well after a LONG while we went back and i was already damm tired and hungry. after lunch i went to look at the barrels used for buoyancy of the platform. coz its exposed to the sea water for a long time, even corals grew on it. i took some pics too really nice. then i saw a mussle and removed it, while continuing to explore the other barrels...the stench is rather..."sea-like" and there are "sea cockroaches" lol...they juz look redder than the ones at home....

anyway found some small crabs, DOA. then i oos found this pregnant female ( DUH) crab...all that tasty orange eggs!!!! but she was very defensive...despite my attempt to pull her out. i gave up in the end as i kinda saw the "family"...the one that i pulled out is in a small container with water, and dead tamban(some fish that they catch) and another crab....lol...alias saw me looking at the barrels and shoed me which one is the fire plant, and by applying saliva to the wounds will be better. he also said the mussle here is edible but not nice. the ones at changi better....ahah i really respect him alot. he's already 50+, still fit and better stamina than me, knows so much...amazing....

well that's mroe or less...other than the usual TOday, Sudoku, HW....went to bathe and realise i forgotten all about my soap when i got home. ate more crabs for dinner...aiya shoudl be like that lar from my memory...lol CRABBY DAY

TUE

okay today is completely crap...too many crabs yesterday and today i got the bad luck.....it was raining and i got up later than ever....i reached the mrt at 0805 and was really anxious....will i miss the boat? swim there? ahhaha crap....i was in such a hurry that i forgotten to get lunch AGAIN.....i was hoping that my soap and shampoo was still there...

anyway luckilty reached there at the nick of time and all the while it was RAINING....the usual sweep, but this time it's futile attempts of sweeping. Coz it;s raining, despite the fact that the rain is rather small. pple are playing checkers, lim kopi, fishing in the rain, me? usual HW, Today, Sudoku, but this time add senseless Drawing and walking aimlessly in circles around the kelong....lol....by tthe time i swept the floor of one side the otherr side was flooded....so i was rather "BUSY" ....wth...i have no idea how to write my report....i think i need to ask ms wee to let me go have a wlak at the labs AT st john island itself...they ahve a hatchery there lar....basket....

turns out it was so boring i went to sleep, woke up and realise i stilll had loads of time!!!! MISERABLE!! it's bloody COLD...i'm like...dying...die from freezing, cancer( almost everyone smokes there), boredom and misery....

went back to check if the soap was there but well too late....but anyway i didn;t really dirty myself, so i cleaned myself alittle, then wore 2 shirts coz it's rellly cold...1st time wearing 2 clothes in s'pore....i can't wait to reach home and enjoy....hiaz.....zzz well that;'s all....

What's yours will be yours; what isn't will never be.

2005-11-20T21:10:00.000+08:00

wah forgotten to post fri's "adventure" and now i forgotten all about it!!!! okay i have to DOTA, so i'll do this really fast.

FRI

okay that day abit drizzling but still okay. i bought vegetarian food today...for some reason. maybe coz i've not eaten vege for a few days and i feel weird, or it;'s juz that i killed too many fishes and felt guilty....

anyway reach there did notihg muhc..i was reading TOday for 2-3 times, playing Sudoku 3 different ones...rally get's u hooked onto it....then did one qn of phy, then looked at Alias make the nets....he's really great....the technique of this skill isn't rally passed down to the next generation...it's sacred....anyway he "fused" one string into a loop without knots...it's really nice...to me it;s a from of art, and i find it unique...

anyway then at 1st i thought it'll rain, wiht the dark clouds blocking a large portion of the sun's glare, it formed a very..."holy" look....ahhah v scenic with the birds soaring, the lush green forests on the island with the waves refelcting the light to u....it's perfect....

anyway didn't even got to fish and sleep, but all i did was eat, look at them do the new nets, read Today. then when the other boat used to haul the nets came, the hauling-thing's pipe burst, so it's pressure is lost and cannot be operated any longer....lol so what too do? nothing!!!! they called up the base to inform them and well, after sometime i took that boat back to keppel harbour hahaha...slack day!

on the boat alias was telling me about speaking malay, the haunted bungalows of st john islad, then about his past in JB and i had a great time sharing ideas with him. after awhile not much things to say plus i too tired so slept....

reached there, bathed and got a free ride to the bus stop...remined me of me going to the church wiht my good friend clarence for free tution of vectors...then when i went across the road to take bus the uncle say worng direction! wth....so i went bak and well, took 10 and got back.

then it started drizzling....luckily i was already at TK bus stop....so i headed to this fish shop but it was closed, then ni passed by this piano store...really nice the uncle there. i asked him about the price of basic piano and all...$950 ++....not bad lar...it feels nice going to visit these shops...

anyway after that it started pouring and i went to wait for the rain to stop before going back home....nothing much lar that's all

END

okay then yesterday i went to collect my lighting for my fish...comes wiht free coolling fan and moss!!! alrite the guy was okay lar...but i can already see he probaly DIY his light and sell me $30....basket...but the 1st time i saw him was like wah he's some shuai ge! i seldom say anything about anyone, esp guys....he from JB and i wnated to bargain but aiya, he from JB drive here, i form paya lebar go kranji....whatever lar...i never liked bargaining or do something i feel will cheat someone else. i make a really lousy, noob salesman. i gave him my $50, his gf gave me $20 then i said" okay, thanks. got anything i find u lar. " smiled and he say yar okay.

then i realise i sound like...some loan shark thingy...anything happen he's house will be on fire...hahah then went to C328( LFS) and well, all the same lar....no diff wasted my time...went back early and waited for dad to arrive. I reached home and started doing the lights thihng..circuits everywhere...but somehow i knew what do do despite knowing nothing about electronics.must be in the genes

anyway i found some stuff that my dad kept in the store room, brought out all the screwdrivers; big, small, u name it, u got it. coz the lights were attached ot each other, and my 2 ft tank din't have sufficent space to put them on. started doing all the wiring...the 1st one was okay. the next one needed a switch, another...conenction thing and some crappy stuff. went to brainstorm for any useless switches in my house and found 2 alternatives- one lamp not frequently used in my sis room, the other in the store room. the one in my sis room can be easily connected but well, rahter use somehing that is.."spoilt" but after taking out all the screws i realise that lamp had a ballast connected to the rahter confuing switch....instead of simply 1 wire it had 2...
ballast? what ballast? i looked for the dict but doesnt give me any electrical definition, so i wnt online and abracadabra! i removed the ballast and well, i simply cut, screw, plug and play. at 1st it was okay, then wen i wanted to switch it off, ZAP! i got shocked,but luckily it's those minor ones..then i immediately knew what was wrong..the wires soldered into the swtich was exposed...zzz

i went to find a shoe box, but holes for the wried ans switch, dumped everything and start the current flowing! okay at 1st it still lit up. next to switch of. now i'm sure i wont get shocked, and i was successful, but not for long. my habit of pressing buttons cause me to re-test it and well, i short circuited the whole 2nd storey....lol....i switched off everything i know, disconnected the lamp, went to turn the main switch at the power supply box back on, then headed back to business...

then my mum told me to stop and said it was too dangerous. but hey, newton tired everything to find out what material was suitable for the lamps, Benjamin Franklin promoted his investigations of electricity and theories through the famous, though extremely dangerous, experiment of flying a kite during a thunderstorm.

anyway went to pack things, then did some cosplay thingy....zzz...for viewer's info i;m cosplaying Kurogane......

Slack....

2005-11-17T22:45:00.000+08:00

well thur....today i woke up and it's raining
like this cat, i'm kinda like...sian...hate to start my day with rain. But well looking on the BRIGHT side, there's no sun! and judging by the clouds i believe it'll rain for sometime, whihc means no more BURNING!!!! Anyway i kinda woke up late coz my sis stayed in the com room aka my bedroom till v late...basket make me share the fan and suffer in the heat...my sweat glands are already destroyed from yesterday's burning...so again i had to rush. but thinking that i'll probably be darn early again i tried to slow down my pace, yet my mind keep telling me to chiong....zzz

this time i bought chiken rice instead....phew...but the uncle was like taking his own sweet time while i bitterly wait for my lunch to be done. "wah ka kin ar...chiong!!! late liao!" these words kept buzzing around me but still, i manage to convince myself to take my time. afterall i reached there the baot was still at sea...basket....i started applying sunblock even knwoing i'm wearing long sleeve shirt, and it's drizzling....then before i knew it time to board the boat.
the usual, i read Today that i grabbed while on my way to MRT, and took a short nap...

this time water transparency is 1.5 m...like wth....pathethic no fish no nothing at the harbour....but i found something to do when i reach the kelong; sweep away the water that flood the place. whee....what seemed to be an endless supply of water juz cannot be removed despite sweeping soooooooo many times...made me feel really lethargic...then it was time to go transfer the fishes to the new net...

this time got some officiers from the island reseach centre to collect some eggs and stuff i guess....no sun still so everything was great. We shifted marbled groupers, spotted groupers and sea bass( aust and s'pore) to their new nets....it's was quite a cool thing....and the fishes are really...huge...lifting them in a net was already tiresome....then the empty net cage had some batfish so i caught them up and put into a pail...this guy wanted to bring back and keep...then Mr Chua, who seems to be the overall IC, noticed this conspicuous looking fisih...it blended in perfectly into the sargasses floating around it....i took sometime to even notice that leatherjacket fish....really cool 1st time seeing something like that....Discovery channel seem to neglect this fella....

well the nets are covered with moss, algae, and all sorts...brimming wiht life...i removed another flower crab from the net and released. but that's besides the point. it's that the net was so "dirty" that my gloves, sleeves and shorts were kinda...dirtied too....zzz but whatever. some guy got stinged by that fire plant....lol...not being sadistic but it';s the FIRE plant that makes me laugh....

anyway went back and had lunch ....was really hungry....then thye slack, i went to fish...muahah this time i brought my net and some plastic bag...but well those big fish i caught died really fast..i released most of'em....i broken my record for getting 4 fish in one single cast!!!! wheee....
anyway then caught some small ones...the "croaking" one and realised it really produce noises! this big one i caught was like...sending some morse code....weird...somehow the more i fish the...more sad i become....i stopped after sometime though....got 4 kelong fish and one tambang(the very common n easily caught type) and some other really cool one...spotted wiht a green back....a true beauty....but all die in the end... my bro was saying he;s dissapointed in me for destorying the ecosystem...hiaz it's already destroyed....but i think catch and release seems more...fun...

well after that went back and washed up.Since the guy wasnt there i went to the gents instead. well toilets serve the same purpose, but now i know whats the diff. male showers are shared while female ones are separated...so that makes the man's one more spacious, provided the whole toilet is only used my one person...

anyway after taht waited at the jetty and saw another sea urchin....hmm the water transparency was really pathethic but got better after awhile....hardly see any fishes in the water though....well got back and bought milk tea and ice blend for my maid....wiht a purpose...muahaha. coz last week when i walked past that shop i noticed this...not bad lookig girl working there...the last time i bought was some..."fat" lady serving me...not that i'm discriminating against fat pple. well yest went there but no luck, today she's there, but there's always this guy...i think the shop owner as they seem to rent 1/2 the HP shop to them....lol....so didnt really get to tlak or anything, juz exchanged glances....then the toehr lady came again...zzz...but i left and when my maid drank she was saying wah too sweet...lol then i said made wiht love wad...and maybe she thinks i'm sweet....muahha

NOTE:
okay i know this is really crap, but hey, the whole day wiht all GUYS everywhere, why can't i juz look at one girl to end my day better? hahaha....i'm not desperate anyway, dun get the wrong idea.....

anyway back tot the point about...hmm wait a minute folks, that;s all!!! whee sleeping time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ZZZZZZZ

Attachement? which type?

2005-11-15T23:50:00.000+08:00

okay the title is dots....coz ZHan asked me whether i'm prepared for it....then i said whihc type? i'm prepared for both! ahhah okay anyway my lob shgadowing started yesterday...i have to "blog" them down coz i'm lazy to write a formal "diary" for the skool...

MON
okay monday blues? nope, for me at least.i was looking forward to this day, 14/11. I'm fionally going to my attachment programme at St John island...cool i was hoping to catch fishes for sample and hopefully kop("steal") some to cook/keep....my bro made me abit sian by telling me that his friend take water samples....zzz

anyway i walked in a circle to "discover" my way to the MND complex from tanjong pagar mrt....luckily my instincts told me i should walk in circles....when i got there i'm already sweating all over. After that Ms wee had a talk with me about all these stuff why i join, do i know how to swim blah blah....i was so pai say when i answered "wrongly"....coz she asked what u think is aquaculture...i wanted to say something about fishes but i trusted my bro too much...lol water sample....zzzz...anyway there's another guy called malcom, grad from Queensland university of the course Marine Biology....my dream come true! heard that James Cook Uni better....anyway he was saying the job vacancy in Spore for these things is very limited....so i'm kinda qwerty....happy and puzzled...we then went to get lunch and headed to some pier, waited for the rain to stop to load fish pellets then move on the the offshore farm...

well that place is juz a kelong....lol not what i expected, but it's not something i dislike either....they explain to us the things, intro us to pple here and there, got assigned life jackets and gloves...well all malay fishermen about age 30-50+ working and 2 chinese divers annd Mr Chee the IC.They're all very friendly, esp the fishermen. they made me feel like i'm talking to friends despite some problems communitcating.i know some malay, they know some eng, so well it's rahter okay... i can see shoals of small fishes everywhere and some sea eagles soaring in the skyit's like...really cool....i always wanted to live in a kampong life...out of all the hustle and bustle of the city life....anyway we ate our lunch before heading to the rearing area....hmm they feed them pellets....fish like red snapper, sea bass and some super big 3ft fish....i thought it was shark but realised they're juz some really BIG fish in a feeding frenzy....at the platforms we had to remove all sorts of fallen braches to prevent them from spoiling the net....then between the sargasses got this cool juvinilt batfish and some crabs....

went back and slakced around. After ms wee left then they started fishing ahhaha....
" ms wee here cannot fish. come here talk talk talk...mr chee okay." they were saying all the things they do and what i need to take note of....after that we took the fishing boat to the rocky shore of st john island then climbed up the slippery slope. then thye headed to bathe but i realised i only brought change of clothes and a towel but no soap, so i juz washed myself and realised i'm super early and i waited for the boat to arrive. well i walked around and ka jiao some crabs and tried catching them but well no place to keep at home so....zzz anyway when i wlaked ot the harbour i saw corals and all for at least....2-3 metres deep! loads of shoals of fish and some squids too! u dun get to see that in s'pore longkangs or whatever harbour.....my bro mentioned that he went there 5 years ago and the sea was so clear u could see the fish getting hooked by the bait, but now....land reclamation and all is lost....hiaz even the fishermen were saying last time lobster, fish and sotong everywhere, now hard to find....hiaz....
for the benefit of mankind we have neglected what we use to have and failed ot cherish and understand what means most to us....
anyway arrived at clifford pier and followed the crowd and found myself at a rather familiar place, raffles MRT station....went back hungry and tired.....zzzzz

TUE
okay coz i was suppose to do this today(wed) but coz of some stupid error dunno what i typed for the html cause my post to be deleted....despite the recover post thingy it only recovered 3/4....the rest all gone down the drain...@#$%^...i was like....okay forget it...so the one above wasnt original....okay now i shall faster finsih up "this" day one...
i kinda woke up late coz i didn;t have my HP aka alarm set, but thanks to my sis i got up incidentally...well i was told to meet at the pier at 0815...it leaves the harbour at 0830 SHARP....the words rang in my head like a broken record.....
" got one guy came 0833, ran after the boat but still...too late...." mr chee and co. was saying....

anyway i rushed and rushed while constantly reminding myself what i brought.... turns out hey, i'm too darn early! i even forgotten to get lunch, but luckily i saw some stall at the pier selling some food....Da Pao some noodles and went off to apply sunblock and all after yesterday's burns....
anyway another 45 mins of ride while i slept in the boat and soon reached there. while waiting for the boatman to prepare, we waited at some stand...i spotted a green puffer and some shoals of fish....really cool...the water transparency that day was great....

anyway it was high tide now so the boat was "further" apart from the shore, so they dragged it up and there we go again. today the 1st thing i did was to sweep the floor clear of water due to the rain...everyone keep telling me to relax, but when i did i feel like i have nothing to do....lol.then the usual....fed these fishes another time but missed the afternoon session, learnt how to check the water transparency...which was 3.5 m that day and realised they had this other net cage keeping the sick fishes and some fish they caught, like an adult batfish!!! it can fetch quite a price in a marine LFS lar.....got more burns and slept and learnt how to fish after looking at them....really cool my 1st time and i'm already successful....but still noob. the pros cast once, catch 3-4 fishes...this other guy caught 2-3 lobsters while he set up the bait in the lobster traps....anyway then when we were about to leave i quickly removed my final catch, a really small fish and threw it back...it's a really poor fella the hook was so big for it till it ate the hook whole...i had a realy hard time removing it...while i felt croaking movemnts....like it was pleading....sob....in the end got it out but the inner mouth was really injured...
went back on shore and went off wiht another guy to a further toilet, but he said it's better no one there to disturb u....i agree too i rahter bathe alone and the whole toilet was mine, like that during dboat. then he was pointing to the female toilet and say u use this i got he other one.
"huh can meh? ahha" i was completely astonished.
" yar can! no one using anyway" he replied with assurance.
so well...it's not the 1st time i entered "this" kind of place...no one somemore. well actually toilets are all the same...i washed up and as usual too early...i walked about again and looked for some stuff to decorate my tank before heading to the harbour to look at the corals. this time it;s not alot of fishes, but still the usual shoals of fish. i oso noticed a sea urchin...u dun see one in east coast, and u only see the skeletons in pasir ris coast....this one is real and alive! the sea is brimming wiht live and energy!!! i even noticed some corals at the shore area with butterfly fish and other fishes....all these sold at the LFS could be quite ex...heheheh

well went back the usual path and finally got home. tired....

WED

okay today i woke up late coz i was really damm tired....lethargic....pulled myself outta bed and went off, but not in a rush anymore coz i know i'll have to wait....but then i keep thinking that i'm missing something....when i reached there i realised no shampoo and soap! darn i'll guess i'll have to dismantle the hand washsoap box and put it back, like what i did in dboat. then worse, my mp3 player had no batt, and the spare one i brought was...oso dead....i'll guewss i have to sing myself songs...lukcily i grabbed Today to entertain myslef on the ship...

this time the water transparency was 2.0m...pathethic...the sun was damm hot...no rain, nothing to sweep, nothing to do. slacked about and then followed them to change the net cage....basket the ropes so heavy and filled with algae and all sorts of things....i got cut by something and i didint even know i was bleeding until i saw my finger covered wiht blood....funky....they were saying must take care of myself and was warning me about the fire plant that cause one to suffer from icthyness so serious that u cant sleep at nite...whee....anyway went back damm dizzy....ate some snacks and then looked at them prepare the nets....then went out again to secure the inner net to the new cage after dragging the old one back....zzz so basically, whole day under sun, get dizzy, watch them do things, help abit then went back.
i went to fish but then spoilt it after catching 4 fishes...lol crap...so i went to eat my Char Sao rice, which i suddenly realised i was surrounded by malays....i dun want to offend them or whatsoever. luckily most of them were sleeping, the rest playing checkers and fishing, so i quietly sat and ate alone.
then i realised...."there is no spoon"....like omg...so i went to take a disposable one and when i thought of washing i stopped, turned arounf and destroyed the evidence....muahhaha....while waiting i slept again....after that did my chem tutorial.this time i smart i brought things to do, but wiht my constant motion sickness 24/7 esp after i reach home(even NOW) i barely did anything much....1st time i was so stuffy, so dizzy because of staying on sea for too long....but never puke though.....the bloody weather toasted me like a bread in an oven; unevenly brown and crispy....plus no wind and the life vest is making things worst for me.....

anyway went back and noticed the tide didn';t subside that much compared to past 2 days....the usual female toilet, juz that the dismantling the hand soap was a futile attempt....it was METAL....seems ot me like some lock is required to open, so well i squeezed a handful of it and went off to bathe...got out early as usualy and hey i got to wait 2 hrs?!?!? my watch reads 330, but he boat leavees at 530....like wth? so i went to slack around and saw this guy working at that boat playing golf....lol cool....he was hitting it like tiger woods, juz that there;s no hole...well i stared at the water and realised it still wasnt as clear as before....but still okay....then got on board and waited

the sun was still toasting me so i went to change sit, then when pple form ava left this guy sat at my table. he was asking me which poly for attachment, and i said TJC...lol
"JC got attachment? how long?"
"2 weeks ahaha. u?"
"oh so short ar? i 2 months liao still got 3 more....sian..."
then i got to know he's 3rd year in TP and takes dboating as CCA....small world that his cousin is in NY dboating too...cool....then he was complaining that his supervisor see him so fit let him do everything...literally....i was also telling him all the sai kang (shit work) i did, but it was more of voluntarly...coz there;s no other things to do...zzz

went back and realised i wlaked the wrong way back in the changi areial shopping centre AGAIN....lukcily i realised fast enough.... and turned back and headed to my usual route....tired...still suffering from this....dizzy mentality that i'm sitll on sea....everything i see appears...to be rocking up and down...shm.....zzz.....

雨过之后更难忘记就让回忆永远停在那里

2005-11-05T00:22:00.000+08:00

hmmm very long since i update....since pple ask me update i think i oso should....hahah it's about time....anyway must remove that irritating pics that expire and take up space causing the blog's arrangement to be distorted....

well y update today? dunno...so many days i feel i should, but for some reason i feel like blogging today....i think readers will think i'm like...dots to update about this thing but...well it's my passion....my sole purpose...so anyway WARNING EXTREMELY SILLY CONTENT ...READ AT UR OWN RISK OF WASTING UR PRECIOUS TIME....

it was a few days ago when i decided to sell my clown knifefish in the forums...not many viewers but soon ple want my firned's gar....day by day i get kinda desperate to clear it for space. plus my family dun really like it....okay not family, but my maid who ends up being the one cleaning the tank complaining the 1.5 feet fish nearly biting her ....i agree as it kinda wanted to eat my fingers too when i cleaned...but after awhile i believe it understood....afterall i've kept it for 3 + years....from a mere 4" to now a 1.5 feet....that's really cool....it's like keeping something from the moment it was a juvinle and look at it grow and mature day by day. anyway my bro seems to hate every fish i buy...he only supports me buying the gar....well i dun really mind him commenting that they're gonna die or wad...i'll juz try my best to make them a happy fish.....sometimes i fail but at least i know i tied.....

then today this guy called me and wanted to collect the fish....well for his empty tank....before that i fed it some feeder platy but they had fish louse....turns out my clown knife suffered....and i had no chance of removing it as it really is a kan chiong spider...juz touching it will make it jump outta the tank....so there's a heavy lid for it...

me and my bro had a hard time catching it...remind me when me and my dad tried moving it to a larger tank....splashing everywhere....anyway sold for $20....made a huge loss...monetary wise and well....maybe mentally? ahhah i rarely had such feelings for animals....when some of my fish die i juz let them be...it's my incompetence that caused my failure to keep it....but when u kept it for so long..u kinda establish a link with it....even though it's kinda rubbish and all to talk my fish to calm it down....

the 1st time i bought it coz i think it looked kinda cool...i always like unique fishes....saved it from a lfs in the market and i found out the toehr fishes in the tank might attempt to kill it...so i fed it in the plastic bag in the tank....cute little fella...but as i feed day by day i didn't really realise it grew so quickly to be able to released to my tank...or maybe coz the otehr fishes were wiped out by my incomeptence....i was young and noobish then....with more than enough space, food and all it grew very quickly readhing 12" plus wihtin 1/2 year? hahah not sure....but when that tank was too small for it i shift it up to the 3 ft tank....slowly i fed it from small mollies to large mollies....i use to catch some long kang fish for it....now long kang sealed....

well from the moment it went to teh 2nd floor i soon neglected it....plus i couldn't relaly find time for it as i was sec 3-4....thankfully it's hardy and could survive for 2 weeks without food...and water conditions like a swamp...algae and moss overgrowth....everywhere flooded wiht snails having thier buffet.....soon another tpe of snail appeared too...ahah....

this guy recovers really fast....whenever he got scarred by the rocks or driftwood, the next day it healed...like magic....i wanted to find it another companion but well....dun get to see it as often taht time and my bro and maid objected....hiaz i dunno probably coz it killed too many innocent fishes so it deserves this....it even killed my spiny eel....juz becoz to accomodate one luo han...these lousy fishes are damm irritating.... so many fishes sacrificed...hahah every week $2....few weeks ago i managed to get a FOC 10" royal knifefish, but turns up the boss doesn't liek it and even tried attacking it...poor fella...my incompetence together with the state it alreadt was in....skinny and all...it didn't want any fish at all...died after 3-4 days....sad case...so my clown remains lonesome.....juz like me...

well when i decided to give it up for a cleaner, all new tank....i kinda miss it....after all it's something that made me put in so much effort and time on it...i didn;t take any pics of it....wanted to but water too murky or the glass reflected...but nvm it's image is already in my mind...when one loses something then will one know how to cherish it..........hope the new owner take good care of it

end of rubbish

anyway now after my noob and dissapointing results, i have been slakcing ....like mad...tv, com, listening to 11月的萧邦, lfs hunting....playing doom3 and dota daily....sometimes pw....but that's it....maybe its time to do something....coz i got my attachment at st. john island....then plus baka matsuri...sian....well its how well i handle my things...make space for other stuff....that's all folks....

歌曲：发如雪

狼牙月伊人憔悴我举杯饮尽了风雪
是谁打翻前世柜惹尘埃是非

缘字诀几番轮回你锁眉哭红颜唤不回
纵然青史已经成灰我爱不灭

繁华如三千东流水
我只取一瓢爱了解只恋你化身的蝶

你发如雪凄美了离别我焚香感动了谁
邀明月让回忆皎洁爱在月光下完美

你发如雪纷飞了眼泪我等待苍老了谁
红尘醉微醺的岁月我用无悔刻永世爱你的碑

rap:
你发如雪凄美了离别我焚香感动了谁
邀明月让回忆皎洁爱在月光下完美

你发如雪纷飞了眼泪
我等待苍老了谁红尘醉微醺的岁月

啦儿啦啦儿啦啦儿啦儿啦啦儿啦啦儿啦啦儿啦儿啦

铜镜映无邪扎马尾你若撒野今生我把酒奉陪

something wrong

2005-09-24T00:41:00.000+08:00

well it's 12 plus....i have been very sleepy lately...sleeping on buses, sleeping at 9-10 plus ....i realise i havent done much for the preparation of my prelims...despite reading thru my notes already....not all, but most....i still have exercises...still have many practises to go thru....can i make time for these together with the time i spend in skool and relaxing? i no longer have the Frozen Throne with me, no longer have any fighting spirit to push me to chiong...that feeling just come and go....so what can i say? nothing gets into my head....dead? not yet....i'll see what i can do....something wrong with my site anyway...i edited the template but seems to have some probs viewing it....anyway....i'll see what i can do within one week.....
ppls complain about having not enough time.....a few weeks ago i was all pumped up and quite "ready" for the promos....despite doing ntohing much i still think i'm okay...now i'm getting abit....worried....tired.....to me, time is always enough. the world spins around it's axis in 24 hrs for a reason....minus sleep 8 hrs, skool hrs 8 hrs, eat n all the blah blah black sheeps like 3 hrs.....so 5 hrs to mug....actually sleeping time has been decreased to maintain an equilibrium with slakcing hours....lol....otherwise it'll distrupt the system and by Le Chatelier's Principal, my okazaki fragments will start fom the Goldberg-Hogness Box (TATA box) and will eventually replicate through Einstein's summation.....zzzzzzzzzz
Good luck? i dun need luck. I need mass x acceleration = electric field strength x charge......force...okay i'm still reading this from the notes.....lol....POKEMON!!!! siao already lar....i dun want anything, i only want my K750i and i WILL get one...not try....i know i will.....

blah blah

2005-08-21T22:02:00.000+08:00

okay since PL wants me to update, i'll juz update.....nothing much i guess....40 days to promo exams, studied 0%( in the form of HW then it'll be 1%), the rest 99% slacking. How? i surf the net for freshwater fishes ...esp oddballs like steatogenys elegans....i can even remember the scientific names.....aba aba and some more cool ones....what for? well i enjoy doing senseless things....yay.....played Astro boy and luckily completed it or it'll distract me from playing TFT campaign....

well today watched national day rally for the 1st time...i was thinking i'm gonna sleep but then hey....it's not bad after all...PM lee was humourous....as usual for the rest of the PMs when they make lengthy speeches....but well i was "persuaded" by 2 friends....one the LEO club president, and the other my best friend....hahaha JD is the one who always influence me....in the good way of course....

anyway lot of things PM lee said that is useful for PW and GP....cool....

well what to do? me and andrew ( fish fanatics) are going around to look at LFS and see if there's any cool weird fishes....and i try to finish my hw for the week only, not even revising....see how when time comes lar....

What a OMG day

2005-07-10T18:46:00.000+08:00

wow today is juz...wow......come to think of it all i did to my lbog was adding some cool GIFs, tagging.....and now i really really must post...partly coz i have the time and most importantly the EVENTS!!!!! okay enough crapping... EXPLICIT DETAILS and more LOBSTER TALKS!!!!

today woke up early around 09 15 coz i had to go do PW....zzz....i kinda forgotten all the timing so anyway, i ate bee hoon for breakfast and went to bathe almost immediately when i received Daniel's msg about meeting time. My bro still told me to bring his disposable camera to the cosfest that i'm going to later on, but i was thinking "dun think i spend alot of time there." In the end i decided to go straight to his place instead so i went off....i was told that i had to meet MAGIC pple at Pasir Ris MRT at 12....and i was like...can i do all these in time? oh well not impt...

anyway on my way to the bus stop i was thinking if 16 arrives first then 'll go ahead to MPCC but when i reached there bus 33 already came, so well my path is decided...i was worried about missing the stop coz it's not v recognisable and i only took the bus from there once....anyway all i did was rememebr there's this...road....ahhah and i see roads everywhere....well i got there without any troubles and waited under the scorching sun...i was persipring like some...dog....

then i was told to tell Hui Yi that meet at the gate better...so anyway after no more tahn 5 mins of waiting they all arrived and we started doing project. As usual we had to analyse the survey that kinda....cocked up....i never had a good feeling about it...no matter how we discuss or agree i still feel...qwerty and doubtful....Jaryl did the final tabulation while we discussed...then 1130 i went off and took 13 to my market place coz i dun want to get lost in 15 since i had no confidence of it reaching Pasir Ris.

after eating i went off towards the bus stop....i was thinking that 24 would reach the interchange when i saw 24 at the bus stop already...i ran for it but sadly it went off....basket....i waited while taking note of the rest of the buses that i should be taking...poor memory cause so much inconvenience....turns out i had to wait for 21 after confirming with mum and i had to wait AGAIN for 21 since i missed it....waste time again....zzzz

It was the usual long bloody ride to pasir ris and Xuan Zheng called to ask me when would i reach there and i said at least an hour...ahahha....gg.....anyway at least i did not need to stand like last time.....then i noticed as i was nearing the interchange that it goes to Downtown East...so i ended up having a "shorter" travelling time.....(trying to cheer myself up...)

I met up with XZ and headed to the Dome thingy....i was like woah...1st time at a Cosplay Festival....and all the cosplayers i saw in newspaper and websites are like....dots....and indeed....not many chio bus probably coz they look too perfect in anime. This was the reason i find needless for a camera....we were walking around the dome looking at the displays and cosplayers...i know none except Ryu from Shaman King and some FMA pple...Ryu looks really funky like that real one...ahhaha....

anyway the display products are like....omg...hand drawn yet looked like...printed stuff? we were demoralised about what we had to do at Baka Matsuri....gg....maybe i'll sell beyblades, pokemon cards, magic cards, Yu gi Oh and all the cards i bought last time....zzzz....maybe can fetch some price...about the illustrations for sale, i have no idea if we can even earn something....XZ said maybe we should re-name Magi without the C for cosplay....We met XZ friend who's cosplaying some guy with a cool hand...i think D Gray Man or something...he made all the items and stuff and i was in awe at his works....alot of pple cosplaying bleach, naruto and chobits.....

anyway i can see that those who cosplayed nice are either pretty girls, or juz robots or monsters....the rest are....no comments....even if thier costumes are damm nice i dun think it's v nice....ahha so maybe we have to cosplay as power rangers or digimon or juz something that can cover our faces.....anyway the rest of the club members are sitting down waiting for the show to start...i can see Storm trooper lar....basket that guy bought the helmet...sick....rich pple but he made the rest of the stuff like gun....

me and XZ found seats and we watched pple intro themselves on stage and some sang or posed or juz had some skits....Ryu came out and lobster talked and started posing....it got quite alot of attention coz he's really cool...he acted like that guy in the anime...ahhha....no wonder he won best male cosplayer....then got this skit play of Battle Royale (i think). it's some anime movie about pple killing everyone until only 2 survivors.... bloody...they won best cosplaying group... anyway after sometime we decided to go do clinch some deals in business...

when we went out cosplayers were busy taking pics with pple when i saw this guy taking a camera facing the sky...for some reason we started talking about War of the Worlds coz the guy looked like he saw something cool in the skies like WOTW...ahha then we even joked about my watch not moving...juz when i stepped out of the covered walkway and saw the coolest weird thing in my ENTIRE LIFE....

It's the clouds in the sky...it was amazingly circular can around the circumference was a higher layer of...clouds i think...with 7 colous of the rainbow....with the lightlest red at the exterior and greenish violet at the inner circumference b4 the white interior clouds....soon everyone's attention goes to the skies....it;s like....NEVER SEEn before in my entire life, not even in Discovery channel or whatsoever.....It's even cooler than aurora borealis....we went off to the toilet discussing about what on almight earth is this phenomenon....we were like talking crap about WOTW and maybe after the rainbow there'll be thunderstorm and BOOM!!!! muahahah destruction of Singapore...ahah no need go skool tmr!!!!

truely enought the dark clouds followed behind the miraculous rainbow cloud....it's like a near full circle.....weird....really really....weird phenomenon maybe caused by the soon-reversing polarity of the earth.....

anyway went back inside and we still talk crap about WOTW and saw Jack in the Night b4 haloween and some gundam seed pple...not robots sadly....got saint saiyan gut with wings too and rubbish....even batman came....zzz....until suddenly my attention turned to this thing....i was OMG WTH?!?!? predator!!!!! he was holding his helmet and walking around...90% of the pple in the dome turned thier attention from he stage to the person cosplaying predator....WTH....he actually BOUGHT the whole set?!?!? SICK?!?!?! He completely stole the limelight of Anime cosplayers....kinda like the center of attraction....he even performed a "battle" with batman....like woah.....sick.....i was thinking where's Alien? maybe it'll come crashing down the sky like WOTW and start crawling around the dome wall.....

soon came along Fantastic 3 (the Thing didn't come,and invisible woman was the "center of attraction" among them, but nothing compared to Predator) and Scream murderer and Freddy VS jason thing....madness...no longer Anime cosplaying....i was told last year pple cosplaying as Matrix and Harry Potter got dispised on stage....and now they are the centre of attraction....cool...

the whole thing was sick....it's damm....woah....qwerty....the sky, the predator, the cosplayers....anyway went back around 5 plus when i thought i would only stay there for 1 hr? ahhah took 354 to interchange when i changed to 21 and realise i could have took 21 directly from the other exit? Wasted mroe time....gg.....anyway went back home tired and still in awe....funk....tired.....

well i'll upload pics of the cozplay if i can from the forums or i see what i can do to lessen the workload of Viewer's eyes....ahahha.....pain siah...i typing oso tired of looking at the screen....another cool site http://www.flickr.com/photos/76574535@N00/sets/568569/show/...

Pics taken from http://speedofheat.acxn.net/images/cosfest2005/another%20person/....loads more and i cannot be bothered to resize all

lost forever in the abyss of darkness

2005-06-06T00:47:00.000+08:00

wad the hell....mierda......my life is getting worse. More problems arises as i get on. Wad resilient, wad purpose, wad drive....rubbish. all the rubbish of TJC asipirations. I have no purpose to what i am doing...all i want is juz not let my parents down by scoring well for A levels. Life after that will continue after consideration while in my NS. I have no drive, no aim, no nothing in life. Juz scoring well is all i do, and what i want to do can never be done. That's y i have no drive. My drive i the past came from my friends who continuously encourage me, force me to push on wiht them. Well i did succeed, but now no more.

JC life is short. 1.5 years....what sort of friends can u make compared to those whom really concern about u? Not that they are not friends, not that they dun consult to u or share thier probs or even console u, juz that something is missing.....Lifeless sad truth of this world....everything is fake. Every single bit. nothing is real. Dead things that live on....no purpose, no drive.
Why bother being resilient, perseverance when i keep falling deeper and harder as i climb higher? that's life i guess. Yes, full of unexpectancies and ups and downs....that's what that makes life interesting? i dunno...maybe the puzzles of my life have not been filled, maybe parts are coming off.....

I'm all alone, with no help or anyone to ask for clarification. The notes are rubbish, the tutorials are not helping in any way. I dunno wad i am doing, or have been doing. Spending time on senseless enjoyment of facing the com screen like now....yet i want to continue. All i can do is say i should stop, but not taking action. Rubbish....what is this.....No one knows, no one cares, nobody bothers. How to get help when u're trapped in a state of quagmire. Doubts remain, uncertainty left clarified. Things pile up and slowly, i dunno what i am doing. I have no confidence in anything now....not like what i am used to in sec skool...everything seem so perfect...my chem tutor is right....

All i want is understand, and apply wad i learn to something new, but it seems i messed up my understanding....in the end i understand nothing, got my concept wrong, basics are gone, the end....i really dunno how to continue...i;m not even sure if i'm considered as "started"....

problems everywhere sufaced....cannot be solved...dilemma in every aspect arise...cannot be clarified.....sigh....hiaz i dunno wad to do...zzzz

沒關係再繼續努力

2005-05-20T19:11:00.000+08:00

What can i say....the atmosphere is definitely different if u experience something in real life. I realised that when i heard the radiance of musicial notes produed by the piano, the strength of the fans in a concert, the unity of teamwork that makes u go an extra mile, and now the might of cheering in a bball match.

It's my 1st time supporting and watching an official bball match. Even though i've seen many NBA matches, the feeling is completely different. The crowd, the rivalry, the difference in points and every single detail of the game. It feels normal at 1st, then suddenly i can feel the tension and suspense of everything. qwerty.....

Well TJC won HCI 73-65...it was not bad though....TJ got lucky, HCI needs more luck, but in skill-wise, i think both teams are good in different aspects. Everyone cheered the moment someone scored....the whole stadium was filled with cheering and clapping and humidity. There's some nice 3-point plays by both teams, but sadly the front row was blocked by other skools, so i cannot see the easy baskets.

anyway, after all that cheering we all can go K Box sing Ah-Du songs ahahha....we walked to the interchange and PL was saying about stealing public property again....lol...then i took bus back.

at home, i was informed that the miracle of life sprouted in my garden. The nest once filled with 3 tiny eggs of the size of one pinkie nail was now with 3 little hatchlings....my sis took a pic of them....i hadn't checked on them yet, coz it was dark and the parents might already be nesting with them. hmm i'll check'em out tmr....great feeling after so many dissapointments[ I FLUNK AN EASY TEST.....='( ]

well tmr got pokemon and Sonic...busy day....JTC coming too....沒關係再繼續努力....

What a Great Day.....

2005-05-02T22:32:00.000+08:00

today rocks.....i dunno what to say about it...qwerty i guess....

well today wasted my whole morning by waking up at 11 and on games...gb-ing everyday..bad bad bad....i'm so dead.....i tired doing math and all...luckily what i was stucked yesterday at was solved due to some inspiration....then i continue doing till i'm stucked at the last qn....even worse, the faster i learn the faster i forget...the formulas i memorised yesterday have been erased from my memory. well anyway i tried not to refer back to the formulas as much as i can....ended up stoning at those qn for a long long time and even trying to get an excuse to relax by playing again. i completely lost my self-discipline...maybe i dun even deserve to have self discipline...

lukily i did 1100 words...chem i did too....i have no idea what's wrong...i know i have loads of hw, yet i cannot seem to get focused into that, and thus illusionised there's little hw left....hiaz anyway continued playing until JD came and we played bball...ahah i was w/o specs...but not bad a play for slack games....

then i headed to SEC SKOOL OUTING!!! woooo-hooooh!!! i bathed and went off to dhoby ghaut when i realise i took the wrong bus to the mrt....197..maybe coz i too used to going to Tj. Anyway i chagned to take 70 and then topped up my card then headed to my destination. they were already at Fish & Co. Juz when i thought i was 15 mins early, others were earlier....anyway i couldn't find that place until sometime, and i noticed the VIP aka MISS JAZ isn't there yet....anyway me, aloy, ou yang, joey, cheng jing n jason were there b4 miss jaz come...ahahha quite sometime since i last saw her....I LOVE MISS JAZ!!! oh no later her bf kill me....

anyway Hong yi joined later , then jeremy then finally andre. hahah it;s been quite sometime since i last saw everyone....talked and enjoyed outselves through bonding and updating....really really nice.ahha then we went back since XS said he had to study...omg....and i realised my family are coming back from thier china trip....

anyways today was really great...loads of memories came back as we chatted through dinner....without Miss Jaz my chem might not be the way it is....i realised everyone didn't changed much....but there were still better off then me...hiaz i slacked to much....even ou yang my competitor was studying...he always made me have the drive to study to match up with him...hahah i think i better change...fast...need to stop my gb addictiong and get my socks pulled up....i hope i keep up with my aim even though i know i migth break it....c'mon SLOW AND STEADY WINS THE RACE....The finishing line awaits me...

Take the front row in Life

2005-04-22T23:15:00.000+08:00

hahaha well i making rubbish titles.... though irrelavant, but inspirational(okay maybe to me only) and have funky-ness filled in it.cool.

anyway gotta do my hw fast....today was GREAT.....well i started my day bad by feeling really sleepy adn guilty that i only did PI last nite till 12. i have LOADS of untouched, incompleted work....week of accumulation brought me down. i reached skool alrite, but as lessons proceeded i gradually felt sleepier....slept a few seconds in math and some lecture.....super tired...i tired to keep myself awake through sitting at the front row. kinda worked abit....physically, not mentally....my mind was somewhere else sitting on the fence btwn reality and dreamland.....bad bad bad...i am writing out notes and filling in blanks without knowing what they really meant....well at least i passed gp into 3/5....i was already mroe tahn satisfied...spending 1/2 day thinking about the intro...ahahha

anyway went back after eating in skool, feeling miserable due to ulcerSSSS and loneliness...anyhow back home i SLACKED then did GP....it;s really bad if i continue doing my work liek that...i won't learn anything. anyhow went back to skool and found xuan zheng aka magician, and we proceeded to LT2 for chem make up lect.

we were laughing and all coz it's redox...worse didn';t really pay attention...nvm at least i understood some stuff. i finally learnt something in skool after so long. Anyhow, bio LT was removed AGAIN. I think they gave up on 2nd intakes....anyway Jie Kai aka magician's tu di came and we stayed behind...ahhah some were playing the piano while we played with the mike....need to release stress...

then jie kai played the piano...omg he is really really good....shen....grade 8....i was completely mesmerized by the music of the piano...it's unlike listening to the radio....so....qwerty...nice.....ahha tired to copy ballade pour adeline, but kinda got lost....cool siah i had the sudden urge to learn piano....Small dino muz teach me siah....another shen....=)

anyway went back and played bball with jd....then we contacted leon and andrew and they manage to come and play....cool never had such fun gathering of sec skool friends....we 4 kinda live close to each other and do things togehter in sec skool....felt so great when we have these gatehrings....hahah never felt so great b4. anyhow i did my leon-blocking-me-n-i-shoot-3-point-n-GOT-IN stunt...ahhaha i realised this last time ....feels great playing bball, esp with ur friends....then played match where i had a direct hit in the face after 3/4 of the match....my old specs broke AGAIN....ahah luckily it wasn;t the "GOLD" specs....

then played without my specs....i won this friend in TJ in 1-1 last time w/o specs...amazing....anyhow luckily i contributed abit b4 my specs broke. haha i love this game....anyway i went off 1st coz it's 9 plus n i haven't eaten....

21/4

well skool was as usual i learnt nothing coz i cannot understand the basics but i undertand the concept....silly eh....then as i was waiting for make up after PE my friend told me it;s on kinematics no one going...so i pon since i was already taught in NY and i kinda know how to do. as i tooked 197 back i saw an NYJCian walking across the road to the lib in marine parade...then i thought of my 1st 3 months then eh?!?!? xiao min!??! ahhaha so qiao...i dropped off and said hi. haha long time no see n we taked rubbish n PW....she was thinking of borrowing a book but can't find, so in the end she went back and i headed home with 16. hahah it;s a small small world....

Do what u Love, Love what u do

2005-04-16T00:06:00.000+08:00

well after getting fed up my blogger.com's system error, i couldn't really be bothered to blog at all until i really feel like it. The last time i blogged to express my helplessness in life ended up the "Error on page. Refresh." and then ur post dissapears juz like magic. Amazing. But well even wasting my precious time on it, i realised that i still felt better by expressing my inner self. So yea who cares.

well today wasTJ sports day. I thought sports commitee and the judges and participants get to go off early at 11 15, but in the end found out they still stick to everyone ends at 12 for students and participants. hiaz so another "long" day in skool feeling stupid, useless, lonesome (sometimes with my loser club members or SCG)
the last lesson was especially demoralising - Physics pract. I dun really mind, juz that now in TJ they expect more lobster from u, and being my usual self who loves to have minimal anomalous results, tries to get a perfect swing in my pendulum. So everyone will do 1-2 tries b4 recording the reading, i'l take up to 4 times of theirs. The bloody wind made matters worse.
Whenever i have a stable oscillation the wind comes. So when i restart, i cannot get things correct again. Perfectionst some may say, but i think i juz want to do things properly rather than dun-give-a-damm.
In the end i spend too long and only got one set of results, with 3/6 anomalous results. Yipee. Hahah i was asking Ms Tan for guidance and suggestion, but sort of ka jiao-ing her ahhaha. Nice teacher. Yesterday i had make-up pract my specs broke i asked her for visual assistance from invigilator. ahhah so fun to talk to teachers like friends.
In the end, being a nice person, she told me to hand in on mon, so i juz crushed my hardwork and copied my friend's data.

then at 12 30 i had to go parkway to collect my 'gold' specs that costs a bomb. The old one fell apart last week n i've been using super glue at least 4 times. anyhow in the end i queued for burger king, chiong back to skool for track and AGAIN found the side-gate locked. Nvm an extra mile won't hurt, juz waste your time only, and i've already been wasting so much time, like doing this. I finally know which bird made that unique call, the king fisher. It was sitting on the drain railings looking so elegant.

anyhow got there late, drank coke and had fries, then noticed my whopper is gonna get cold from all the waiting for my event. In the end i threw my house's face in the 4x100m race. I was 1st runner and was 3rd in place, but well no one's fault that we got last. everyone tried so next time. in the end went to take a shower and wore back my sweaty clothes and ate my lunch that i bought 5 hrs ago. The once delicious burger and fries and cheesesticks and coke is now soggy, soft, diluted. Cool. Mouth watering. finished my lunch-dinner and went off with pl and jing lun to city hall to eat with og. haha pl telling the story of his friend Xiang long (i'm 53% of his intelligence) and the things he stole, ranging from shoes to durain. lol.....

@ city hall, we were lost at how to go funan it mall. luckily angeline told us how to get there and when we reached there we played x box games coz none of us want to pay so much to eat sakae sushi. Pl's broke, JL needs the cash for tmr, i dun want to use a single cent and i'm full. Playing 1/2 way kevin and ah-mah aka WX interrupted us so we had to go there.

At there we decided to have ala-carte rather than buffet coz no $$$. so i ordered ice green tea made of gold, JL and PL ordered sushi. hahah then we tried to smuggle some sushi from kevin group coz they have buffet. Then alot of waiters (pl calls them slaves) around so v difficult, esp this girl at the cashier at my 8 o'clock. She was v bu shuang with us coz i think she know's out intentions. Basket...anyhow we still managed to smuggle some sushi and prawn into our mouths ahahha....jl was the mastermind since being closest to the other table, he was the one doing all the job. ahhaha then this businessman in blue seem to know wad we are doing too. luckily i wasn;t in TJ shirt wiht my shirt on. anyhow we paid more in the end due to service charge and gst...sian. then we walked back to mrt and pl switched off the tv of the x box then turn on with a wrong channel...ahhah siao one we drank too much siy sauce in sakae so feeling high. raymund zao coz he had to go home.

then the go take neoprint i destoryed the 1st pic by putting my hand over the camera ahhaha....and it seems i look best with the loser sign. kevin likes Jl bag and vice versa so they changed bag in the end ahahha....anyhow after taking neoprint we noticed got this cool stuff hanging on the wall of the shop. i told pl the pet dog to take one so he did that ahhaah. then i say juz take the whole strand since so many are already missing. lol in the end he really took the whole thing n we zao. lol then kevin oso took more ahhaha. didn;t notice got so many things to take from the public.....

then pl had to go eat so me and kevin went off to take bus while jl, jeff, wx, angeline went to take mrt. haha got home 10 plus and ate 'dinner' then realised tomorrow have to go back m'sia for bai bai. so much hw, so little time. NVM, SLOW AND STEADY WINS THE RACE. =)

Live each day as if it was you Last....

2005-03-23T22:40:00.000+08:00

1st and foremost, i'd like to apologise to readers/visitors for not updating my long for a long long time....well the usual reasons sian of being bored..including blogging...

anyway i'll super-summarise today.

[=Tues=] Slept at 130 yesterday after waiting for my mum to enter dreamland and turned on the com again to play....bored of sleeping...in the end woke up at 8 to check results, but more of preparing to go CT outing...met Sihan and kinda almost took the wrong bus direction there. luckily we saw joanna whihc is the only one who knows the way aka organiser. She went to get mac breakfast and get me and si han free cones!!! ahah alrite, anyway we walked there and found the court filled. WE played outside uner windy conditions and a low ceiling...so it;s silly, but then after that booked the court and played. Later more ple came and some play some slack dunno alot of lobster dun wanna elaborate. WEnt off with Zhen siong, joanna, shi qi, sharlyn then i pang say tehm coz i no $$ to eat out. Went back 4 plus bought lunch....blah blah crap day.

[=today=] APOS...(a piece of shit).....i was suppose to reach skool by 7, but woke up at 7....missed a 197 coz the uncle seems to be in a "hurry" to go watch pokemon or something at the interchange, so i got there 750, got scolded by DM. Lukcily i wasn't alone....
anyway went to auditorium and found my OG, whihc was same with linden, so not so bad. Saw chuanchen too and then slowly more of my marist friends....made new maris friends too ahha....saw pl, jing lun, dean after that...
the whole bloody time i was sian and linden and me pon mass dance and went to canteen slack. saw hoe ann and his friend going to appeal into Tj, then after taht got caught "slacking" so went back....the whole time i was sian n sleepy...then hopped onto 16 adn overselpt AGAIN....more sian...luckily i woke up at kallang or i'll be at...orchard?

went back to stuff myself wiht junk food and happy lobster food filled with msg....then when i was watching spongebob my mum told me to go tkae something back from sheng siong coz she left her doc there. i rode the little bike coz my bro took the other, so i was like some clown....dunno went off in a hurry to find the thing but ended up cannot even find it, plus even missing my show...i went home perspiring all over and kinda pissed...i have no idea..maybe coz i missed my show? or my day simply sucks, or i'm mentally unstable....anyway mum went back and found it instead and started "scolding" and i took ALL the blame (as usual...i'm used to taking al the balme. after all it;s really partly my fault). more sian...sigh, hiaz...

anyway that's all folks....i dun wanna spend too much time blogging....

It's smart to be lucky, not lucky to be smart.

2005-03-15T01:01:00.000+08:00

Well well what can i say about my day....tiring, fun, or maybe something else....I haven't blogged for a long long time since i dun really feel like taking all the trouble juz to post an entry....but well today is a so-called-muz-post day due to meaningful activities( i think )

anyway i woke up at the usual holiday timin of 1030. Juz nice 8 hrs of sleep. Went with andrew and leon to visit more fish shops nearby since the shop nearby closed....hmm i wonder if there's any more shops i can buy my sacrificial specimens for my fish. Anyway after walking awhile under the blazing hot sun, i found out that the other shop was closed. We ended up "wandering" aimlessly towards parkway and gazed upon the beauty of maginificent aquariums. I'm aspired to create one of those one day....well today at least i improved from the past...i'll make sure i'll make the fish feel what's it like to be back home....Well andrew can't find the bichir and i dun get to see any unique species of fish that draws my attention....so when leon had to get something for his friend i went back home for lunch...

after preparing and all then i went off listening to my new mp3, but realised the holy list of BBQ stuff wasn't with me. So i went back perspiring all over and got out again to take 21...after standing on the bus for 1hr plus i finally reached the interchange where kev is waiting for me. When 403 came we saw melody too so we headed towards the bbq pit together.

in the end we stopped at the wrong stop, which was kinda far away from pit O. What i saw was pit 14, 13, 12...4, 3,2,1....no zero nor o after walking awhile. Then melody said maybe after all the numbers is the alphabet Z....ahha well she was right in some way, coz the pits after numbers are alphabets. Luckily pit O was juz nearby...phew....Darryl, rach, raymond,bei jia were at the pit while we went to the playground and found jeff, dean, hansong, pl, angeline and sam. Jeff lost his hp while climbing the spiderweb but our attempt to find it was futile.

They started making the fire while some played cards and then we wanted to play soccer. ahah we practiced kicking while waiting for the owner of the ball to get ready so we could start playing. I was a noob so i be goal keeper/defender/extra which er well did nothing much other than preventing one goal. I was sitting on the grass laughing my head off while the rest scored. b4 i left was 2-0. Then coz xiao min kinda have difficulty finding the pit so i went to the stop that was the one we stopped b4 but on my way saw cb too. Then we headed to the pit and me and cb joined the soccer. I attempted own-goal but cb was too pro. Anyway i slacked around when kev and co. wanted to go rent bike or something.

then shu xian and bei jia wanna play pool. $2/game and it was kinda like a coin-slot machine. So in the end we cheated by collecting the balls b4 they enter the holes. haha so it was $1/game...coz we kinda played tooo long for one game and the uncle kinda noticed us....

then went back and started to bbq....the chicken was never cook even after 2 hrs and the satay were like stones. The so-called-cooked hot dogs are...er....okay i cannot complain since i believe all the food we ate weren't really cooked. Then after hours of bbq-ing and eating uncooked tasty stuff they started playing Zong ji mi ma (again) and everyone was kinda against dean but dean was against kev...ahahh i didn't really notice the "fun" things everyone was doing excpet hearing the laughter and sian-ness of bei jia asking pple to play polar bear....ahha games for hunters and polar bears so we can't play...lol....

i have no idea what were xiao min, melody, dean, kev and all the others doing all the time coz i am peng-kang boy had to make sure the food is okay...which er...obviously failed my duty....Sam was singing songs all the time and we joined in. All the time no matter how much margarine and "solid-fuel" aka wasted food we added to the coal, food still was kinda raw....great...in the end i didn;t really eat alot. We ended up playing with food when jing lun came.....hs was saying he wants to be a fire fighter but used up all the margarine on the fire and we practically made the whole bbq pit on fire....ahahha attempt to burn down the park...we even applied margarine on the ketupat and otah, setting them on fire to cook real fast....they tried kenny rogers style of cooking chicken wings to give dean but it turned out black..ahaha stupid lobsters....

well i was trying to use the fire to speed up the cooking process...in the end i have no idea y i ate it...maybe i dun wanna waste food.....aahaha kinda had a alittle tummy ache...but i think more of tummy muscle ache...laughed too much. Hiaz in the end shu xian went off 1st and we played and more lobsters then cleaned up the place. Headed to the bus stop but in the end even after running towards the stop the uncle pao qi us....we didn't want to wait at the other stop as there'll be loans of pple....in the end turns out not alot...ahha wasted my energy running towards the stop.

Then went to take mrt with kev, melody, angeline, pl and hs. Pl was teaching us "magic" card trick on the train....juz like the magical fire cb made by applying margarine on the grill and allowing it to drip on the charcoal. haha anyway went back with kev and made myself maggie mee, herbal tea and fruits. well after all these activity i wonder how can i survive tomorrow's outing...
ahha well cya in the obituary page 2. I'll be the one with coloured page with a power ranger mask. Readers, see u there! =D

不知道　不明瞭　不想要　為什麼　我的心

2005-03-07T20:53:00.000+08:00

well life is like a jigsaw puzzle. Day by day u get pieces of the jigsaw and piece them into ur memory. Some of these are deep down in the heart and needs some soulsearching to be done to get a piece juz to know wad u really want. The rest appears every now and then, whether u noticed them or not. Some appear at a later part of ur life, at differnt stages and different times. U need not finish the whole puzzle to feel a sense of satisfaction, for those who do so fail to seek wad they want. Rather, those who are satisfied with what they have have already completed their jigsaw puzzle even if everything isn't pieced.

hmmm i ahve no idea y i typed that out. Not KH, not anything, juz suddenly feel like sying that. Even after deciding on the choice of JC/ploy i still kinda doubt myself. Nvm let time pass and hopefully by then i can get some more pieces of jigsaw to one part of the picture...

anyway today the usual. Got up, sleep then woke up and found myself late again. Well at least today rained so they were having assembly in class. Then it was chem tutorial, then bio lecture about AIDS again, then i had lunch then headed for more lessons. Well for the 1st time in my entire history i pon a lesson - GP...coz i dunn wanna upset the teacher by not bringing my things again, i ended up staying in the library watching Shrek 2 and Scary Movie 3....laughed till my stomach aches...well 6-pack here i come =P....

anyway in the end found that they dun have newspaper review, but rather the review of past year GP....hiaz kinda regretted and felt guilty too. Then it was bio pract aka CINDY TAY. She taught us the mircospoe calibration and all. I understood the things until the last page wher i suddenly lost her...dunno y i cannot seem to understand...maybe i need to try reading it a few more times...then draw the onion epidermal cell AGAIN but the magnification of the cell is....weird...anyway wadever the case is, she made me "vice-vice bio rap" and made me collect the ws....nvm i feel honoured even though i was kinda sian doing that.....

Then after changing my ans i put into the pidgeon hole and went off with sihan. I was so sleepy i slept on the bus. Luckily xiao min called and my earphones keep making my ear woke me up b4 i missed my stop. Then after changing bus i went home to get fish food. I realised that the aquarium shop was gonna change place and opens only for 4 days. Hmm the nice shop uncle and auntie were saying if we need anything juz but then they'll give cheaper as they need to clear goods. Sometime they'll give it free....aahah dunno. Well i still got my $2 fish w/o discount for my knifefish...well dun expect to give me a discount as they deserve every cent of mine b4 i have to find another shop...

That shop was the one that made me stay inside for an hour plus juz looking at marine creatures and invoked the passion of marine biology in me....Or maybe rather made the inner passion grew bigger....hmm yup that would be more appropriate....i bought a lionfish for teacher's day from there too coz i always admired the Blue-ringed octopus, mantis shrimp, stone fish, lion fish, mandarin fish, jellyfishes and many more marine organisms. The uncle taught me many things abot the fish and about life too...okay maybe i sound kinda over-dramatic....i can juz say they're both v nice...

the last time i found the auntie's facial expression gives me a cold and unwelcoming feeling. But then after knowing them due to my frequent visits, i understood her face was well...hmm kinda like that. But when she smiles u can really see the glow on her face. Hahah reminds me of my grandma, juz that my grandma always glowed in brilliance. Well i'll see wad i need in my aquariums and go get some stuff b4 i can't...

anyway that's all i believe...kinda lengthy but to me it means alot.....=)

At the end of every Darkest tunnel lies shimmering Brilliance

2005-03-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

Admist the shadows i found light; in the brilliance i sought for darkness. Well the that KH lobsters are real cool....anyway today felt kinda better.

Started off my day my waking uo late and missing the most important moment of my life - Pokemon at 1030. Hiaz well i've been sleeping late these few days and kinda have difficulty waking up on time. Then my mum said she wants to bring me to TJ to look around. In the end after taking 197 we ended up missing the stop ( as usual becoz of me....) and my mum was kinda agitated. I wanted to reason, but i know silence is the best option. After all the scolding and nagging we were at interchange and then more scolding then change to take 38 to TJ. We were inside it for few minutes the went out. It's bigger compared to other JCs...then took bus back and she had to get dog food so i headed for the mrt...

Well after reaching Bishan late for OG meeting by 1hr 30 mins, they were playing Zong ji mi ma at Pastamania....added "flavouring" to the pasta and losers have to eat...haha i was kinda hungry so luckily i mamange to lose one time. Jeff, sam, darryl, dean were kinda the ones who are eating all the nice stuff and Chun boon kept complaining he wants to eat. Anyway in the end xiao min and cb never ate that delicious delicacy...Bei jia and angeline hated it and so did the rest...maybe me and cb are the only hungy ones....

then we headed to swensen to have earthquake...eat and i added water to the dry ice to make more smoke, juz like steamboat!!!! Sam was daring dean to ask the waitress for Char Kuay Tiao or warming the ice water. More lobsters and prawns after that then we went to take neoprint. Then after that went to eat ice cream at mac...darryl ate until his teeth bled...cool. I took loads of straws and continued my investigation about making a larger heart....hmm chiem....anyway taught daryl and cb but yar they were as confused as i was in the past...

anyway then crap and lobsters me, cb and sam took mrt while the rest went off. Then i accompanied sam to buy his shirt at city hall but he cannot find a suitable one. i was kinda late to meet jd at his place so adter going with sam to raffles city to buy mrs and a card at hallmarks, he went off to find more jerseys. By then i was kinda hungry....$5.60....well kinda expensive, but it's nothing compared to the commitment of mrs ang to her teachings....thanks a million to her my eng from fail to A2....

anyway then headed to jd's place, wrote the card and then headed to tution in his dad's car....then hmmm for some reason my heart was speeding awhile b4 i stepped into the classroom. After awhile it's okay...it feels great seeing everyone i used to see in tution....then jd wanted to be transparency guy and went to the front to do his "job" but got rusty. As for me well at least i made an effort to shift to the front...then asked mrs ang if it's possible for a GP tution but dun have.....anyway got more opinion from her.

when i got home it was alrady 9 plus..luckily i hopped onto jd's dad and his ah-mah and mum also gave me pao and drinks at his pace so i wasn;t so hungry. Then after eating my mum told me my dad replied to my proposal. ahaha coz my dad wants to see my standsard of eng and see if i am suitable to take JC...well in the end i passed and my dad was satisfied with my work too....ahah well after eating i read his mail and i think i more or less came into a conclusion of heading to a JC....hopefully it's a choice that suits me....

anyway that's all folks....sleepy sleepy.....

FOREVER LOVE

愛你不是因為你的美而已
我越來越愛你每個眼神觸動我的心
因為你讓我看見Forever，才了解自己
未來這些日子要好好珍惜
愛我有些痛苦有些不公平
如果真的愛我不是理所當然的決定
感到妳的呼吸在我耳邊像微風神奇
溫柔的安撫我的不安定
所以我~要每天研究你的笑容 ooh 多麼自然

forever love forever love
我只想用我這一輩子去愛你
從今以後你會是所有幸福的理由

愛情是場最美最遠的旅行
沿途雨季泥濘偶爾阻礙我們的前進
感到妳的體溫在我懷裡像陽光和煦
巧妙的融化我的不安定
不可思議證明我愛你的理由 ooh 多麼自然

forever love forever love
我只想我用這一輩子去愛你
從今以後妳會是所有幸福的理由

妳感動的眼睛我沉默的聲音
彷彿就是最好的證明
就讓我在說一次 I love you oh (直到永遠)

forever love forever love 我只想用我這一輩子去愛你
從今以後妳會是所有幸福的理由

Forever love forever love forever love

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2005-02-26T11:21:00.000+08:00

Firstly, i want to apologize to my viwers that lately i'm too cropped up with my "eggciting adventures". On Thurs i was late again as usual, juz that i took 135 instead, hoping to be able to change the situation. Instead, i already know i am gonna be late, plus i overslept and find myself juz 1 bus stop away from the stop. So i pressed the bell and walked all the way back to skool and luckily, my CT juz entered the classroom. Well on Friday, similarly, it was the usual late 24 bus again, but it's something even more ADVENTUROUS. On my way back home i was sleeping and as usual AGAIN, ended up at VS....but i manage to hop onto 16 after that which bought me back sometime...

What can i say about my adventures of taking wrong buses, oversleeping, getting lost somewhere in singapore.....i believe i have already broken the Guiness World Record of being stupid for the whole week. Anyway juz a short recap of things i can remember with my poor memory, on thur after skool i was going back with PL when he was talking with his friend called Yan Long. He was finding someone to watch movie with, and i had to use my ticket asap, hence we ended up watching Howl's moving castle at Lido...hahah watching a movie with someone i know for few minutes....cool.(we're not gay) he keep talking about the girlSSS he's interested in and all the "sacred" techniques....i was kinda like oooohh-kay....rite....lobstering all the way then i finally reached home.

As for friday, hmmmm....maybe i was too sian about oversleeping in buses and late for skool that i cannot be bothered with other events happening around me. Or maybe it's juz simply that i'm getting old. All i know is that i played bball at night with Leon and JD and i realised i kinda degraded. Another thing is that almost 1/2 the class came to skool juz for watching DVD, while Lap Yip told me he has no interest in JC so he goes to skool everytime and kick soccer, hence throwing the face of Marist.....well i think that's the end of Maris Stella's Name...maybe it shouldn;t even deserve a good reputation. In PE we were forced to run in 1.45 minutes in 1 round as a pacing practice, no more no less. Since we ended so early coz we slacked and skipped a few numbers of the PT, we had to run at least 4 rounds to perfect this. At 1st everyone was slackish, but i chiogn and waited for them at the ending point to go in together, but in the end i was the only person who passed without the waiting part. I ended up timing the rest of the pple who had to run again, buit this time more people passed, but the rest were even more tired. Finally after all this lobster we went home. Played some silly dai di....then blah blah the smae old adventure of oversleeping....

Well at least i had a sense of achievement of defeating riku and getting the green card!!!! muahah all about games.....i have nothing much to elaborate on anyway, so i think i better have a nap. According to my maid, she said the later i sleep, the earlier i wake up. On thursday i slept at 9, and ended up waking uo at 630. I'm not sure for friday, but i know i slepy early too. ahhah.....well that's all anyway....cya folks....not in a mood to type all the explicit details

Another "eggciting" day....

2005-02-23T22:06:00.000+08:00

well well...wad can i say about this "egg-citing" day....

today was kinda not bad even though i was sleepy most of the time. I was late again for the 3rd consequtive time by taking the same late-bus again. anyway luckily we had assembly in hall so it's kinda okay. They were presenting the GP oral presentation lobster....it was kinda filled with prawns and sharks. Then after all the rubbish we went to GP lecture where our team had debate with another about This House would do without men.

Anyway it was kinda funny coz Isaac actually tried to be hilarious and succeeded. He was also kinda angry at the proposition team. After all the lobster we were the better structured team. so anyway we headed to math and Mr Tam was kinda angry for pple not respecting him...hahah well i'm not i was listening but dunno maybe i did something not that good too...i was designing my name. Then went to break and ate the usual Ji si Mian...i was outta cash coz i paid angeline $2 for the OG box thing and yet still owe her 1.5 bucks, had to reserve 5 deers for dboat farewell party, then i was left with $1. In the end had to lend cash from PL....

Then we went to chem lecture where it was kinda....i have no idea. ( memory loss ) Well all i know i enjoyed BIO LECTURE!! ahah mrs tay was the lecturer so i was energized even though i was sleepy at 1st. Then when she was sking questions she looked for SH, but he wasn't around. Then she came looking for me....haha then she told everyone about the incident that me and TH changed identities....haha great Teacher of humour. I really enjoy her lessons...so fun and energizing.

Anyway we gave Elanor her present of 2 terrapins....and now i owe the pple $1 again...die.....i am poor. Then break and we headed to Phy. It was great too coz MRs chan allowed us to play my discman over the room's speaker!!! alrite..air con, music....everything is he best to do our ws!!! anyway we did a few and then went home, while i went to fountain for dboat farewell party!!!

we handed in the 5 bucks to yang jie and then moved to the condo. Then pizza comes quite fast and we were all eating. 3 pieces and few cups of bundong adn 2 ice cream for 5 bucks....anyway at 1st we had nothing to do. SOme were playing Dai di/bridge, then we sat outside playing dai di. Some xiao zha boh went into the pool to play with water but the security guard stopped them. Then we also threw a senior into the pool!!! mauahah....then some of them went to play the playground but the senoirs were standing on the tall areas and all so the guards came and poured cold water( pls translate to chinese) on us.

Then some were gambling inside the room while i did pull-ups and all. basket my hand blister hurts...hiaz. Anyway then went back to the room and they played this lame card game where the loser drinks a few cups of coke. We were each given a card and we can only show the rest ur card but not knowing your own.then we reveal the cards and see whose card is the smallest in order of Dai Di. Then more people start to join and it was more fun. In the end the security guard came again to pour cold water..sian. So we ended up playing zong ji mi ma. Hahaha they drink 2/5 of a bottle....madness....anyway at least they finished a 1.5 litre coke and another 1/4 left i think....

after that i went back skool and did some work before heading back with xiao min. Hahah in the end i found myself sleeping on the bus and arriving at VS AGAIN.....wow another eggciting adventure of my stupidity...Well at least i had a good nap on the bus. I was amazed at myself...maybe i can just sign up to World guiness record....anyway i fell really tired these days...rach told me my left eye looked red.....true maybe i study too much....=D anyway gtg cya folks

State of Predicament and Dilemma....

2005-02-22T22:07:00.000+08:00

Hmmm well today started as lobsterish as yesterday - i was late by taking the bus that reaches NYJC late. Well blame it on my lazy self, which seems to be in me( and many i believe) for a long long time. Anyway enough of prawns, i was practically in my "sleeping" state the whole time since i worked all nite till 1 plus juz for the bloody Bio project. I could just lie on the floor and sleep till it's Chirstmas.

Started PE with a "friendly" match with 05A7C in frisbee. Actually it was kinda alrite when we felt that this retainee like not happy with us. He keep "cursing" us and say some lobster stuff that only a loser will say. We are the losing team and we arn't complaining, yet they won 2-0 and they are talking rubbish. Well i dun really bother about trash-talkers, coz i'm used to them when i play bball. People keep saying u'll miss the basket, but instead of feeling demoralised i push myself to prove them wrong and get the last laugh. Anyway our CT was kinda angry with them, but hey it;s juz a game and our Star player haven't showed up yet.

well then went to do Gp project with yvette and TH and print some stuff, while i went to GP. In the end got scolded coz some didn't bring the newspaper. Well at 1st i wanted to pon like the rest did, but since i already dissaponted the teacher once i better make-up for my mistakes. In the end it turned out worse. Maybe i shouldn't even go to lesson instead to cause more problems. Well i also learnt that GP is gonna kill me. Political issues which i have no clue about, world events and all the things i have no idea, no interest in....

anyway after GP was lecture of Phy and Math. Hahah we played tic tac toe in math again coz it's boring and i won!!! muahah my 3ple combo render my opponents defence futile!!!! ahhaha....anyway my stomach was calling for food the whole time...hungry coz ate only 2 pieces of kuay thay cause me to have some stomach ache in the morining. Well finally it was common lunch so we ate Ji Si mian as usual, coz it's cheap and nice and most importantly, fulling. Whne i approached Ms Lim to ask whether she has marked my attendance since i was late.

"That one can change later. Chuanchen can u do me a favour?"
"er...sure."
"help me go upstairs take the early leave form from Jun Hao. Thank you. He's outside the staff room."

i ran there and found Jun hao staring blankly. "where's the form?"

"what form?"

Well anyway i took the lift with him and got the early lift form, then ran back to Ms lim and let her sign and ta-dah end of mission. When i got back my noodles was kinda....dry. Well nevermind it's still tastes great. Finally after having our stomachs filled, we went to chan's lesson. AHhaha we made inpromtu speech and lobstered alot even though the information in the sheet was inadequet to make up 8 mins of presentation. As for the QA we had the greatest response. There's this contradiction of the vessles dilating/contracting prawny stuff. In the end we kinda skipped the question, leaving people ( like me) filled with doubts. I was folding paper crane while others presented their project, so in the end sau siong commented on how to get audience engagement. Hiaz another problem of mine - rude.

Then math the same problem. He was going thru questions which i never did and in the end i fell asleep. Problematic man....sian anyway end of lesson i change and prepared for dboat.

Today's dboat was games!!! We did the sual warm up of 2.4km run, then stretch then they briefed us on the games. We played Captain's Ball using Papaya as the ball instead, and we're suppose to play until the whole papaya becomes chunks and gets push-up penalties for dropping the papaya, scoring, intercepting....

ahha in the end my group was clean as the papaya was still quite intact during the whole game. The rest got smeared in papaya juice and all ..ahah what a fun time. In the end they cancelled the penalties and we did Chin-up competiton.
Year 1 VS year 2

ahha we did a total to 192 pull-ups, all the guys added up. I did 13 but 4 didn't count so i got 9 instead. The the seniors had to do 2x ours. In the end they exceeded our 2x record...all the J2 pushed themselves to their limits and everyone enjoyed. After debriefing then we went home. By then about 7 plus gonna 8....

got home sleepy and hungry, and my bro was already talking about the JC/poly wiht my mum. Well after reading today's newspaper i also noticed more students take life sciences in poly than engineering. This means the market gonna be competitive and i doubt there'll be any place for me after i graduate from degree. ( u cannot get anywhere far with diploma)

Well i prayed to my usual Da Bo gong, hoping things will go on smoothly and i hope i can come into a conclusion...that explains my title....well cya folks i feel sleepy from all the thinking.

Decisions have to be made sooner or later

2005-02-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

well pardon me readers, for not updating my blog. It's either i cannot be bothered, too lazy, or cannot be bothered. Not that they arn't any exciting events happening, but well...i have no idea..maybe i just simply dun have the mood in doing certain things at certain times.

Well today is super slack go skool meet with our CT and discuss about the escape theme park thingy. Ms Lim looks kinda angry and dissapointed in us for not responding to her...hiaz well at least afte that not so bad....ended the whole thing at around 8 plus going 9 i think. THen we went break, and it was break FOREVER aka u can juz run outta skool. We wanted to go play bbal, but noticed the DM catching ple already....anyway stayed to talk lobster, play fishing game, dai di and more prawns...looks like a "eventful" day at the seaside with all the sea organisms...

anyway then when we took attendance at 12 plus we were released. Went back to eat CB's cake and all, in the end rach and her friend was over-enthu and cb ran off too fast, leaving me, pl and kev the victims....i got my revenge but made rach's friend's shirt dirty instead, so felt guilty....weird eh doing something "wrong" adn feeling bad even knowing the consequences. Things like this happen to me so often now, which i think i real bad. Something's wrong with me in this new environment, i think i better change or something. Weird....QWWERTY

anyway then play bball and went off to TP to meet with xiao min and her friends...in the end i was the only non-cchs guy there...another "werid" experience. Anyway say the preserved disection of rat, and know some biomed and biotech stuff, and i think the animation at TP kinda cool.

anyway went back and kinda fell asleep in bus and still haven't arrive at my stop. Went back and well...kinda keep thinking of these things. Where to go after o levels....i've been thinking about it since after o levels....deciding...dunno i am filled wiht questions and doubts. Why, how, when....everything....

anyway enough of blogging kinda bored may sleep soon bb

Pigs are flying, Flies are pigging.

2005-02-15T17:23:00.000+08:00

okay i know my title makes absolutely no sense; it's spastic and doesn't even relate to the things happening today. But hey, why bother thinking of a suitable title when what i am writing is kinda senseless too? ahhah well actually i'm more of "lazy-to-think-of-a-title"

anyway, today was sleepy....I stayed up till 1230 plus this morning juz to finish up the OGLs V-day gift. I should have done it earlier rather than to play all day long. I still cannot get a bloody green map card, which made my eyes hurt after long hours of playing. I practically accomplished nothing for the day( usually even if i dun spend my time wisely i still have a sense of achievement of completing a stage in games or something)

well as usual, i was sleep-standing in the bus when Ya Ting aboarded. I was kinda blur then oh....okay, my CT friend. Then i continued sleep-stnading, while she er..i think looking at sceneries? ahhah...anyway i woke up to find myslef somewhere near my sec skool, so i kinda sian started to lobster with her, then sleep, then lobster, then finally, skool. She wasn't sure if we reached the bus stop since she usually took 135, so i started being sarcastic(as usual). Today was my AVA duty too, so my day started off sleepy...

The day's event can be summarised into:
- keep microphone

-Frisbee for pe(basket i sweat...i was trying to keep myself dry)

-Break where i didn;t feel v well after dinking a mixture of lemon barley and milo, so i didn;t eat much. Coz i brought lemon barley drink from my home but w/o ice taste too concentrated, so after drinking milo i added the drink inside...cool. Chicken rice made things worse by tasting like....milo? the "shark's fin" soup was kinda crappy and everything was lobsterish. Maybe it's juz my taste buds after the toxic drink.

-GP ( i slept for a few seconds when the teacher caught me and i had to stand. In the end she apologised instead for making me stand so long..i felt really guilty and wanted to apologise to her for my rudeness, but...hiaz nvm)

-Lectures which was stupid teachings of sec 4 stuff. Ended earlier since J2 had something on at LT4. In the end me, PL, SH and Tze Hau played tic tac toe during the math lecture since no other teacher was around inspecting. Hahah we were all too selfish and busy plotting our own scheme that we forgot PL's scheme. In the end he won twice, then we were all saying we made wrong move. Hhaha..then final round it;s either i win, or SiHan win coz 2 ple need to block my connect 5, but if everyone blocks me it leaves me with blocking only 1 of SH's, so it;s either he win or i win. ahhaha......the part of skool i like most today.

-Gave the cards to respective OGLs during common lunch.

- Since i wasn;t really hungry, me, pl and SH went to classroom with TH. After "summarising" his bio HW(we never do), i connected my discman to the speaker of the classroom and played Jay music!!! alrite!!!! did abit of math, then slept on the tables when the 1st bell rang. For preventive measures, we listened to another 10 mins b4 keeping my discman. We were all lobstering until other pple came and bio lesson starts.

-Bio tutorial where i got caught for "long" hair....i already wanted to trim mine, but new year cannot cut sian....Si Han gave excuse say New year cannot cut ahhha....anyway then they wanted to pon teng math...

-SH, jocelyn, sarah and TH pon teng while the rest headed to math. Ahah had math test..free frag no kick i didn;t do any revising yet correct.

Finally, end of lesson. PL went off alone, while my stomach is growling. Basket should have forced myslef to have heavy breakfast-lunch rather than chicken rice....now i;m hungry i have to eat again. Well ate spaghette which kinda okay, but it's $1.60. Can buy 16 sweets, sell at 20 cents to earn profit, buy more sweets and earn more profits, open a shop and sell EVEN more sweets, earn EVEN more profit and open branches.....=D

then went to take bus when i was staring into space and 135 juz went off!!! in front of me! like OMG.....theni said nvm it's still early, so i waited. In the end 24 came and it even managed to catch up with 135...ahha well went home and ate chicken rice since my dad bought for my maid but she already eaten. AHhah in the end ate 5 times in total!!! Breakfast i ate BAK KUT TEA NOODLE, after PE ate chicken rice, after skool ate Spaghette, reach home CHICKEN RICE again, then dinner gonna have CURRY CHICKEN!!! muahah anyway that's all folks...me sleepy...maybe play KH awhile...

New Year brings back Old Memories

2005-02-10T21:31:00.000+08:00

WARNING! EXTEMELY EXPLICIT CONTENT, so detailed till u may spend too much time reading...READ AT UR OWN RISK

Alrite, i am back from Sungei Renggit. Well i noticed most of it is the same, slight changes here and there. Well i went off to JB with my cousins in his lorry and i sat at the back, where it's 100% ventilated, like a convertable!! cool eh....1st time riding like that, other than the time i was at the back of this van where u sit at the back which is 0% ventilated, but cooling due to Air-con. Really enjoy these special experiences after years of being a passenger in the Mercedes (i'm not rich).

anyway, when i reached there the harbour was different...there was 2, whereby we took the newly renovated one. It looked like Changi Airport; security scanning door and a few policemen patrolling. The place was already kinda flooded as many others wanted to go back to their villages. Well anyway lucklily we managed to grab the last 3 seats for one boat, and after waiting and all we set off towards my "home"!!!! well the boats still remain the same; old and noisy, yet authentic..like something in the past existing in the present. That's y i enjoy every minute of my trip to JB.

well after 40+ mins of travelling and sleeping on the boat, we arrived at the jetty and then proceeded to take the same old cab...ahah i dun expect it to change coz i like the way it is. However i prefer the window panels to be opened rather than air-con, coz the breeze is real strong(u can't open ur eyes fully coz the wind is so strong) and there's FRESH air( yes, fresh = less than 10% exhaust gas, only overgrowth of trees and shrubs).

well we stopped at the usual Shell Station and yay, "home" sweet "home". When i got there, ate the usual famous Laksa, then proceeded to do housechores, like washing the dishes, carrying the tables and cleaning the chairs for the dinner, packing the ice blocks adn getting the shattered pieces into the container for tonite's drinks. Anyway after all that i was bathing in my sweat(as usual) then i bathed and got ready for dinnerSTEAMBOAT!!!. By then my family and xiao shu's already arrived and we continued slacking/working. Then when it was dinner time everyone came and yay, eating time. Our steamboat was super slow fire...we had to cover it and wait for it to boil then get all the food, then add new ones, then colse and wait AGAIN. ahha abit silly, but still fun. Had 3 sets of table, so that the place ain't too squeezy. Hahah as usual i was one of the sole survivors in mt table since i have the largest appitite among the rest of my aunts and cousins on my table. Then second uncle and aunt came to eat and blah blah alot of crap. We also lighted a few FIRECRACKERS. MUAHAHA....s'pore govt is too strict....

anyway since it's kinda noisy and smokey, adults didn't really approve "mass-firecrakering" so we stopped and had nothing to do. played cards and slack and sleep.

Well i woke up the next day at 11 plus...hence i ate breakfast-lunch at the same time eating the same old laksa...nice even after excessive consumtion daily. Well after all the blah blah black wolves, i noticed we are having STEAMBOAT(AGAIN) due to too many leftovers....so well i shift the tables(again) and all then bathed and ate steamboat together(again). Ahhaa not that it's bad, but my uncle keep stuffing me with mroe food (prawns, fishballs...) since i'm the sole survivor...basket i am gonna have high cholestrol level. I'm gonna die soon!!!

then comes the ULITMATE FUN!!!! We were "allowed" to put the firecrakers since my 3rd aunt bought those National Day Fireworks (7 rockets for M$45) and gu-zhang oso bought loads....ahha cool!!!

Me and my cousin was mass-lighting all the firecrackers. Usually we light explosive one by one, but now i try all 5 together then light=5 times the powder!!!! but after that we still have 96 of these....ahha loads. Then we inserted the rocket on the plougher and i was given the "honour" to light the firework. woah everyone was like "wah!!! so nice(in chi). WAH!!! ..."

well then put another and another colourful fireworks, then comes the 7x7 launcher...when i lighted it the whole thing lasted for damm long...each firework flew up the sky for 2-3 sec....everyone went wah, woah....blah blah. Then when it was about to end POLICE came. Wah the rockets were still launching the lsat few then it stopped. He confiscated those expensive fireworks while my cuz hid the whole box and some others aside (the policeman walked towards the other direction so he didn't notice the other box). He was talking in malay and kinda warning my uncles and dad. Meanwhile other families were having fun lighting fireworks. After lobstering he went off with the stuff and we were all kinda "laughing" coz 3rd aunt already told xiao gu(small aunt) to keep the firecrakers but she was too bz looking at all the animations...ahha well no one fault lar....it's impt to have fun though....so smile. The world is never fair and i learned that long time ago. After he went off we all "guai guai" then watch TV and all, while others still continue to light more magnificent fireworks...

anyway ain't so bad we managed to find the mahjong case and played mahjong...win and lose here and there, so end up paying. In the end slept at 1 plus and had to wake up early in the morning to go back s'pore. After all the blah blah black wolves, went off and got ourselves trapped in a jam at the causeway. After 1.5 hrs of jam and buttering, went to bai nian at da gu's place and followed by er gu....wah whole day outside never have a good rest. Worse is i had STEAMBOAT AGAIN at da gu's house as lunch...cool.

well that's more or less..kinda loss contact witht he things happening today when i'm doing the things the day after that....i took 2 days to complete this crazy post....readers muzt take care of ur eyes.

NEW YEAR arrives; some things change, some things remain the same

2005-02-07T22:45:00.000+08:00

Well after a work-out with my dad to the Shop n Save nearby to get Abalone, new year titbits and all, i'm back. I wanted to blog yesterday about the "interesting" events and all that's worth blogging, but well sis was using the com, so i had to compromise and hence turned in early. When i wanted to blog about yesterday's incident and make it sound like that day's event, i realised it's gonna be kinda pointless. Events that happen yesterday cannot be expressed today, coz it will never be the same. so...hahah i sound serious at the 1st paragraph, but dun worry my loyal Readers, for i will make ur time worthwhile!!! Here comes the entertainment. =D

okie today everyone had a holiday mood...anticipating to pon teng lessons and all. The CT bought 2-4-1 pizza....everyone except Issac paid $3 (more or less) for the pizza, when i noticed most of them ate only 1-2 pieces of the pizza...woah like...pizza made of gold eh...In the 1st place i wasn't hungry so i didn't give Qing wen my portion, but they lack $4...with 4 bucks i can buy 2 bowls of ji si mian plus extra cash to SAVE, or 4 ice cream, or even 40 sweets enough to kill a pig.

so anyway after 10 pull-ups(yeah finally broke my record yesterday and continured today) Tze Hau aked me to take a piece of the pizze despite me being a free-loader. I rejected several times, but hiaz since Tze hau insisted i had no choice. In the end i returned Qing wen 2 deers but she said she dunno wad to do with the money so i keep. ahhaha.

anyway then it was boring GP which i slept and then the lesson of the day i looked forward to - MRS CINDY TAY BIO PRACTICAL!!! whoo-hooh time to get my brain working for all the phrases she said the past few lessons and learn more cool things she say.

Today did kinda alot of drawing and all...ahha when she was returning the previous pract. i was graded GOOD! mauahah i am amused...well i shall work harder next time!!! i shall perfect the drawing technique itill she has nothing to say about my work!!!! She oso said my chloropplasts were fine, which others came to me to ask how i drew the bloody chloroplasts....hahaha anyway my phone rang when i was still drawing. Then after lesson i was told my mum want me go Novena sq to buy jeans at 1730, but i was tired and wanted to play KH, so i told my mum and went home. Hahah xiao min's bag ain't so bad after all...she was saying the color is....odd.

Anyway got home, play KH and all, then when i was gonna clean the fish tank my maid didn't completely prepare the things, so what can i say? Waste my effort and time...well continue playing and all, then eat blah blah black wolf. Arm still aches after the 4 sets of 30 push-ups (slow-mo version, spider and diamond version) during dboat yesterday...ahhha. gotta pack my stuff and go off to M'sia so bye!!! Hahha one of the decisions y i had to blog today.hmmm i oso noticed 51 is kinda fast from Hougang interchange to the market outside my estate...hahha =)

More adventure awaits!!!

2005-02-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

well most J1s would be asleep at this hour, but me, i blog. hahha instead of completing tonnes of unfinished homework i chose to blog...

Back to the topic, i was lucky i didn't miss that bus again like yesterday...well then realised Ya Ting was taking the same bus as i was, juz that she changed her usual Paya Lebar sec uniform to NYJC old unifrom...hahah retainee.

anyway today was kinda long day, but come to think of it, it's a relaxing day too. Tze Hau told me it's only 1 tutorial, 3 lectures...breaks here and there. But during morning assembly they announced no CT=no lim jong yann...hahah gonna have some JC talk.The period everyone looked forward to is cancelled...hahah. Actually i find the talk good....it made me consider many other roads after O level....hmmm still thinking....

then coz jong yann say cancell chinese to do CNY deco., but only her class...then so after the talk we did some deco while i slept, then during OUR chi lesson mervyn help to propose to the chinese teacher that we have to finish the CNY deco, so well he was kind enough to left us have 2.5 hr break!!! i was slacking and doing nothing all the while..ahahha. Anyway then Tze Hau proposed to jong yann about his new idea on the CNY deco, then we worked on it...ahha i was drawing mortal-combat-look-alike dragon for the 12 sided oragami, then the snake that i copied from the CNY cuttings. Tze Hau drew a distorted-egg-like snake which then i changed, then he drew the rabbit that looks like playboy sign...lol. SiHan drew a CAT whihc was suppose to be a tiger and then oso drew a goat that looks like a satanic cow....ahha we were all laughing our heads off. PL drew mickey mouse as the mouse, then a horse that sihan say looks like labador retriver...lol....then we were playing witht he 12-sided 3-D polygon that which side represents the thrower...then the rabbit=playboy, the goat=satanic and alot other lame stuff...ahha laughing thru the whole thing.

then it was time for Phy pract.Basket the needle poke my thumb so deep that it bled...ahha blood donation. Then i was kinda fed-up repeating the stupid experiment due to some errors...hiaz then comes the most irritation part...the equation y=mx+c...i was trying to figure that till the paper was gonna tear apart due to excessive rubbing...then when i realised it's so bloody easy...am i stupid or stupid...i was like"!@#$%^%$#@" ahha then Si han and Zeng Siong were lazy and felt like giving up..ahha PL's acceleration due to gravity was 3000+...ahhah i cannot be bothered with a perfect line so i took the long 1/2 metre rule and drew the line, when it accidentally made 2 lines...i erased(again) and redrew(again) and anyhow make it look like a line...in the end my G=9.5!!!! muahaha...great sense of achievement.

anyway then i went to library to get the OG shirt from xiao min, then kelvin left and WX came...then i was hungry so i left to grab some maggie mee in the canteen while i deliver PL his shirt...anyway not so bad looks cool(maybe coz my design is inside) Qing wen, yvette and wad's-her-name, PL and sam was there. I told sam i'll pay him later and blah blah black wolf, we lobstered alot. TH came too and was forced to treat the girls...ahha luckily i am poor. Blessing in Disguise.

anyway then went back to get my bag, then lobstered while xiao min do her work, then help abit in Ct and i go around looking at all the deco...cool. Liven up the whole skool with CNY spirit. The pegasus wasn't so bad....looks real nice now...anyway went back at 8 plus and reached home at 9..like OMG 1st time so late...well at least i clarified some chem with MR ong...met the PE teacher on the way home...ahha then say Chi Xiong, shu xian and gang...ahha then i took bus and slept on the bus. Luckily i woke up in time...

back home after eating and bathing, it was fruits...the mango phobia rises.

"what's worse than finding 1 worm in the mango?"

"1/2 a worm...."

ahha my bro was saying that yesterday to my maid which caused her to lose her appetite. Today no worm, but black spolit areas whihc i accidentally bit on...haha cool. then my bro said," MERCY! trying to poison my brother issit? ahhaha" he was laughing off his head...ahhah. Then watched a documentary on the poor turtle facing pollution...hiaz....

anyway then drank Yakult then drank tea. i was playing game and my sis helped me take another cup(my mum's tea) for me when i haven't drank finish my own. So i happilty drank both cups when i realised i had to finish both cups....woah real cool....now i feel real awake....Tie Guan ying tea rocks..ahhah

well anyway damm late, mum want me sleep early, so ciao.

chiong ar

2005-02-01T22:20:00.000+08:00

okie i have to chiing coz i am sleepy....ahhaha. Morning assembly had AVA...wah 1st time never slack had to keep the mike stand...hahah well still not so bad though..slack CCA for a slack person. Then PE oso SLACK play frisbee the match...hahah me and pl training curve passing....blah blah black wolf.

today slack lesson and lecture. Not listening to stupid tutorial coz i haven't done loads of hw and if i listen i would be overdepent on the ans. anyway wah damm hungry today only have common lunch as the only break of the day so i told the Oishii auntie to add loads of rice....hahha nice auntie....next time i shall buy from there for the week. ahhaha

anyway then after skool go study with xiao min and then others came along too, like meng yeow, cb, wx who wanted to play the piano but there's none not in use...raymond asked me some math work too...ahha and i was still stuck at the same qn....anyway then go dboat!!!

whoo-hooh ran around the outermost track for 4-5 rounds at a damm fast pace....wah fun...anyway cool down and did 3 sets of 30 push ups....sioa that one tiring...then they let us rest then chiong circuits...wah damm hiong 3 sets of 30 push ups station, crutches, dips, and some thingy. then they slowly change do 15 normal push ups, 15 tiger/diamond/spider, and crutches change to do some 45-degree-lift-legs-and count-to-3-sec-thingy and then change to some V-shape stance thingy...wah quite tiring too...moreover we were rushing to each station..muz be faster than the senior at the back to avoid punishments. I was running at a fast but small-stepped pace and kinda got used to it...anyway sometimes i couldn't catch my breath...cool.Some slacker exercise like that admiral( i think...someting that u do in push-up position and change the leg position frontwards and backwards) too in the circuit.

Then rest and do 3 sets of 6 pull ups...ahha luckily rotate otherwise i sure die....not so bad completed all expect the last one my chin not all the way up coz bicep tired....anywya then rest, warm down and senoirs intro and all and finally DISMISS!!!!

went back and find kelvin and the hardworking xiao min, when i changed to uniform and all b4 lobstering with kelvin..ahhaha then went back home!!! super hungry and sleepy....that's all folks....

sleepy day...

2005-01-31T21:37:00.000+08:00

wah today woke up late due to me turning in late last nite at around 12. Well after past experiences i know taking 135 would not help me much in arriving to skool any earlier, so i headed for the usual further bus stop....luckily the bus came kinda early so i reached there juz in time when the national anthem started as i entered the gate.

Well anyway headed to the respective rows and blah blah boring lessons. I never had the time to do any hw...bio, chem, phy, GP, math...5 out of 6 of my subs that i take are left incompleted or untouched...hiaz well anyway today started with chem and got this test...siao one abit odd...anyway sure die, then comes phy test....ahha that one kinda easy no need use notes one....After that we were asking mrs chan about the kinematics...ahha she thought we so hardworking when it's the fact that we were punished...ahhah anyway she's really a nice teacher....glad to have her as my phy tutor. The chem guy not bad too. Then GP since 1 member of our grp was absent we did not present our work today, but doom shall arrive tomorrow...haha the presentation was lame....Issac's one was hypnotising...ahhaha Tze Hau said he probably wrote the SARS introduction by himslef without research...anyway then math and comes my FAV LESSON BIO PRACT!!!!

muahah CINDY TAY the zai kia teacher....wah she's super picky and strict that i always looked forward to her lessons to overcome that gruelling 2hr practical. Hahaha i still can imitate her tone and the words she spoke last lesson....lol makes me laugh ...anyway today she not so bad only comment on me 2 things...ahah nice teacher too =P...

anyyway since i wanted to finish up my work asap i stayed back in skool to do the work with xiao min and the rest...ahha in the end only did 4 qn then help out in pegausu making....stupid i wasted my time there contibution spiritually....hiaz went home tired and hungry....basket next time i make sure i finish something....

well i sleepy liao...woah 10 and i'm already tired...muz rest for tomorrow's dboat...my blog is getting more and more plain and boring eh.... pls dun hesitate to comment on the posts thank you!!!

slack day filled with adventure!

2005-01-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

ahah well after slacking yesterday today is chiong day!!! i was preparing to go dboat when i had to pack the room to shift my bed to the com room and all...i was bathing in sweat and it interupted me playing KH. Anyway after all that i bathed and went to take bus, when 33 juz left!!! basket i have to wait longer for the next bus interval...anyway i shall be patient and play five stones(some hp game) while i wait for the bus to arrive. Luckily i wasn't late for dboat when i reached there.

At 1st i was all pumped up and prepared to take on the challenges i would face after that, when i noticed there wasn't any seniors, only a strict TIC...well we were doing the usual warm up( tortoise speed jogging with the teacher riding bicycle behind us, then we did 50% less warm-up exercises...ahha slack too much)

then the teacher was saying that we proceed for 10 mins break before heading for land rowing. Wow, my 1st time hearing 10 mins break for dboat...usually my shift onyl had 5mins, 20 sec, 3 mins....never 10....well we took the life vests and rowing oars and slacked while waiting time to pass....this is too slack. Probably one of the reasons why i dun feel like going for dboat yesterday...

anyway i was kinda amazed that the co-ordination of the dboat rowing wasn't so bad...in fact the seniors praised us...woah cool. Slack but co-ordinated...not bad. Well at 1st my right rowing arm was kinda strained...i have no idea why it was tired...so i made major splashing....ahhah then after changing position it was better...well we corrected our techniques and continued rowing b4 headin for land...woah we heard the 3rd shift getting tortured...shouting their lungs out and all. Maybe coz the teachers and seniors are all outta water and kinda in a hurry o go home so vent their anger on them...

well after that we do the usual 10 sets of 10...slack again...but since the 1st set we never shout loud enough so had to re-do, but anyway slack...last one did spider...ahha slack oso no kick i hate tiger position that uses the tricep instead...well when doing sit ups i saw a crow's nest crowded with 3-4 parent crows...ahha so cool...i enjoyed today's training.

well then since i promised xiao min to go eat after my training, so i headed to Hougang...basket in the end i took from lavender to khatib....like where on almighty earth is Khatib!?!?? nvm luckily i stop and took the round about to dhoby ghaut and change to NE line...ahha by then i reach Hougang mall juz nice xiao min start her break....well anyway went to get some food and eat and blah blah blackwolves. What really astonished me was that i saw mr lee the chem lab assistant in my sec skool...ahaha cool old guy i use to get scolded for mixing the chemicals...such a small world...anyway we then return to Popular and went to check out comics...wah Pokemon so far liao i nevr update....but the chinese comic i want wasn't there yet so...anyway headed back home for dinner and rest.

anyway now i feel more secured to have y bed beside the com..ahah alrite my OWN ROOM!! sense of belonging...anyway it's damm late, i have chem, bio, phy and math hw not done yet...anyhow lar....i gonna sleep after my blogging aka NOW!!!! cya

Dboat-less day wasn't so bad....

2005-01-29T22:53:00.000+08:00

ALRITE!!! finally can have a good nite's rest coz no dboat as J2 had to collect newspaper for CIP....I finally had the chance to watch Pokemon on Sat!!! alrite it really made me start my day well...ahahah siao one....

anyway kevin msg me at 1 plus am that he wanna go to the shirt printing shops to check ou the prices and all...so well we met at 1130 plus at the mrt b4 heading to this ULU light industral building...wah we thought it;s so "advanced" they dun even have any lift, then finally found one...the life was odd lor...got one pole in the centre blocking the way...odd and eerie....

anyway the uncle said it costs $21 and all...kinda ex...so explained to sam and kev went to meet his friends while i go home to eat lunch, then later meet up with xiao min, angeline, sam at novena for another shop there. In the end coz li min still on bus, angel not there, so i and sam went to the shop....wah 35 deers...siao one....so we went to long john to discuss and wait for the rest. Well anyway i called up the rest and finally found a $8 one!!! like cool bloody cheap!!! we confrim go there liao...so asked the details and all then we proceeded to there and kev was bz playing pool and k box with his friends...

well after loads of lobstering and waiting for kev the NETS-card-guy( sam say he owns 5 plantations in indonesia so 100 bucks is peanuts hahaha....jking ar kev) to come and give the deposit, we finally clinched the deal....haha still have something to confirm and all...then we went off and headed towards the hawker centre to eat...sam was super hungry and xiao min was saying hungry while we walked there...after eating Kev need to get boxes for shifting his properties to the new house...so we went Box-hunting....

he actually made this nice shoplady to take out the stock and let him use the boxes!!! kev and everyone felt kinda guilty so he bought mentos and i thanked the auntie b4 heading off for more boxes and went to take bus home. Hahah kev took taxi back but we took too long to decide whether to "long bang" the taxi so jeff took mrt and me, sam and xiao min take 100 b4 changing to go marine parade. Luckily i remembered 13 went to the library so me and li min headed there...was suppose to do HW but so late liao i met up with JD and did few qn at mac b4 going back home to eat....ahha next time must study earlier then no need go home too late make mum worry...ahaha

anyway late liao tomorrow still got dboat...dunno y dun feel like going sea training for the 1st time....hahah

Wah bloody tired!!!!

2005-01-24T22:12:00.000+08:00

It seems to me that even after countless training of dragonboat, my day never seems so tiring before....was it because i didn't have enough sleep, or that my day was packed but not strenuous.....

well anyway today i started my day moderately well coz i had a great breakfast...Cheese omelete with Bak Kwa sandwich....wah mouth-watering, finger-licking good ... hahah then i headed to the grandstand and blah blah black wolf uneccessary talk about joining the red pill of morpheus lobster real world....

The whole time i was feeling tired and sleepy,as if i slept at 4 last nite. Lectures, tutorials, all along i was 3/4 awake... Thankfully there's breaks for lunch and all...ahha that old math teacher never come for out tutorial so we had early dismissal for lunch...muahhah....we were "teasing" on isaac, this poor monfort guy who uses power ranger pencilbox, wears strap-on bata shoes, and came from the "Spike Nerd Gang"....hahah sad guy most of my friends were making fun of him on his weird nature of loving to read books and his idol was some professor....I'd feel alienated if i were him....

During GP coz of insufficient tables our group went to the tabels outside the office to discuss about the OP...boring lobsters i knew no one would be interested other than JB girl, isaac and some other enthu pple....ahha we were slcking outside and went to library to do some research, when i wandered off by myself to see if there's anyone i know around...in the end i saw chun boon and we discussed about the OG shirt design. To my amazement i saw jian yuan and the other MSHS retainee!!!! lol they were sec 4 this year coz they retained in sec 3. crashers...cool pple...anyway after that i couldn't find any of my members so i thought i got pang say-ed, hence i resorted to going back to class...ahhah they weren't there at all so i was "spying" on PL's group...ahhah we 5 guys like to talk loads of prawns....laugh like some maniac...

then comes the bio pract...ahah i love the teacher Mrs Cindy Tay!!! She's some super strict person whom keeps erasing our cell drawings again and again, wanting us to fufil her criteria of a proper ddrawing...ahha spent the whole 1 hr 50 mins on draing 3 palisade mesophyll cells, 10 mins on intro....some more time extension....cool teacher....i shall look forward to every bio pract!!! muahhaha...after her lesson ur finger muscles sure develop from all the erasing and drawing!!!

then now pl and me went to support rach..saw kevin on the way there too and we were doing nothing at 1st, only angeline and raymund were enthusiastically helping....then i call home to confrim that i not going out to dinner(no cash liao sorrie leh...everyday bday and outing can die one) and when i was gonna help li min called...ahhah she's the real shen....support rachel siritually at home..i was thinking y am i here when i can be at home sleeping or playing KH....but nvm rach needs my continuous mental support or she couldn't have accomplished so much =D

they were bz smelling glue and waiting for the glue to dry up while i toured the entire skool compound...saw MoMo who was oso pegasus!!! haha he juz finished 20 rounds....siao one 8 km run....shen...i see gods everywhere...The chem and math shen Kevin, Phone shen li min, running shen MoMo(he is shen of all shen lar....)...all the shen....very scarded hahaha...

anyway after that i did 9 pull ups and then went off with the rest while i wait for 135....basket i was sure of the direction it took before resting my tired eyes and hungry stomach....when i woke up i was HUH?!?!? where on almight earth am i? I was not really lost as i knew i was somewhere near kallang, but i never seen 135 going to Kallang!!! OMG another wrong bus!!! i waited for the suitable bus stop that i usually drop after my dboat sea training and waited for the bus to arrive, when the uncle told me i was in the wrong direction and had to take the opposite side one...luckily i asked b4 boarding....it was already 2011....i was tired, hungry, sleepy, tired.....basket the opposite stop was bloody far too, plus i cant jay walk due to the fences and trees...so in the end i resorted to MRT!!!

so tired and fed-up, i reached home...no point crying over spilt coffee. Cold dinner never tasted so nice...i was damm hungry until anything i ate tasted great...ahhh nice food!!! ahhaha well kinda late and all, so now gotta get my rest as i gaze upon my stupidity one again....everyday a different experience....who knows where i'll end up next on the wrong bus?

Sense of achievement? Maybe....

2005-01-23T22:24:00.000+08:00

well well....today was kinda cool. Ate the Kuae Chap for breakfast then slowly packed all my dboat stuff and started playing KH...completed Aladin , thus having my "1st sense of achievement" of the day.

Then after sis finished her usual LONG bath, dad fetched us( never eat lunch since we had to leave early)...woah i was early for dboat which was good. Those who came late 5 mins have to cause the whole team to do 20 push-ups/min late. So that's 100. yay.

Well luckily never do immediately, so we went thru our usual warm up of running 1st, then stretching and push ups(3 sets of 30=90). The coach was saying only warm up no need push-ups...but well still do..then stradel jump adn practice of the rowing strokes....then BOATING TIME!!! whooo-hooh! I sat beside the TIC(teacher-in-charge who was scolding the ppls who were late) and he's not as scary as it seems lar...Then our co-ordination was crappy. I saw a number of knocks due to some blur kings not looking at the pacers in the front. I have to agree i was kinda clumsy too, but not as much as some "idiots". They really splashed water till my specs were blur. Not that i am pro and dun make mistakes, juz that when i noticed the guy who was in front of me yesterday made my sleeve all drenched, today made another unlucky fella drenched at his sleeves... They really sail for the sake of sailing and don't want to row the boat properly, causing our senoir-senior^??(grad from NYJC at 1999) some unsatisfaction...hiaz...i really want to row the boat so got kinda agitated by them, but i tried to change my mood so in the end tired to motivate them instead...not bad even though the problem still persists, i feel much better.

Well then got on shore and chiong PT....ahah now better 10 sets of 10 push-ups, crutches and dorsal raise. And this time i felt different, like i am filled with energy and no longer tired....i completed the whole 10 sets properly....woah muz be cause the IC was our own J1 so he understand the level of fitness we are. Yay it never felt so great motivating hose who are not as physically inclined and oso makes me feel more energized...power of team work, or another "sense of achievement"....

Anyway then comes the "punishment"....at 1st the TIC said do 100, then gave us chance do 2 sets....i was wah so kind?!?! then horror comes...he wants us to hold the positions (eg when do push-up when u go down u stay down, until he ordered us to raise)...like WTH!!! chiong leh....damm siao...then in order to not see us "cheating" we had to take off our clothes....wah some had 8 packs!!! mine was covered by a layer of adipose tissue...=(....anyway the only gal in our team when to canoe with her ex. skool or something....haha dun expect her to take off the shirt too (dun think dirty!!!)

wah damm siao i did it properly only for 6 push-ups...then die liao abit "cheat" but still tiring...even the senior doing with us has his arms trembling...but he motivated me so i got back for awhile but died soon....ahhaha. Then the last dorsal raise, we kept our position and he wanted us to sing the skool song. Hahah i not sure of the lyrics so only one guy sing damm loud and i juz anyhow hum and follow...so fun!!!! haha was smelly and sweaty and filled with sand after that....then went to bathe and headed for home...i was thiking maybe go eat at li min's working place for fun, but then gotta celebrate dad's bday so kinda rush...sorrie next time i promise!!! 3rd one ar!!!

anyway i bought Qing Tang and headed home to make myslef bread with Bak Kwa and breakfast leftovers....wah damm hungry after all the training....then went with my bro to buy more Neon tetras to liven up the aquarium. I noticed that the aquarium never looked so beautiful...eitehr maybe i never decorated any of my tanks, or it's juz my sense of achievement of all the effort put in....it felt great...

Then brought my dog out for her walk then bathed and went to eat Seafood at 小红楼 at east coast...haha coz of the tsunami incident so not many customers...well hasd some family talk and all....hmmm it seems things have changed abit after my grandma went to a better place....hiaz my ah gong became abit pessimistic(like me...dunno y the way he say sounds....dunno...ahah) well i think no matter wad, juz let things be the way they are and respect other pple's opinions....blah blah talking crap that no one wants to see....anyway oso talked about driving test of my sis's bf and that we are musically inclined...woah runs in the family =)....

anyway got home and now time to sleep and prepare for tomorrow....bye peeps...i'll add more colours and pics when i can...

Chao Dah!!!

2005-01-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

okie i anyhow chiong liao....12 and tomorrow still got sea training....

woke up at 8 to slowly prepare myself b4 dad fetches me to kallange sea sports centre...ahah Slow and Steady Wins the Race®™ after all...anyway i thought i was early when quite a few pple there liao....then go run around less than 3 km( like not tiring....abit sleepy) then do stretching and 40 push ups as a warm up...then go row boat!!!! but this time only row one side so only train my left arm....later uneven so tomorrow change....=) haha still the same know alot more about co-ordination and proper rowing...

well got back and chiong 120 push-ups, 90 crutches and dorsal raise....wah as usual i do 10+ push ups already start to do the 1/2 version....basket damm tired....well due to motivation adn all i get better....senior senior told us that motivation comes from the heart and it really helps the rest...some are fit and some are not, but he wants us to be all the same, work as team and everything....so really can understand co-ordination damm impt....

anyway bathed and got to marina bay mrt....basket my MP3 player no batt cannot entertain myslef...so sian....well reach there saw angeline and kevin, then peng loong was there, then we WAIT AND WAIT for the "early" pple to reach there 30 mins late.....i was going to toilet to fill up my bottle(dun think dirty) when i was "followed"...ahahah jking....well the toilet was the portable one so sucks....so we took the escalator back...ahah like playing with the escalator...so fun!

anyway then all came and took 400..the uncle so good wait for us slowly walk there....Slow and Steady Wins the Race®™ ahhaa....okay okay i shall stop the lobsters....well then head to some place to get kites...$1.50 and $2.50 for kite and string respectively..wah like wanna cheat money like that...basket....then i go eat with jeff and dean....since the rest eaten lunch...then go FLY KITE!!!

siao man the sun like bbq us...roasting pigs.....i was bathing in my sweat(as usual) and kevin was runing like a mad kid trying to get the kite up but failed....he got tired and i took over...at 1st kinda high, then slowly drop...stupid no wind one...then li min come help me fly kite, but i still noob so fail all the time....then i ask some pro uncle to help since li min wanted to fly the kite so much....ahha then he taught us and wah-lah!!! ahah damm high to the sky!!!!then i went to rest and some others went to play soccer....bei jia and jeff went to get drinks and i play soccer when we got scolded for not reading the "no playing" sign....sian so continued kite-flying...peng loong's kite was kinda....like everyone's else...we are noobs after all...daryl and chun boon drink water and slacking about....ahah poor li min i "made" her stand under the scorching sun when i stay down there in the shade trying to get the stupid kite....sorrie leh...i feel so guilty now...

well then the successful kite was tied to the tree, when bei jiz say later bird cannot see then die, or plane crash....all sorts of rubbish so they cut and "freed" the kite....then sma started humming nah-mo-ohmi-tuo-fou.....hahah at 1st was marikita..all hyper liao....anyway then i go get 20 cents ice cubes...sian one so ex...ice only....anyway then go arcade....

we played PARAPARA!!! ahha angeline was the shen, then sam pro, kevin oso not bad...haha i 1st time play lose,t ehn always get C....everyone had a try....oso play daytona....then i waste $1 on the guitar one...siao i chose wrong song the song damm fast....then they play drum and in the end everyone became "musicians and dancers"...

well after that kinda late so went home eat while the rest went to eat ljs at PS....at hime eat rocks!! BBQ chicken, fish, vege, soup!!!! wah feast!!! got grapes and ayapap too! well kinda late now...bb

i think i really kinda like dboat....but kinda tiring....

2005-01-18T22:00:00.000+08:00

well today coz got duty so had to wake up early 0550...in the end even though i got prepared and reached the bus stop early, 24 didn't arrive...after the mass changeing of buses in the end, i still got on the bus 24 that i took ususlly...so moral of this lobster is dun bother waking up early....

anyway AVA is confim my 2nd CCA coz it's so slack..morning assembly wait at control room, press play for marikita, then stop, then can sit down when everyone's standing...muahha i love slacking!!!!anyway after that is pe...ran er...i not sure how many round..i think 12x400m coz i see the pple stop means i am 1 round slower ususally...yar so anyway i took height and weight...muhaha i 174!!! i grew 1.5cm!!! and i am 59 kg....okie not so bad....then went off for short break then change and go lessons....kinda sian but okay for some tutorials...then got lecture too....kevin and i finished binomial expansion liao when lecturer still at 3.1...ahhah

then wait at library with raymund for our CCA....woohooh 430 the warm up is 6x400m rounds....at 1st scare me 6 rounds on outer lane!??! that is more than 6!! somemore i blister!!! luckily i think we ran 5..so make up more or less 6...then warm down...stretch...then do some "fun" and sadistic set....called 4321....

It's SPRINT 400m, then rest, then 300m , then rest and so on for 2 sets....so 2km in total...at 1st i was calculating the dist...not bad...but then wad made the diff. is that we are SPRINTING....like wth...1st 400 i was chionging then slow down after 1/2 round...then rest less tahn a mintue chiong for next....no time to catch a proper breath...blisters killing my left foot too....anyway after both sets rest and prepare for next hell.

wah then at 1st they say do 30, but if can 40 push ups, 30 crutches, 30 dorsal raise...then i was thinking is that 3 sets, or that's one set....coz if it's one set we're gonna do 3 sets of that which is equivalent to 120 pumping, 90 crutches and dorsal raise...and indeed it's the more difficult one....well i was dying with the pumpings, but the rest was okay.....need to train my push-ups...Then at the last set, they wanted to do diamond...like woah..cool, my arms are dead and more stuff!!! alrite!!! i did 1, then i went thru system breakdown of arm...ahah so juz slack and stable myself in push-up position. by the way btw last 2 sets we were "trapped" in this position for a long time b4 continuing for the next push up, so yar it's really cool....

anyway i finally understood the meaning of dboat...it makes use of teamspirit...u really can feel the encouragement and all to do along with the rest....with that one can excel and penetrate thru the impossible barrier....well i still suck at pumping and running....have to train if i can....

then got home tired and all, ate and the ceremony begins!!! The official opening of the new aquarium my bro and i set up for the neon tetras!!! the "gunie pigs" aka sailfin mollies were taken out after given 1 day test of water condition, then i put it into hell(food for my clown knifefish) adn released the trtras...ahha they look like dwarfs in the large tank....anyway they look happy!!! anyway cya gtg sleep...tired.....

alrite DBOAT ROCKS!!!

2005-01-16T22:45:00.000+08:00

okay now late muz chiong.....gogogo

wake up ate breakfast and wait for dad to fetch me to Kallang sea sports centre...at 1st kinda blur then he know liao then i was 2 mins" late" since they want us get there 10 mins earlier...1152 not bad lar....anyway i was wearing the TYR sea-wear shoes. Then meet up and they started practising the rowing on land....then after few mins then rest then get the boat on water....then got on it and whooo-hoooohh....taste the salty sea water and sea breeze and cooling water!!! alrite kinda tiring for my arms and June aka "fierce" instructor yesterday turned out not so bad lar....he was kinda funny senoir anyway...yesterday scare us....anyway have to co-ordinate and all to make sure we win....wah a buch of fit and vvv well coordinated pple swam past....siao man damm zai....the paddel action adn angel all same.....they look the same too...clones.....scary siah

anyway after all the crap they want us do 4 sets...so not so bad the senoir is nice guy, then some TIC came and say do 10....siao one we all shagged liao still do 10?!?! nvm we still do....i doing 30 push up already dead...my tailbone pain even though i can do sit ups coz stomach muscle not pain...shit more i do more pain...need cushion for my tailbone....anyway luckily he see we dying he change do 8 sets....so well after that got dismissed....then bathed and went with Kenneth my dboat partner to take bus he go take mrt....then got home was damm hungry ate noodles and congee....wah then my bro want to arragne the aquarium for the neon tetras...well i had to do that sooner or later....so well i decided to decorate and do everything with him..

finally my masterpiece done and wait for the particles to settle then tomorrow we put the fishes in together as a celebration!!! hurray such a great sense of achievement....then had to chiong tutorial work and was stunned by bio ws....then the more i checked online on the systematic,the more interested i am in it....reading small font websites with rarely any pics was never so interesting....hmmm maybe i found the light after the end of the tunnel? not sure....well damm tired and have to rest for letucre tomorrow....cya

alrite slack sleepy day....

2005-01-15T20:06:00.000+08:00

well today was suppose to wake up at 8 and prepare everything to reach skol by 9 for AVA meeting...ahhah in the end i woke up, sleep and my maid came to wake me up AGAIN at 830....i was like OMG.WTH....i chiong and packed my bag and all and sped off to the bus stop without my precious, revitalising BREAKFAST....luckily i grabbed a chewing gum....i made mass switching of bus...took 28 first then i noticed 76 behind, so i changed. Then stopped to wait for either 24, 22 or any familiar buses that reach NYJC. Then 53 came 1st..,..hmmm looks familiar, so i asked the bus auntie....ahah she looked abit unsure but still said that it reaches NYJC. Wah then the same phobia arose....the road looks...sooo....unfamiliar...

i approached the nice auntie to comfirm , then she said she u sure as she always see NYJCians dropping at that stop....well luckily after some turns and twists the bus came to a familiar junction...Lor Chuan...yup so i thanked the auntie and left in a hurry to the hall. When i reach there i saw Joshua and Lap Yip and another 4D MSHS....ahha then i saw the familiar faces of OG 26 members(rach, kev, angeline). Then i wrote down my particulars, intro and all the blah blah black wolves...

Then we toured and played with all the AVA buttons of lightings...muahah so fun...then damm early got debrief and release at 11 plus....then went with rach to j8 eat lunch...wah bloody hell cannot find yoshinoya like some maze waste my time...then when i found it the pretty counter gal rejected my offer of "student's meal" as it wasn't available in weekends....wah then i so sian have to wast my precious $$$ on a bowl of pathetic stuff...luckily i took 6 straws...basket next time make sure yoshinoya pay back me by making a loss in straw expense....4.80 bucks leh...all my deers in the wallet ran off....it felt so light after that....

anyway then i got a copy of Today and was reading and waiting for the boss aka rach to find her ez-link card lost admist her bag....well i'm a patient guy so nvm, i dun complain anyway....then we were suppose to go dboat sea training but i got pang say...ahah nah she got headache and earache so she went to tell the dboat senoir and went off to dhoby ghaut to meet with sam and co. Wah in the train oso met Shi Jun...such coincidence....well had some talk and i was told he going to K box in china town with chi xiong and eric and all...well then i say bye to both of them and dropped at city hall and changed to EW to lavendar....then i noticed some J1 too...

Well we met with some senoirs and went off to the training place...we reach there everone was there liao and some of the late pple didn't even register ( like me =D) anyway we registered and did another head count and all...made friends with this fit person Kenneth....we 1st did running wah start already so fast i cannot catch up with most of them so i was at the 3/4 but still never stop juz keep running...then rach this turn about point and do stretch and warm up...then go back to the same place where we started off....

The trip back they all run so slow i had to overtake all until i reach the 1st portion...sheesh i almost feel asleep running....damm sleepy...then suddenly my stamina ran out quickly prob coz i started too fast but never keep up due to slow pple....so i slowed down and joined the middle portion...then they want to meet at the air con room...siao so small want us to squeeze so many pple!?!? the room form air con to no air-con and it was damm stuffy i was sweating there.....the coach was some old person which taught NYJC for 23 years in canoeing and dboat...he like some...jiko peh...dunno lar but like to talk lobster and sometimes reasonable stuff if u really wanna listen....nice old chap lar....

then we told us to 100 push up, sit up, dorsal rise. Wah at 1st everyone was like WTH...100?!?!? then well we started off with 4 sets...10 of each...i did 20 push up was already killing my aching triceps...then my partner still do...then the rest was okay....no kick actually....so after that we rest for a while and then this overly-built senoir-senoir came to continue the remaining 6 sets....wah hiong lor i already stopped doin another few push ups still want me kill my triceps?!?!? this siao zha boh senoir-senoir oso came like some tiger killing the pig outta us.

"wad's so funny? u think this is funny? wipe that smile off ur face!" she was shouting at some jokers...haiz...so sad they are too weak for this...hey but i'm weak too except the rest...never felt so east doing 100 sit ups and dorsal raise...my punping they allow slack (lie on floor but raise like normal) so i juz keep doin that....then rest then continue last 2 sets....wooo-hooh then debrief and we got taught some basics of rowing the boat then i went off to bathe at the second toilet...wah so sucky no soap had to dismantle the hand soap presser and bring to the stinky bathroom bathe....the opposite rooms were filled with lobsters...and the 1st toilet was too crammed with pple....well anyway i can do anything i want and take my time w/o distrubing anyone, so not so bad....

then took 16 home and wait for dad to come back from Shanghai and go off to Marche!!! alrite was kinda hungry when i got home liao and ate alot so in Marche we didn;t eat alot....well then got home and massaged my triceps for tomorrow's dboating....

sian sian ouch

2005-01-13T15:50:00.000+08:00

okay today came back earlier than usual coz NO OUTINGS and not say skool finish early, coz outings usually end too late....anyway so i have time for naps, blog and slack.....muahhha

Okay 1stly i have to apologise to all viewers of my blog coz i didn't have the time to search for pics....plus sometimes the pictures could not be loaded due to errors on the original site...."this image may be subject to copyright"....does it means we can use it w/o arrproval or we can't use it due to copyrite laws? i'm kinda blur unless the webmaster claims that the pics are "free"....getting abit worried about my pics i post....dangerous....

anyway today was slacky so many breaks...after morniong assembly we went to the canteen to do Tutorial 2 WS....so sian then after that it was phy which was kinda lame and slow....then comes another 1 hr break coz no math onyl for AO or F-math....sian go canteen ate lunch at 10 plus...then when 11 go CT 04-57 for ct meeting.....some intro by the teacher and have to intro ourselves i was damm sian and tired....feel like sleeping...arm muscles aching....then blah blah black wolf got released and go to canteen for common lunch....

Then since i've eaten so no need wait for long queues again....sam was doing "multiple choice qustion" with his project group...i can see he have difficulty shading the OAS paper....ahhaha....then went off for bio...wah so sian one i almost fell asleep in the LT when he was showing the boring weather conditin crap....i was already sleepy when he show's the dino video...not bad i think that's the best for physiological studies. Then comes the part when i woke up....protien synthesis...wah all the chiem names and CTAG with RNA and mRNA to form TRNA and then go to ribosomes and blah blah form amino acids into polypeptides...i understand some but dunno loads of names and stuff...whoo-hooh then end and went home!!! HOME SWEET HOME!!!

Wah so sleepy....10 mins blog starts now!!!!

2005-01-12T21:54:00.000+08:00

okie i anyhow liao coz tricep ache due to excessive push ups.....okie today started with boring talks which i was sleeping thru coz i was damm tired from yesterday's dragon boat land training. It got delayed 30 mins so it's kinda stupid....got mark attendance somemore....Then comes PE!!!wah PE so sian one 9 rounds like no kick, 6 chin-ups free frag, 20 crutches i almost fell asleep, but the idiotic one was PUMPING!!!! basket lor....i already did 60 in dragon boat expect me to do 20 now!??! i was doing 10 and my arm was dying liao...then i anyhow did few more and at 1st i was kinda scared cannot do pull-up have to do 10 push-up/pull up that we can't do. Then i oso cannot do pumping, so i chiong, in the end like eh? no kick....slow and steady....not bad lar....(actually i think my upper arm was too tired and aching i didn't noticed the tiredness at the rest of the body)...last time 2.4 was dying liao, but now 3.6km is nothing....so was pull up.....good next time muz over-exert myself to excel abit...ahhaha

Then already delayed 30 mins chiong to LT4 for chem all sweaty and all....i was with the usual group and the person was wasting the whole lecture talking o one page...some qn is quite chiem but cool....stupid too sometimes...wad y use 1/12 of carbon-12 atom as comparison compared to Hydrogen-1 atom, wad molecular and formulated mass....all test the use of correct words....muz take note ions and molecules in ionic and covalent molecules to ensure they are formulated or molecular mass....ahahaha....

Then immediately comes math which i didn't even listen coz me and kevin were bz doing the tutorial homework for next week....anyway we already completed the whole lecture notes w/o the teacher's help...muahhaha kevin is pro i can see he really can do math.....muz bai him as shen....

wah then so sian start on stupid library talk....we were talking all the way when some teacher came n then act guai....then kevin say go join library at 230 so i went with him after lunch....

damm sian one the library CCA still got trial....i regret siah suffer in there....everything we so is stupid or dumb....mostly arts student so maybe that's y...somemore no chio bu one...ahhah no lar jking my standard too high to the sky liao....anyway played some build tower and weapon...real stupid...i was so sian and wan xin was making fun of me coz i was saying "jiu ming ar(save meeeeeee)" using mouth-language....basket i should have gone to CNNY!!!! i did rather die there than here.....sian sian sian....

then after all the lobsters we went to grandstand to wait for daddy sam to finish soccer training then go out...my maid cook liao so i only do my math tutorial HW and then sit around...siao one they dunno y started saying i'm gay....crazy pple....i am STRAIGHT lor....pls i dun look like a gay....siao one dean and rachel like hyper or crazy keep laughing and making fun of everything....mentally unstable....muz watch out...oooopppppsss this blog is public i muz erase...too late.....i'm dead tomorrow....=D

anyway i went off 1st and ate delicious dinner compared to HAWKER CENTRE....muahhaha die now worse i'm dead....sian tomorrow got so many breaks...maybe bring gameboy play pokemon....

Another day, another experiece

2005-01-11T21:40:00.000+08:00

well today took 24 which made me reach skool earlier than usual. Then they were saying line up in CT...since we weren't very familiar with every CT members things were in a mess abit untill signs were raised to show the prespective CTs. Well i found peng loong and went to line up for morning assembly. When we were proceeding to the hall for VP talks the order got mixed up so i went with ou yang. Then after all the talks i was told by kevin to shift to the back with all the other people of my OG, so i had to pao qi ou yang for the time being, which made him kinda xiao qi but hahah i know him too well to fall for his "tricks". When it was time for GP lecture i went to the back.

At the back eric and chi xiong came along and i was seating with kevin as he was looking at some movie magazine and the rest were talking which attracted the attention of GP teachers. Hahah then shu xian's friend wanna ask me about clarence aka my good friend and his character. All the while i was 1/2 awake and not paying 100% attention to the lecture...so i dunno dun care. Then went for 30 mins break at canteen b4 going to phy then math. They were rushing me to go LT 4 faster, in the end go there still got loads of space. Aiya slow and steady wins the race, so kan jiong like in a hurry to go reincarnate. Anyway meng yao msg me say book seat for him, so i put my bag and kevin booked for rachel.

Well then at 1st i see this phy lecturer's face already feel like sleeping, until he started on his lame jokes and slides making us laugh...ahhaha....cool old fella. Anyway then comes math and yet no sign of both of the VIPs....so i continue with the same seating while li min and gang went to F-Math LT....Then i and kevin was competing with kevin to see who undertand the math qn and complete it asap. He damm pro while i rusty liao....The lecturer was asking whether if he was going too fast muz inform him, then me and kevin were trying to raise hand to tell him seepd up....ahhaha but we might endanger ourselves when we enter toilets....anyway dean was continuosly suaning me and kevin but the real pro was kevin....then he keep acting humble and blah blah black wolf.

Wah then suddenly my hp ring!!! siao my maid called and i immediately cancel call. Wah i was damm pai say and quickly changed to silent mode....ahhah like some joker...anyway after that we went off to eat lunch with peng loong, dean and rach . Jeff came along and joined too...then all went off to library and pang say me and i went home to change to attire for Dragon Boat.

Anyway on my journey back to NY i saw my friend who went to VJC for 1st 3 months....pro....he was going to take his good achievement award from our sec skool. Hahah he was saying TJC pple went to VJC to crash coz they end 10 plus everyday. Then got some sing song and all siao stuff...cool.....

then return to skool went to play badminton with sam the pro!!!! ahha basket make my hand numb liao how to go land Training?!?!? Anyway i went there and we 1st had to run 3 rounds..that was nothing. Then stretch and all, then comes the bloody cool part....60 push ups...i use to do 20 which made me tired liao plus i was pigging the whole holiday....so i did 30 and they had short few sconds break, then continue another 30....i was like dying like a pig there....came up do more jumping jack thingy and some more warm up....then go back drink adn gather for games....
my biceps were aching like mad....

Then the senoir was talking cock with us while waiting for games to be done...ice breakers using toilet rolls and count no. of sq. to descibe urself...ahhaha luckily i took 5 and i resorted to "i have 2 eyes and 2 ears" as a description...muahah...

anyway i paired with the leader and we "gays" chiong while tied on the wrists and ankles. Everything was okay until u had to find the flour covered Polo sweet....siao one like needle in haystack....i was "eating" flour which feels like making dough in ur mouth....sucky....i found the sweet and threw it out and we were spitting all the lobsters out....then i went to drink and clean up while waiting for the rest to finish. We lost but then we trashed others at the 2nd round....like dog and bone u have to call the person's name asap. If correct then splash water on him/her. Muahah i no.3 like no Leaders call only went out 3 times and never got wet coz i remember most of thiers and gave them no chance to think of mine at all.

Then at game 3 u'll be blindfolded and directed by ur own teammates to get eh abloon and prevent knocking down obstacles and blowing balloon. Even better i was slacking at the back adn i didn;t even need to participate!!! muahaha....then the seniors damm hyper want to challenge us....then we actually winning when the leaders cheat!!!Penalty was to spray hose and free-frag....wah siao one....they took the whole bucket and chiong at pple seating at he back aka me!!!! i and some others were runing for our lives but then wah basket i tio head shot siah....drenched head-toe....

luckily i brought xtra shirt, so we got debrief about sat's sea training and went off....i changed and went home damm tired....esp my bicep area..well that's all....maybe won't dedicate completely into Dragon Boat since it's tiring and no time for study liao if i would be having tutorials....haven't make much decision on my life....hahah indecisive me

wah OG 26 so "on" one....

2005-01-10T19:25:00.000+08:00

well today in order to avoid being late AGAIN, i told my alarm aka maid to wake me up at 6. So i tok my own sweet time to prepare and headed to the bus stop. I went to the Market bus stop even though i wanted to go to the nearer 135 stop as it provided a wider variety of buses. Well anyway i saw Joel my friend from bartley who went to SRJC 1st 3 months, and i took 154 wih him, but dropped at the MRT station. He was asking for my HP no. and i gave it in a hurry.

Anyway i took 135 to skool and headed to the grandstand for morning assembly. The 1st familiar face i saw was Meng Yeow(sorrie spelt ur name wrong for the past few entries....gomenasai). Anyway i headed to find the rest of the OG and we gathered for all the announcements which was tortoise. Well slow and steady wins the race. They were talking about CCA, tsunami, blah blah black wolf and principal talk.

Then we proceeded to the hall seated in our OG again and hear some talk from this zai kia ex-policeman who's now a discipline master of NYJC. hahah was asleep but somehow absorded some of his gibberish. Then principal slides was starting when it was about to reach the end of the talk, ahha so kevin and i were anticipating for the end to all these lobsters.

After that we headed to LT2 for chem talk from Mrs Queenie Wong the HOD of chem. She's nice person i can see but talks alittle too much....anyway got introduced to the lecturers and main topics for term 1. Most i could understand since it was something learnt in sec 4, but not mass spectra. I and ou yang was like huh!?!?! wad!?!? then comes more funky formula and then we had to pay 20 cents for the notes....i see loads of crashers that dun even belong to chem. haha siao one.
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Then headed for bio lecture in LT4 with meng yeow and kevin. Peng loong pon tang and didn't come, while jing lun not taking bio. So he went off on his own and we had the same thing; intro, then expectations, then topics of term 1. Again loads and loads of crashers...the seats only juz nice for 250. rachel came and sat near us and she was like some enthu kia like dean...copying nearly everything from the ppt slides. I and kevin were more dilligent (better word of slackers) so we didn't copy since it wasn't necessary. Kinda okay maybe i have to read on cell structure since i wasn't in bio for the 1st few weeks in skool, so i missed loads of stuff and i didn't do anything about reading the tb. Then comes this protocist or something like that.....the whole LT goes woah?!?! hahah anyway some i remembered from sec skool but was kinda messy.

anyway we got dismissed and we wandered about when we met li min, angeline and melody. SO meng yeow brought us around the skool compound and we walked thru the no-shoes-allowed classrooms. haha so cool most of them for arts pple. Then we met samuel in his class and he looked tired. hahah GP i think....poor fella. Then we headed to the library too and then to the hall's back stage and above. Then i saw chi xiong and eric so we played badminton. Hahah i very long never played so abit noob. anyway the rest were talking about the meeting after that. Go long kang, jog or something? Then someone recommended Heartland mall. I had to go home eat 1st so we headed to the canteen for more chit chat about the meeting later before i left.

I reached home, ate leftovers and bathed to get ready, when it RAINED. So i was damm sian and tired so i told meng yeow i dun wanna go. Then after going online and all i rested on my bed, when i realised it wasn't raining anymore. Slight drizzle. SO i called kevin and told him b4 proceeding with the plan. anyway met jerald and his gf on the bus. he got into TPJC adn he told me Hoe Ann and others crashing into NYJC tomorrow. hahah siao one..all mad.well then i was so tired that i slept in bus b4 reaching the skool. Anyway i was waiting for 136 when they juz came outta the skool, so we went to Heartland mall together.

Then got this guy approached me and kevin. He was selling the 5 bucks ticket for some fund for children....basket last time i was also "cheated" into buying the same one....so i left with kevin. Donate to the children's fund? What have the children done for me? Ahahah jking only lar $5 is too many deers, so i cannot afford. I won;t mind 2 bucks coz i dun mind losing only 2 deers. Anyway we went to take neoprint and i was kinda blocked again, but jeff was the worst. Sometimes dun even have his face...ahah....anyway after that we went to yoshinoya to have student meal since the foodcourt was closed. Meng yeow was pouring chillie on food and talking about how his mad friends used up 6 bottles of cheese in pizza hut until the manager chased them out. ahhah siao one....all so pro.....

Hahah then we took loads of straws to ask papa sam to teach us how to fold the heart....then the more we fold the more we took until they say the management looked as if they wanna chase us outta there. So we left and meng yeow wanted to fold more. Since i was the only one w/o uniform i went to KFC to take somemore, but meng yeow accompanied me. In the end he took more than i did!??!? ahha we were laughing like siao coz later tomorrow all NYJCians banned from all fast-food restaurants. hahah all the fast-food close down coz they earning less than they pay for the straws we use...ahahah....

"eh y so many pple come eat yet we no profit? Where the straws go?" hahah i was imaginating this for all fast-food managers.haha lol my stomach hurts abit after that lor.....basket....

anyway sam, meng yeow, li min, jeff, dean and melody went to take bus only me, kevin and angeline take mrt. Well then returned home damm tired. Ate 4 meals....like pig.....well that's all i guess.....i'll update when i got more energy. ahahha-ouch!

wah stupided unscheduled day.....

2005-01-08T22:24:00.000+08:00

okay today when i woke up from a tired nite's rest was already 930, so i brush teeth and all then went down to cook maggie mee, the simplest and fastest breakfast, then by the time i ate and watched tv it was around 1020 so i had to chiong to go bathe. At 1st wanna wear jeans, then thinking wear shoes so troublesome, so i decided to wear 5/7 jean-pants and shirt. Then i got ready my stuff and wore the yellow slippers then chiong to take 16. luckily it came not too late coz i was waiting till 1050 then the bus juz came and i was told the bus took 30 mins to reach park mall. Anyway after all the round-about turns i finally reached the destination and cross the road when it was gonna rain. Luckily i was already in the shade of PS and so i headed towards the enterance and saw samuel then they went to mac(again stupid mac) to wait for the rest.

Sam, chun boon, kevin, dean, shu xian, bei jia, angeline, li min and others (forgive my goldfish memory i dun remember details well so if i miss anyone's name or spell wrong it's in the others or later in the paragrah)were there, but then after that meng yao and peng loong join in coz they late like me. I was late for 10 mins and i already thought i was the latest, but luckily somemore came later. Anyway we headed to the foodcourt 1st to eat. I was like wad the heck i juz ate my maggie mee and want me to eat...wah then i sat alone when the rest went to get food while i sleep. Then they came back with food making me feeling even more full. Well ah-mah forced me to eat, and i was kinda extra so okay i go eat too, then i saw meng yao eat ban-mien so i oso oredered you-mien. Then i realised not only was it alot, but it is also something soup-based. Real stupid eh, dunno y i bought mien again. SHE was reunited during lunch. Anyway i finished the food and we proceeded to paradiz centre with daryl joining in when we were going down the escalator.

Then when we reached pool table, booked and took the sticks. I at 1st blur coz 1st timer, then slowly play and then not bad liao....had quite some fun coz it was kinda long....jing lun came few minutes b4 we were leaving to play pool then zao. Then we were deciding on the next destination, which was city hall's marina square. Shu xian went off 1st coz it was 3.30 she have to zao, then we proceeded by missing a crammed train. We were deciding to bowl when we were told the bowling alley closed. So tired and all, we headed outta marina sq and go mac to eat ice-cream and rest since we were tired. Rach joined in then and the rest of SHE left. Then we almost pang say jeff and dean as they were asleep but we are NICE PPLE so ended waking them up and went off to Suntec without anything in mind. Then we reach there realised only got 2 entertainment areas...arcade or k box...k box too ex, aracde was stupid. Kelvin joined us when we were looking at the map of Suntec.

Anyway we ended up in arcade looking at pple play the stupid game put 1 dollar nd try if u can win a HP or disc man......this guy already wasted 20 plus bucks on the stupid machine....Where on earth will there be anything so easily obtained? Common sense oso should know. Anyway , they challenge bball shooting which was silly then jeff and dean play the drum one which was kinda chiem. Then we went to li min and rach who were playing the "spot the diff" game....they try to break record which was impossible coz the timer too fast at later levels and the difference was not obvious at all. Even most of us helped but still cannot. Eyes were pain after trying to strain them, then rach say wanna buy hamster food. Waited for everyone to be ready and we went to smell chicken at KFC....not bad cheaper than mac....hahah i asked for more veggie the manager like not happy or wad ended up the whole burger like prawn.....still nice though....and more veggie dun seem to be more veggie. Meng yao was teaching us tamil and we talked about maid stuff like daryl's maidSSSS experience was horrifying. This tamil family eating beside us noticed the tamil talking so we asked him whether meng yao was correct. He was a nice person...rarely see such friendly strangers...haaha.....

After eating we more or less dismissed which was already 7 plus....i went to take bus with kevin and he went off 1st in 196, then 16 the bus was crammed full. Luckily some dropped off at my stop, so i managed to get some space after thanking the bus driver. Then i dropped off at my stop and walked past the president house and saying hi to the officier in front of it. Hahah today whole day so tired and abit siao...overfriendly, but not insane. Anyway at home was dinner waiting for me....i was stuffing food down my throat coz i was kinda full.

Well then ate pineapple, pear and apple while watching some sad interviewers from taiwan returning from the tsunami affected areas.....hiaz man mu chuang yi. Anyway went online, bathe and got added to mass talking chatbox of og as usual. Then talk until 2 plus....siao one like everyone hyper....i dun even have time to update my blog properly....well finally i quit all the talking and exit....lagg too much liao....that's all...wah if everyday continus like that i'm dead-beat.....no time to even get a proper blog entry of the day....now already no pics only details...Sorrie viewers of my simple blog of simplicity...pls rest ur tired eyes if u must. I'll try to add more pics. If i tend to offend anyone or anything not even in the blog, i'm really sorrie. I'm abit problematic. So pls forgive my rudeness. Thank you.

okie short and sweet....

2005-01-07T21:43:00.000+08:00

this is the old entry. ignore and proceed.title says it all, i too tired. Basket today games under sun tio sun-tanned. Then got some like make pple not v. happy games....hiaz games only so kan-chiong one....anyway oso got rehearse the 2 dances, then got DISCO!!! siao one at 1st all guy sian sian the girls like hyper for the whole time, then we after sometime then better. but anyway sometime very very tired dun feel like cheering anymore....sian....anyway sat still got final meeting with most of OG, then mon start lecture....well will update if i can.....

OKAY THIS PORTION HAS BEEN UPDATED. THANK YOU FOR UR PATIENCE AND CONTINUOUS SUPPORT!!! lalala lobster talk.

Okie here come my explicit details. Got our "final" mass dance of Ithor and Nazgul. I still blur at some steps but i prefer summer sunshine. Happy song make dancers happy too =D. Anyway we keep refreshing on difficult parts and then reheared the whole thing again, both 2 songs. Then the OGLs forced some to dance the summer sunshine on stage. Dean and his partner tio and blah blah luckily i never tio. Then wan xin want me go dance the otehr song which i was more blur, luckily they no time had to proceed to lunch then mass games. hahaha no sabo!!!!

Anyway i and meng yao never eat lunch coz i cannot be bothered to eat anymore sucky food and i couldn't bear to part with my chewing gum. Then we went to mass games on the field when i got sun burned. Got crazy soccer where it's free for all for 4 groups to attack, but only girls can score coz they scared guys violent. Hahah meng yao too long never kick so he accidentally hit an OGL...hahah then they were saying score own team can get 1 point so the guys keep giving shu xian to score free frag when i , chun boon stay at the back. Haha the goal keeper like blur kia give us free ball one...stand there like goal post. Hahahah.

Then got step-on-opponent's-balloon and i tio back stabbed while attacking someone. Sian the otehr team cheat blow the balloon so small. But we still won the stupid game. Then got this Lord of the tails....real stupid name but fun game. The guys of our og and the other ithor og decided to take hobbits and chiong to take king, when some others took kings and most gals took knights. The game goes like this: winner team is the one with most kings. Kings and steal the cloth hanged at the shorts of knights and hobbits, the knights attack knights and hobbits, the hobbits attack hobbits and kings. The ones w/o tail will be sent to jail. If they wanna come back have to tio tortured. Otherwise they stay as prisoners.

Anway we all chiong to steal kings one. Meng yao is pro he chiong to thier base and act tying shoe lace, when the king not looking he take the cloth and ran back!! shen....then after that we took more king and chiong to attack one more. That poor guy at 1st see only dean chiong thought he can steal the hobbit, but when he saw the rest of us gang up and chiong he ran off. Muahahah we won by having all the kings alive(they hide behind gals) and the enemy only left 1 king.

Okie anyway then all gathered at hall for fraction games. We have to have some "fortress" made of cans and prevent the attacker GELDA from destrying it. It was kinda "unhappy" coz some cheated and all make us beh-song. They haven't started then got one loser attack liao. Siao gin nah. Anyway i was so sian all my og chiong attack we defend. Then after awhile all came back to defend since they cannot attack Osiris base. Then lukcily we got repair and defend the base so i think we won or something. Cannot be bothered with these type of games.

Well then comes dinner. Heard from meng yao last year is pizza hut, but i saw catering..sheesh....sucky food. Not say very filling. We had champagne(bought by the rich ah-mah aka wan xin) and some gifts from sam. They are of sentimental value, not monetary value, that's y it's so unique. Thanks sam!!! Well then we check out the class i got in and all, then gathered at hall. Then start DISCO!!!!

Okay sounds fun, but i was kinda sian at 1st but i see most of the girls like hyper one. Maybe they eat something wrong or wad, dunno where all that energy came from after this tired day. Then sam was trying to make us hyper by jumping around like a mad person....ahahah nice try. We headed to centre of the hall and they form circle and dance around like siao gin nah. Jumping for 2 hrs plus....mad rite? Jing Lun sian sian so he went out 1st and sam was still hopping around. I dun really like disco....abit sian and tiring one....ahhah but had to join in lar....for the exp i guess. Meng yao say his friend from somewhere else come crash here. Hahah pro wear black then sneak in....they break dance pro....damm nice. Anyway we saw someone form london bridge so i and meng yao join in but OGL say break...sian no train no nothing....juz jumping and more hopping...anyway most of the songs i dunno so i may look siao but really inside i am sian and tired.

Stupid part is when we were told to leave at 830 they played one of the best songs, Maroon 5's This Love. Hahah meng yao loves that group so i joined to be siao for a while then go off with kevin.

I reached home with muscle ache and abit hungry. well that's all i can remember for the day. Good memory? not really. I remember only those events which are significant. Not that rest are not important to me, but i tend to forget others. hahah....

chiong ar!!!

2005-01-06T23:30:00.000+08:00

okay today i came back really late at about 10....coz of OG dinner at mac at J8....at 1st was stupid coz dinner at mac!?!? it's the crappiest place to eat! go Long John Silver or something else?!?!? but anyway after eating then talk JC experiences and all..then comes the jokes part when we started telling jokes. Muahah my "talent" comes....i was told many lame lame jokes in sec skool...so i shared and enjoyed the new jokes....yup then took neoprint when i and kevin was blocked by dean and jeff!!! nvm anyway we no need to be inside...ahhaha

well anyway i anyhow blog liao....got time and powder to edit this blog then i'll edit....have games and dance. learn and rehearse not so bad. Games oso not so bad lar....involves the team now rather than some active members. Some memory games whihc i suck at, and stnad on bench and arrange urslef crap....

then also loads of crappy stuff make me so tired....slept at the back when pple are cheering then wait for some stupided nyjc hunk and babe...pure crap...the judges are stupid or dumb....choose 2 gays for nyjc hunk and babe....i was like....wad the heck....anyway blah blah blakc wolf i will check the schedule for today and try to use my goldfish memory to udate....well that's all have to sleep and rest for tomorrow's 12 hr activity....bye bye and PLS TAG AND KEEP THE TAGBOARD ACTIVE

Days of boredom over and the enthusiasm builds up!

2005-01-05T19:34:00.000+08:00

Sorrie for the loading time of my blog...too many pics to ease the tired eyes of all those reading.=) will lessen the size and number.
From the title, it already says the day i have today...as in general though....well the day started bad by RAINING in the morning so i had to turn on the heater to the max to bathe. As usual i got prepared and left the house with my puny umbrella that barely covers me and my beloved bag...poor fella got kinda dirty from all the orientation and weathering....

Mine's black..this one's sedona-coloured
well i already knew i would be late for skool AGAIN since it was raining. The bus-stop and road was kinda roudy and eveyone waited for their respective buses in the safe yet narrow shelter of the bus-stop. My late-being was further comfirmed by the late arrival of bus 24...and when i boarded i barely notice any NYJC people or JC1 i used to see....well nvm, Jay music is always there for me. I was noticing how the bus vrooming past the sidewalks of pedestrian and splashing LOADS of water on it's way....i even saw this person holding 2 umbrellas; 1 for his head, the other for preventing the splashes...i think he was also wearing raincoat...sad fella, stupid drainage system.

when i reached skool i noticed more late-comers juz like me, and the OGLs were rushing us to reach the hall as we were very late. The usual walkway was flooded and we had to tip-toe for some portions and finally reached the skool by 0740...they were starting to sing the skool song which all JC-ONES heard it only for the 1st time. It wasn't so bad though, better than Maris's skool song that sounded like Marriage theme song at some parts when i was sec 1.

anyway after all the announcements we saw skits about ZION and the Smith thingy where they continued from where they ended at day 2. Blah blah black wolf, it was kinda nice and we were told about the schedules. Talks, games and stuff as expected....They talked about PEARLS(CCA points)....wah so boring and it was so chiem to get points....not like sec skool....the variety of activities needed and CIP hours....wah sian.....wad a day to start off with.

Then was dancing....at 1st i was very sian to do that, but well after all the rehersing and all, it's quite okay. We had to partner with girls since it was complusory and our grp have equal no. of guys and gals. I was partnered with this not chio but i can see she's a nice person(dunno wad name lar...i dunno most people's name =P) Well anyway i was confused with all the dance steps, forgeting one as i move on to learn the other....soon when we had to rehearse the whole song and most of my friends were also blur like me...sometimes i juz stuck at which step is next, so i follow blindly. Surprisingly the Dance leaders still teaches us patiently and we did kinda well as a whole. The song and dance was kinda cool too, making the whole hall active and pumped up for the day.

After many rehearsing, we proceeded down to the respective game stall and play some silly games. Sam lost his voice so i didn't hear him clearly, and i was "hiding" at the back so i oso couldn't hear the instructions of the games...ahahha but after some cheering and gaming i was participating more actively than usual, which i think is good. Then comes LUNCH, which was sucky AGAIN....maybe i cannot decide which stall was good, or maybe coz i always take the one with the shortest queue which means it sucks.

well then we had to register our sub. combi.....haha i chose 3ple sci as 1st choice, then the 2nd was juz replacing the phy with econs....well that's wad i decided and discussed with my sis yesterday and my mum the day b4 and even got some comments by seniors and my bro....so i was kinda sure of my sub. combi. for 1st 3 months....
anyway we ran around the skool compund to the games station for more games. I was sweating all over(as usual) but not tired. Got dodgeball, croc. river where we had to remove our shoes and play like lamers...overall was okay, not so bad....

then we gathered back at the hall for cheering competition and then got dismissed for CCA maze...got "forced" by OGL wan xin and jeffery to register at CNNY and AVA...i think AVA was better coz it was a slack CCA!!! well anyway i found xuan sheng and more marists and i decided to also register for Dragon boat since it was kinda cool to prepare u for the NS....so i shall see how to juggle time btwn 3ple sci and dragon boat....if not AVA...muahah slack and maybe get some points!!!

well then i was accompanied by xuan sheng since he took the same direction as i was. This time i did not take any wrong bus, coz i was more alert and i was not in a hurry...well but then the stupid part comes...i was really tired after all the activities so i took a nap...which i think took me 1 hr+ and i missed my stop. When i was awoke i noticed i was already at VS...wow yesterday was stupid, today oso blur. Y i missed the bloody stop? coz this time i really was 100% asleep on the seat...when i stand i'm usually 3/4 asleep, so i was aware of the time. well anyway this wasn't my 1st time oversleeping in bus 135, so i was felt rather secured as the bus took it's U-turn...well i took longer than expected(DUH...but the jay songs never repeated any tracks =D) and got home by 1810. My maid was complaining that she called at around 5 when i took one whole hour to get back...ahaha...once again i looked at my stupidity in awe....

well that's all, but i found out i arrive home tired and hungry all the time...maybe coz food sucks there, even worse than Nonya Manis in MSHS. i'll try to check out the noodles stall if possible and hopefully there's something nice....that's all folks. I'll post pics later, but now my stomach hungers for dinner...

am i stupid, dumb, or real stupid....

2005-01-04T17:43:00.000+08:00

NOTE: for the most "interesting" portion pls scroll down to the paragraphs after the red words

okay today started quite well though, despite the title of this post....due to the butt-cramps from yesterday, i had a good nite's sleep. I also realised wad OG and OGL was before my sleep....it means orientation group/leader...ahha stupid me....So i went to jc 1/2 awake, which was usually a good thing to start my day.....well anyway same routine to skool (including 28 arriving before 24) and i was late....ahah but not very though....anyway the hall was juz as crowded and i found my group and settled down....

i was chating with this retainee, can't remeber his name, but he's a cool slacker....pon tang the excursion and went off to home with his excuses. Luckily his house was really nearby the skool, so he went back to sleep then meet his friends and came back in skool after we return from our excursion.Indeed a pro....

well anyway we went to excursion with a silly flag which was every bulky coz it was long....poor samuel had to carry it and he had loads of things to handle in the grp so i decided to help him take it.....not that it's heavy, but it's....difficult to handle....so i was "flag-man" and "last-man" for nearly the whole journey since i had to be careful to people behind me if i hit them accidentally....
y i want to be flag-man? well one reason was to help sam, the other was to be the last person and stay low-profiled...dunno i juz dun feel like socialising...hahah

when we boarded the bus, the uncle disapproved us from bringing the flag in, but then well it was NYJC property, so we juz entered and put at the side of the stairs leading to the second storey. Well the uncle seemed kinda angry, but wadever...as long as we cause no inconvieniences to the public, i think should be okay....

anyway thankfully my friends helped me to carry it for the returning journey, then we passed it to some stationed leader from Ithor...the excursion was about finding and counting the lions, flight of stairs, history of this monument and almost anything lame u can think of at various locations like the art museum, raffels hotel, blah blah black wolf.....but the cathedral was really cool....i was inside for the 1st time...it was very....holy. i could feel the "holy air" filling the entire room. This kind old lady helped us in our quiz hahah.....she's a very nice person....

well the journey was kinda tiring, but most importantly i got sleepy....ahha i fell 3/4 asleep in the train standing up and OGL sam was saying,"wah qiang"(pro in chinese)

then i woke up and like huh? wad? oh....then i got back to "sleep"....anyway then comes OGL wan xin....ahah same response from her....then i was thinking, "oooohh-kay....dun sleep liao. anyway gonna drop down soon...."

hahah anyway we returned to serangoon and they decided to let us eat mac since skool food sucks....i was the only extra whom objected, coz 1stly i have only 2 bucks, and u can buy nothing filling in mac with only 2 deers....(wait...mac was never filling to me). anyway secondly i was kinda anti-mac guy....i used to eat, but i was kinda bored of mac even though i haven't eaten it for a long time....plus it was UNHEALTHY...ahhah

then we went back to the hall and did some cheers and info of building the float...looks chiem to me....we were divided to pegasus, griffin, dragon and er....some mystical creature(memory failure)....anyway i was in pegasus and the pegasus leader was kinda loss of voice...sad due to all the cheers....well everything he spoke all i heard and understood was 20%....the retainee was complaining all the time taht he shoudn't even come back at all....ahha true i agree with him....

well we were soon dismissed and blah blah black wolf(more delays due to more cheers requested and we were graded....ahhah) well here comes the worse part of my day(WARNING: in EXPLICIT details!!!)

when i was heading to the bus stop with my headphone on my left ear(yes again... i am "music freak") i saw the bus that i was suppose to take to home sweet home when i was running down the overhead bridge...so i hopped aboard "135" and decided to end my tiring day peacefully....

then as i was looking at the surroundings i was kinda stunned....i didn't remember passing thru this round-about when i took 135....anyway i was thinking maybe i didn't noticed the surroundings when i took 135 home yesterday, so i'll juz let my eyes rest while i stand-sleep again...this time i almost feel into deep slumber when i decided to check out the more familiar surroundings i hoped for....sadly, i didn't even pass thru serangoon CC, which was odd....

" it should not take so long to reach serangoon cc....odd...wadever...i was sure i took 135...i saw it with my own eyes" i told and reassured myself and waitied while listening to jay....then things went berserk when i saw SRJC....i dun even remember passing thru SRJC!??!?! then i noticed the SBS sign inverted from the back....it reads 136.....

"bloody freak!??! wad the heck!??!? am i stupid or stupid? i was very very sure i saw 135?!?!? this is juz great...wad kind of sense of direction i have....nvm i'll juz see where it goes...." i told myself as i scanned my surroundings....

then luckily i noticed Dean(my "saviour")...he was curious y i took 136, then i told him roughly in mouth-and-hand language....then i decided to move to the back and ask him how to find my way back....

thankfully he knows more or less where i wanna go, so i was directed to take LRT....well i did wad i was told, then waited for the LRT to arrive....wow 1st time taking lrt....heard loads of break down and time intervals of this train....luckily the wait wasn't too long and nothing bad happened....i ended up in sengkang and took the NE line to dhoby ghaut, then change to NS line to city hall, then finally to EW line back HOME.....

i was gazing upon my stupidity along the way...i was kinda pissed....but then i realised no point crying over spilt coffee and it wasn't the 1st time but the fifth time i took the wrong bus and ended somewhere FAR FAR AWAY....so well i decided to count how long my stupid journey of stupidity took....by the no. of jay tracks repeated, it was 21x4 mins= 84 mins=1 hr24 mins....i believe it broke the record of me getting "lost" in harbour front as the jay sound track didn't had the chance to repeat any songs....

well i reach home amazed at my own stupidity AGAIN and tired....on my way i decided to vent my anger on the pull-up bar...i only did 5 chin-ups with my bag on me...sheesh i use to do 8....well maybe i'm piggasized during the holidays....

well now after my bath and blogging...i feel better though...anyway the moral of the story is: i really should OPEN MY EYES REAL BIG BEFORE BOARDING ANY BUS.....

!st day in NYJC....boredom, stupidity and loss of enthusiasm

2005-01-03T19:00:00.000+08:00

If i offened any OGLs pls forgive my rudeness.I'm too straight forward in the blog, but never in real life. =) pls comment on me if i tend to offend anyone and i'll stop more nonsense from me. Thank you and sorrie if i cause any probs.
well today was kinda stupid day...the title of my post says it all.....to start my day bad, i could not sleep well last nite due to many factors like MOSQUITOES(again), my sis turned on the radio AND the speaker of the com too loud....and i juz coudn't get any peace...even if i closed the door. Counting sheeps worked usually, but not yesterday nite. Maybe i was also too "egg-cited" about today's 1st day in JC....

anyway i went to the bus stop and waited while listening to jay(as usual) and finally the bus came. it was quite unsuspecting though...the usual bus i took was 28 which i had to wait for a LONG time, but now it arrived b4 the bus i wanted to take. Strangely, i was kinda energetic, not 1/2 awake even though i did not have a good nite's sleep. anyway, luckily i remembered roughly where was the bus stop, and i was furhter assured by the NYJC seniors dropping at the same stop as i am(duh). i almost "panicked" as it took longer than i imagined to reach the bus stop (maybe i was juz too anxious)

I walked towards the skool compound....it was an unusal sight to see the compound flooded with people with different uniforms and backgrounds....well anyway i made my way to the hall by following the bunch of people even though i already knew where the hall was. then i was approached by the OGL (which is some instructor thingy) and she asked wad OG i was....

"wad og?!?! i only know my group and sector."

i filled in the details and was told to go to the blue flag area, then i was seated in my grp 26. Ithor was the sector, which at 1st sounded stupid, but hen i realised zelda, osiris and nazgul was stupid too....

then even more stupid stuff started...the explaination of y the orientation was called Zion (since we were the last batch to have 1st 3 mths in JC due to the change in education system) and the whole thing was made juz like the Matrix show....
lameness filled the entire hall.

We played stupid games and some were in the wrong group or something....anyway luckily i wasn't and everything was kinda fine....at 1st i was ostricised as i knew no one there. Then i saw this marist and well we talked and knew each other soon enough as we had a common topic to talk on...secondary skool life.My eyes went about searching for more marists but it doesn't seem very successful.

Then comes the stupid ice breakers....my memory failed me (as usual) when we were playing remeber-this-person's-name-as-we-go-down-the-circle....i was like...."errr wad's ur name" and all...they forced us to sit beside people of the opposite gender.....real stupid...somemore the chio bu of the group wasn't beside me....sheesh...ahhaha...anyway loads of stupid games like squirrel, tree and eathquake thingy game, some run around the circle holding hands and get back to save urself from the troubles of forfiet....stupid stupid lame games.....anyway at 1st the whole place was generally bored of everything even though the co-ordinators tried to make us more active.....sadly thier attempts are futile due to the loss of enthusiasm in every JC1 in the hall.....luckily things turned out better otherwise i feel real sorrie for the co-ordinators....

well after eating and learning cheers and every little stupid thing u can think of in an orientation, they had talks....THE MOST BORING PART of the entire, tiresome day.... Uni talks was already butt-cramping, then it goes on to sub. comb. ...well not so bad i realised wad sub was impt and wad was not necessary. i decided on Chem and math, since they were the most impt , then maybe bio since i was interested in life sciences....but well i'll see about it...

BUTT CRAMPS!!!!

then the scare of my life...Chinese AO and A and some stupid stuff like China studies and poetry and novels....sheesh i really start to hate chinese...i dun mind the poetry since some are cool, but some novels already scare me 1/2 dead...the title was already scary enough...maybe the content is worse....but the stupidest part...CHINA STUDIES...u learn china culture, food they eat...stupid, stupid stuff of absolute stupidity....i was completely stunned...like patrick....

anyway then dismissal took a damm bloody long time....i hear people complaining about delays of the dismissal time due to the co-ordinators dancing and acting and stupid stupid stuff(again, yes...again....)

Finally when we were released, i went back alone....anti-social or act cool, wadever, all i know my friends took different buses, so we "separated"....well then i dropped at the MRT to get my bus pass when i was together with 2 other people from NYJC too...we were told to go change our cards to PAE since 1st 3 mths we'll be in JC, but the officier said my card hasn't expired, so yay!!!! still childern fare, the same old 45 cents!!!! alrite!!! at 1st i was kinda blur, then the gal behind me oso asked me about it since i knew she's gonna ask about the same thing...looks not bad though...muahhaha....great now i sound so despo....muz...resist....be gentleman and stay low-profiled......well anyway she oso got a bus pass like i did but i went off 1st...almost wanna said bye, but then the "Jay-within" overtook me....that is to be my old anti-social self....hahah

well that's all folks....note that there is no pic currently on this post due to time constrain...gotta eat or mum nags...so readers might face difficulties like eye strain but fear not my readers, for i will add more pics soon, as in real soon(like today after dineer or maybe tomorrow) that's all.....

NEW!!! i have edited so if u want, ignore the front paragraph =)

Ah....the new year coming....

2004-12-30T13:33:00.000+08:00

wow cool....i juz watched the final episode of spiderman...it's about the Spider-wars where all spidermans from different dimension come together to face Spider-carnage....i always loved that episode and still loves Spiderman....this version of Spiderman isn't too old(as in no "pow" and "crash" signs everywhere) and not too new...the new ones are full of graphics...not nice.....this version is the one that was broadcasted on channel 5 at around 5-6pm when i was in pri skool ....

well yesterday i didn;t use much of the com as i was too bored to use it...besides, the TV was a better alternative....watched a show about this taiwan guy who invented the Automated toilet when he was 17....how cool that is...then he gave a comment to all inventors....

"Don't invent for the sake of inventing"....it's true....ideas come from daily problems u face and how to tackle them at a different perspective, that's y u invent to change things for the better....

then it was Channel U's news @ 10....well all about the tsunami that hit asia....sad case....many died while they were having a holiday....well hope they save more people....

This one would be too old...

YUP this is the correct one where it had 5 seasons and i believe was the longest animated series compared to the rest...

this one is the newest....crappy coz of all the computor graphic....

well the real history of Spiderman animation is in this site---> http://www.spideykicksbutt.com/SpiderMan101/SpiderMan101Part4.html

and i agree with the person coz the Spiderman i watched had the best storyline and all....rock on Spidey!!!!

Crappy crap filled with crap...

2004-12-28T20:43:00.000+08:00

i woke up today with a stinging toungue....not that it got stings and venom, but coz i drank Hot vanilla yesterday and burnt my toungue...so anyway my toungue was like having parts of them buldging out....like...some sea anemone....cool....then when i brush teeth and i gurgle my mouth, it was like the tentacles of the sea anemone swaying with the currents of the violent sea...cool

anyway the whole day i was slacking...playing IC or GB...rarely Pokemon though...but now i think i'm going back to pokemon, since i kinda had enough of the rest of them....my schedule for everyday goes like this...
10.30-11.00 Wake up, brush teeth and all...
11.00-?? Eat breakfast, check out if there's anything nice
11.30-12.00 Watch Spiderman!!!!!
12.00-?? erm...watch more shows.....?
around 1 eat lunch...maybe bathe....
2.00-?? play...and play...and watch?
7.00-7.30 Fairily Godparents
7.30-8.00 SpongeBOB!!!but most prob will be eating
8.30-?? Use the com...then sleeping time

well well...VERY BUSY EH? hahah....real boring life....with naps slot in between........anyway i'll be Pokemon-ing then....cya.....

Awake!!! the Spirit within!

2004-12-25T10:19:00.000+08:00

Okay, i realised that my past few posts were too much on documentaries....not that people wouldn't read my blog any longer coz it's stuffed with boring facts(wad most might think, but it's always cool to me), but rather this won't be a diary anymore, rather a documentary page....haha so i'll cut on explicit details on these shows and write more on my life! To make my blog more Reader-friendly, pics and diffferent font colours and size are used so that u readers won't get too tired...ahhah even i have problems reading long posts....

Well yesterday i was browsing thru channels of SCV as usual...i already mastered the positions of each button that i can juz press to view each channel...muahah...then suddenly i came to this channel...channel 1!!! it was actually the preview channel for Animax, the Channel broadcasting 24 hrs of Anime!!!

then while i was killing time i saw Digimon Adventure, the 1st one...undoubtably, it's still the best compared to the rest. When i heard the Theme song for the 1st time after so long, nearly few years, this emotion came into me....i felt recharged and....qwerty....it's like bringing me back many memories...i watched that show when i was...pri6? or something like that....Digimon and Pokemon accompanied my thru these years and they bring back countless memories...when the Digimon evolved the songs, the characters...everything made me feel like i've return to the past....not much of those flash-back memories, but i had those feeling inside me....ahhhh those days.......

So i went to search for the Digimon theme songs.....sadly i have yet to find all, but at least some...hahah some songs make me remember wad i was doing at that time...now my com has been reformatted and all the data is lost, so are my memories. Anyway, i spent Christmas eve playing Gunbound for few minutes cause i was too dizzy, then played Impossible creatures whereby i restart the whole mission coz i was too fed-up with it...well then i stopped due to 2 reasons :
-Mum was angry that i played too long plus i am a sick person, so i need more rest, even though my neighbours and their cousins were having a roudy party and it was impossible to sleep under such circumstances.
-My eyes were buldging like goldfish's due to excessive exposure to high light intensity...ahhah....

so she had to go redeem the UOB points and all, when the phone rang. I ran down to get the chordless, when i realised the alarm was already set. "damm, wad the hell?!?! oh wadever...." i picked up the phone, the alarm went off, i got scolded for my stupidity, they switched off the alarm, got more scolding, mum stormed off to bed, maid nagged me to go to sleep. wad a day to spend wonderful christmas eve!

anyway today was better, and i hope it will be. I was going thru the same ritual of teeth-brushing, medicine-swallowing, filling water into my mug at least twice and drinking it.....then i used the com...then when bro came back, the fun begins!!! my bro asked me to go K Box with hui Fen jie jie....cool even though i was still...dizzy coughing and "runny nosing". i took the fastest bath ever and went off...

There i sang most of jay's song, and most of them was "zao xia", outta tune....coz i had both my nostrils blocked, my plhegm was makeing me sound odd....ahha but i did alrite at the front part of the songs...then sucky....hahah well my bro and his gf sang relatively well...9.3/10!!!! my bro taught me loads of stuff, or i should say SECRETS about singing....well it helped but due to my conditon...anyway i'll try next time..then maybe i'll get Ou Yang, JD and ZHan all my great pals....then we go SING OUR HEARTS OUT!!!....whoohooh....well i guess gonna spend christmas normally....Eating out! YAY! Look forward to the new year....more challenges, then i can oso go back to Johor and celebrate New Year with all my cousins....and most importantly ANG POW!!! even though it won't be the same without Ah-ma and jim po....ahha i miss them...

Only when something is lost does one knows how to cherish it, but it will never return again...

Sigh...my condition worsen...

2004-12-23T14:41:00.000+08:00

After paying my visit to the Doc last nite, i got my med...$23 bucks.....sheesh...but there's quite alot of med....anti-biotics, for phlegm, fever, cough and runny nose med.....like a drug addict eating all sorts of drugs...ahahah...my sis was worried coz she said my forehead is real hot and i'm having high fever last nite, but all i was trying to do was sweat to break the fever....ahhah it worked sometimes, but i got fever again soon enough. i woke up today feeling worse...my coughing worsen due to an increase in phlegm in my throat, mucus in the nostrils and fever(again....)

My maid called me up at 6 so that i can eat my med...so i woke up, all dizzy and 1/2 awake...ate anti-biotics, then sponge cake (2 pieces) then all the rest of the med which are After food....then i went back to sleep.....

then i woke up at 11, when my maid called me to eat my med again and porridge was ready....so i went through the same routine (plus i watched my favourite episode of Spiderman on kids central at around 11 30) and got back to bed...but i din't really sleep coz i was thinking of bathing, so by 12 plus i bathed and well...thinking of sleeping, but with my wet hair that seems to take forever to dry, i went back to watching TV....Discovery Channel rocks my world.....

I was watching this documentary on the underwater caves in Cuba....they had 2 different fishes of the similar species living in the same cave....they were blind fish that due to the lack to light, thier vision gradually became useless after years of evolution....however one was in the freshwater, the other was in saltwater...since saltwater is denser than freshwater, they live in different environment and adapts differently....and the boundary that divides saltwater from freshwater looks like a layer of clouds...it's so cool....

then as i waited for the next programme to start....it was even cooler...about bugs in the world....but more of those that invade our property...or rather we have invaded their territories...they have been around for millions of years...then comes the 1st introduction of common house flies....cool insects that "spit" digestive enzymes on the food and suck them up and thier legs carry loads of bacteria that it can cause serious illness. They also went in depth into the compound eyes of the fly...many thought flies see multi-visions like loads of TV broadcasting the same show on a large screen...however the brain converts these into a blurred vision. Even so, the fly sees things faster than they should, around 5-6 times faster, so they predict movement and thus escapes usually. It's so amazing, like the fly is living in a different time and space in the same dimension as us....it's ability to predict is juz astounding....

next is about the cockroach...irritating pests that never die even countless research have been done to eliminate them, and this is due immunity...they soon build up immunity against these pesticides ...so the health organisations decided they can only maintain cleaniness up to a certain level. Cockroaches are one of the most adapted creatures int he world...they eat anything that is organic, even fingernails of childern!!!( serious i'm not lying) When they are disturbed, they run off to hide in dark holes, which cause the case of cockroaches inside the ear holes of kids....this is really unsual as i've heard it for the 1st time....they are also every unique and well adapted creatues...1stly they have 2 brains, one at the head(DUH) the other at the rear...so even when u cut off it's head, a cockroach still can live for up to 7 days without eating(unable to eat coz no head, no mouth)...they have very high survival rate...no wonder they have been roaming Earth for millions of years...plus their antennae is filled with hairs that can pick up slight changes in temperature, pressure and nearly everything...so it can decide whether to run and at which direction. Cool, eh? Never know these creatures are so cool.

Then comes the spiders and their necrotoxin that decomposes flesh...this still remains a mystery to many scientists about how these things work...also in Aust. there's alot of cases of spider bite, especially the Black Widow which lives in houses as it's their permanent residence...luckily an antidote has already been discovered.

the WHITE-TAIL Spider that has been implicated in some cases of Necrotising Arachnidism

More about fleas causing the Black Death, bed bugs and if u think ur body is bug free, think again. On your forehead lives microscopic bugs that feed on ur skin cells by puncturing it and well, drinking the fluid inside....there is little known about these bugs and neither do they cause any sickness....Mosquitoes has the ability to detect CO2 emitted by respiration 100 feet away adn when night comes, the female mosquito changes to heat sensor and detect the area above the skin that has the highest concentration of blood...then injects it's proboscis into ur skin, release thier saliva that promotes blood to flow into them and prevent blood clot....then u wake up the next day scracthing at the itch....

that's all for today i guess....sleeping, eating, sleeping, watching TV...like a pig....somemore my maid made me eat so much( Sponge cake at 6, porrige at 12, more porridge at 2....mad....)

NOTE: due to memory loss, that's all i can remember for the shows that i watched...=)

It's all in your mindset....

2004-12-22T17:33:00.000+08:00

well well, got scolded by everyone coz i'm ill having serious cough, runny nose and fever....well i have to admit i caused this all...Drinking icy-cold 7-up immediately after bball was one of the "reasons" that caused my current state of well-being...ahha....so as the day passed the situation got worse, then better, then now i'm only slighty feverish....my maid said i had a steaming hot forehead....cool maybe i can cook eggs on it....

I took my bath before going to bed again after eating panadol....it sure was COLD...even i turned the tap to the warmest....sheesh maybe i'm juz so feverish everything was too cold....i was shivering as i exit the bathroom...then after waiting for my hair to dry, i went to dreamland....
then woke up, had to eat more med, but turns out i have to pay a visit to the doc after all....i'll do it after my dinner i guess....
i was sleeping the whole day...then eating med, then training my Pokemon, then sleep...wad a day! i watch Discovery or one of those documentaries about Taboo of how pple get treated..like using Leech, Bee-stings, MAGGOTS(yes the child of vile creature known as the FLY)...yes they are disgusting yet proved to be effective, saying leeches remove all the "dirty" blood from wounds, and maggots eating only decaying flesh....i was feeling qweasy after all that....but something came into my mind that was said in the Documentary.....

These things may disgust most people, but when one is ill and there is a remedy that doesn't require undergoing painful surgical processes and stuff, one will oversome the fear of these things....something that gives pleasure to the ill is considered a remedy....(er it was something like that...i'm suffering serious memory loss....)

I remember something about the thing "it's all in the mindset"....i watched this documentary(hey i'm not a boring guy....) about saying this old person running few KMs a day....like crazy...and he's saying it's all in the mindset...

"i juz keep telling myself that i'm not tired and i'm gonna finish the run..."

it oso reminds me of "psycho-ing" urself that u are okay and fine if u are ill, and wah-lah, magic remedy using ur mentality....if u want to be something, all u need to juz set ur mind that u are gonna achieve that goal no matter wad it takes....so well i'm trying that too...not very efficient though coz i cannot think properly...hahah....

i was thinking about ZHan's blog....people without dreams and low dreams and all....and i appear to fall under that category of people with dreams that are un-achievable....well that's y they are called dreams i guess....i dream of being a Marine Biologist....for i ever-lasting curiousity over fishes and sea creatures....but then after all...dream....but i finally thought of my goal.....maybe to do R & D in s'pore Ornamental fish industry. After all, s'pore proved to be kinda famous for their unique "glowy" fish and all....then maybe i'll set up my own fish shop to sell and research fishes....like that not only it is achievable, but also i can "remain in contact" with fishes....i hope some pre-U can offer some course like that, so that i can finally pursue my GOAL, no longer dream....

But for now, my short term goal....set up an aquarium for...maybe acherfish or something cool.....ahhaha....i'll try.....i'll give it my best shot....that's all folks....

ARCHERFISH ARE SO COOL

well i oso caught a juvinile Chameleon from my toilet...ahha i released it to the garden outside....cute little fella....

maybe i'll need to take things more seriously

2004-12-22T01:10:00.000+08:00

ahha 0011 hrs and i'm awake...... one of the wonders i gaze upon on myslef...anyway after talking to ZHan, i feel that i should write my blog as proper and detailed as possible. It doesn't matter whether anyone comes to read it, nor whether my HTML skills would improve...i found the purpose of this blog...to fill in the blanks of my life and let me remember some of the most important events and friends....also not to forget, kill time....=) ahhah....

One can remember all of the Things some of the Time,
One can remember some of the Things all of the Time,
But one can never remember every single detail of their Memory.

And that's y daries are made for a purpose. Everything has a purpose and consequence....well anyway enough of my "philosophy" stuff....about today....no wait yesterday...forgot about 12 o'clock thingy.....the weather was welcoming me with it's warm arms...no rain, not too sunny( except for the afternoon), juz fine....since it was Dong Zhi, mum "ordered" me to burn the incense stick and paper and put some Tang Yuan as an offering...in the end, my bro did it all....hahah well i guess that's one less objective for me for that day....then ate onion rings too....odd though...5 rings and 4 tang yuan seems ALOT to ZHan...ahahha....milk-addict....

anyway then i went to meet up Edwin, some scout guy whom i know since sec 3....nice person and used to play bball....he was working and we waited for Xue Liang to come, but in the end got "pang say" luckily we already boarded the MRT and go to Toa Pa Yo ( funny the way i spell'em...i think it's wrong....) went to buy comics with Edwin at Comic connection..woah he sure is rich after working at NTUC and saving up....he bought loads of comic...ended up paying 40+ bucks....talk about the number of deers!(lameness fill my blog....ahah) anyway then we meet up with Kai Yuan, oso a friend of Edwin aka my friend too..lobster talk...and they went to play pool...i was listening to Jay Music all the way with only one earpiece in my left ear..ahha the other was....sadly "spoilt"...some connection problem...$40 and it was only bought last year....hiaz....back to the story...i watched them play pool and sat at the corner reading POKEMON comic vol. 16...i was outdated...didn't buy that comic coz it was $8.50...talk about bucks and deers....sheesh expensive....Edwin was hitting the WHITE ball into the "goals" ahhaha....

"i'm not used to this stick...too rough and thick" he said in chinese(pls dun think dirty...it's the pool stick...i'm afraid pple might....hmm....)

i was smiling my way looking at him and his pal play....amatures, but i'm worse though....so i can't really comment on them...Kai Yuan's white ball flew towards me like a jumping menace...ahhah...like some matrix thing slow-mo and i had to dodge...there was no time to think *whish* *crash*...ahah i was amplifying the whole event..it juz landed below the chair...ahhaha....
anyway Kai Yuan won and we went off....he took bus home while me and Edwin took MRT....he bought a "faulty" comic book due to loads of printing problems, or rather cutting probs....loads of pages uncut...i used my Swiss army KNIFE and when i swung it open in the MRT, everyone was looking at me...ahha....i'm INNOCENT!!!...it's only for self defence!!! then when we reached City Hall, the train was too crammed....Edwin managed to squeeze in, but was sandwiched....i din't want to squeeze...too uncomfortable...moreover i wasn't in a hurry to get home....so we bade farewell and i waitied for the next train while listening to Jay...When u see me listening to music, 99% of it will be Jay...ahha....i'm a Jay Music fan....great influence-er too....hahah if SOMEONE read this though......then SOMEONE will know....anyway called andrew to play bball..so when i reached home i changed and went off in a flash...that match was crappy...maybe i'm still not used to the shoes, maybe i'm too lousy, or maybe the court was different so.....ahha i played like some loser....i did defence though..."rejected" one ball and prevent some shots...but my shots were all OFF...sheesh....where are the T-Mac Powers!??!

ahhah got a FEW shots...few as in 2-3...then i had to prove myself worthy...at the end of the match i practiced 3 pointers....my accuracy dropped...darn...need more practice....well i reached home sweaty and all, then rest and drank soft drink(which made my coughing worse....) and bathed then ate dinner at 9...cool....now i'm having runny nose, coughing....cool or wad...well i'm better off than my poor pal Jing Da...sad fella....well things are getting better for him i guess, and i hope he gets well soon too....as for me....i'm still in doubt....only Jay Music and ever understand....cya peeps....anyway this is MY LONGEST POST!!! WHOOHOOH WORLD RECORD SET MY MR QIU CHUANCHEN, OF HAVING ACQUIRED POSTING A BLOG SO LONG....HAHAHHA...rubbish

sophisticated friends of simplicity

2004-12-17T23:18:00.000+08:00

well today went to visit ZhiHan's blog...din't know he was actually such a complex person yet he showed signs of a simple humble friend.....cool guy he is actually....glad to know him as a great pal....well played bball at nite with jd and some pple with my new shoes on.....cool.....at first they felt weird of my legs, probably i am still not used to it yet...but after a few matches and i got the hang of things, everything turned out juz fine, or even better....yet i doubted it when i bought it....unsure whether if it was really suitable, doubted whether if it was even real....well now i know.....anyway i updated myself with the common sites i visit everyday - one piece, naruto and Pokemon.....ahhaha found out i have alot of catching up to do.....well done that and now listening to Jay's Ni Bi cong qian kuai le .....need jay's 1st album then i "complete"!!!!! anyway that's that.....

hiaz

2004-12-10T02:20:00.000+08:00

well back from polluted suzhou and other polluted china areas......it was okay there though....boring sometimes....lack of something......well sometimes i think y bother updating this blog........no one reads it....i am only satisfied with the gif and jpeg files i uploaded and the things i "played" with HTML......maybe i juz want the attention others get for their blog? or maybe i juz wanna type out wad i feel.......not sure....so unsure of myself.....dunno y feeling odd....qwerty....no one can understand.....only jay's music and express it i guess.....hahaha.....thinking of so many useless things but some are important....to me studies are the 1st priority i guesss.....the rest are...useless? not sure.....doubts fill within me......mei guan xi zai ju xu nu li......=)

cool gifs of sword

2004-11-23T01:05:00.000+08:00

i am a complete sword fan, esp fantasy swords like games and blah blah black wolves...

Ragnarok!!!

TITAN BLADE

slack day started

2004-11-20T22:07:00.000+08:00

well it's been a day since slack day started aka freedom..and i always looked forward to it...but now only 24 hrs passed and i'm bored....i still play games and all, but bored of them...maybe i'm juz tired, maybe i really am bored....maybe i need something in life.....well watched Kings VS Grizzilies in NBA.....cool but kinda....boring.....ahhh...prefer Rockets with my fav player TRACY MACGRADY!!!! anyway then they had some news on the voilent nba players during Detriot and Pacers game....woah they are really violent......this is not sportsman ship.....sad to see such pple vent thier anger....pple need to cool down and think properly sometimes.....at nite wanna watch Incredibles VCD, but it jammed in a few parts...darn...spoil the whole show....then i gave up and watched National Geographic....something about Nanobes.....dwarf forms of bacteria that some believe that they are living organisms, while others think it's juz something crazy.....what defines life? no one has really completely understood the meaning to being a living thing. The more reasearch done, more questions appear.....but i admire that person's perserverance.....maybe someday....some break through...well it's damm cool....now trying out more cool things in the blog....

搁浅

2004-11-15T21:47:00.000+08:00

搁浅

久未放晴的天空依舊留著你的笑容

哭過卻無法掩埋歉疚

風箏在陰天擱淺想念還在等待救援

我拉著線複習你給的溫柔

曝晒在一旁的寂寞

笑我給不起承諾

怎麼會怎麼會你竟原諒了我

我只能永遠讀著對白讀著我給你的傷害

我原諒不了我就請你當作我已不在

我睜開雙眼看著空白忘記你對我的期待

讀完了依賴我很快就離開

JAY Rocks!!!!

try out gif

2004-11-14T21:03:00.000+08:00

testing out gif files

Kenshin ( Samurai X )
alrite the thingy works cool....that's all i guess...play pokemon every now and then....ahha i already decided my schedule after the o levels....either play bball or play pokemon the whole day, or carry out my promises. then the next day maybe go K-Box with Jd and co. which i'm not v. close with, but anyhow. hmmm....alot of things to do during the slacking period....muz plan them too...muahhah....i make sure i am T-Mac after the holidays....well that's all...gonna try more cool things in the blog....

hiaz so sian

2004-11-12T22:47:00.000+08:00

today was 2nd day....played pokemon like some maniac....make my eyes so tired, then cannot study properly so went to sleep, then continue a-math-ing....so bored....waiting.....ahha not really so sian...basket ou yang he chiong so much still wanna act humble....muz try to do more work...
hmmm found out alot of things have to be done with HTML in the editing of this blog...maybe do it after o levels....ahhah time flies like a flying thing that...erm....flies.....well soon the o levels are gonna be over, soon decisions have to be made...thinking so many things so little time....well now is a math, chem , phy and geog...doing geog/phy tomorrow...well cya then

whoo-hooh my 1st time blogging

2004-11-12T01:26:00.000+08:00

People look at blogs and gaze upon the wonders of human behavior. I look at blogs and say, "lame, waste of my time, yet cool" ahhaha....well my 1st time blogging...at first created this account then cannot find where on almighty earth is the post a diary entry thingy, then finally found'em....stupid some may say, but that's me. The last time i wrote a diary was on this book when i was pri5, then computer games, playing and studying came to my life and soon i rarely have time to continue writing and updating the diary...changed 3 diaries and still kept them...now smelled like some ancient book of secrets, and with yellow stains due to oxidation...ahhah....well decided to start one online diary coz i'm bored.....stupid chem....hiaz was doing the JUNE 2004 o level paper....so much careless and ended up 79.2%...that is around B3.....y is that so? am i being humble? nah.....in fact o levels is so competitive that the standard of A1 can increase like nothing....to me in O levels, A1=80 and above.....i scored only 79....hiaz....so depressing.....moreover i marked myself...which most prob isn't strict....anyhow then....well gotta see wad else i can play with the blog....

開不了口

There's more to Dreams than it seems...

qwerty

Duty, Honour, Country!

Deluded by the glaring Light, Misled by the beckoning Darkness...

振翅吧, 黑色的翅膀

The closer you are to the Light, the Darker your Shadow becomes...

behind the stoic carapace lies a perturbed soul in despondence

Disciples of Materialism know the Price of Everything, but the Value of None.

so many excuses to give to not do something, only one reason to go ahead.

You are your own God....

Savage Chickens!!!!

Learn the mistakes from others; u can't make them all by yourself

Last but not Least

BLANK

qwerty

blah blah balck wolf have u any sheep...

What's yours will be yours; what isn't will never be.

Slack....

Attachement? which type?

雨过之后更难忘记 就让回忆永远停在那里

something wrong

blah blah

What a OMG day

lost forever in the abyss of darkness

沒關係 再繼續努力

What a Great Day.....

Take the front row in Life

Do what u Love, Love what u do

Live each day as if it was you Last....

It's smart to be lucky, not lucky to be smart.

不知道 不明瞭 不想要 為什麼 我的心

At the end of every Darkest tunnel lies shimmering Brilliance

blank..

Another "eggciting" day....

State of Predicament and Dilemma....

Decisions have to be made sooner or later

Pigs are flying, Flies are pigging.

New Year brings back Old Memories

NEW YEAR arrives; some things change, some things remain the same

More adventure awaits!!!

chiong ar

sleepy day...

slack day filled with adventure!

Dboat-less day wasn't so bad....

Wah bloody tired!!!!

Sense of achievement? Maybe....

Chao Dah!!!

i think i really kinda like dboat....but kinda tiring....

alrite DBOAT ROCKS!!!

alrite slack sleepy day....

sian sian ouch

Wah so sleepy....10 mins blog starts now!!!!

Another day, another experiece

wah OG 26 so "on" one....

wah stupided unscheduled day.....

okie short and sweet....

chiong ar!!!

Days of boredom over and the enthusiasm builds up!

am i stupid, dumb, or real stupid....

!st day in NYJC....boredom, stupidity and loss of enthusiasm

Ah....the new year coming....

Crappy crap filled with crap...

Awake!!! the Spirit within!

Sigh...my condition worsen...

It's all in your mindset....

maybe i'll need to take things more seriously

sophisticated friends of simplicity

hiaz

cool gifs of sword

slack day started

搁浅

try out gif

hiaz so sian

whoo-hooh my 1st time blogging

雨过之后更难忘记就让回忆永远停在那里

沒關係再繼續努力

不知道　不明瞭　不想要　為什麼　我的心